You Should Be Me
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"i don't know nuna, what happened, you don't even say what my mistake was to come away from me, say, what's wrong with me until you act so differently like this" Boseo said

"did mam and pap never tell you about me?" yuhan asked but did not turn back, still turning his back on Boseo

"uh uh? whahuh? nothing, I rarely met them, once met, no language other than my work and my relationship with Naryu"

Yuhan turned her body and looked at Boseo

"are you sure? there's no talk from mam and pap about me?" yuhan asked once again staring intently

"nothing, at all, I swear, that's why I'm confused"

"okay let me explain" said Yuhan

Yuhan explained who she was, though,

he explains that he is not Boseo's older brother, Yangsi is not Yuhan's biological mother, Hongjuan is not Yuhan's biological father, Yuhan is not who in the family raised him

Yuhan is the child born from an affair of two Yangsi friends who were almost aborted but did not come at Yangsi's request

Yuhan is the son her biological mother's father left to Yangsi and Hongjuan and never takes care of her at all

"let's know everything now" Yuhan said

"nuna, are you serious?" boseo asked in shock

Yuhan went back to explaining that even now her biological parents came and asked her to come back with them

"that's a stupid thing, after they left me it wasn't expected but now it's there to fight for?" ask Yuhan

"nuna, I swear, I don't know anything about this"

"now you know, right? yep, it's me, Yuhan, no longer a son of mam and pap, but a son of a stranger and not your brother"

"nuna, I still want to be your sister, still consider me your sister, I love you so much"

Yuhan approached Boseo, then touched Boseo's arm and rubbed him

"thank you for your time during this time, your lessons and experiences will be taken care of and I will remember" Yuhan said

"nuna, promise not to leave me, I need you"

"you are an adult, I am also an adult and not who you are, so please live well, there is Naryu with you, I know you are sincere with him and I know Naryu is also sincere with you" said Yuhan

Boseo would not accept his words because he knew they were parting words

when Yuhan will get in her car again, Yuhan returns to Boseo

"don't leave me nuna" said Boseo

"one more thing, I have something to talk about" Yuhan said

"what?"

"the office of the company, take it, I give it to you" said Yuhan

"nuna, what are you talking about"

"gakpapa, rather than you still looking outside, the start business also needs a process right, I'll turn the name of the company into yours"

"nuna, I don't want to, it's still yours, I'm just your staff right there"

"no Bo, you listen to me, don't you think I'm your brother, right?"

"still be"

"jas"

"nunaaa, I'm not ready to lose you yet, I'll accompany you, I'll choose you over mam and pap"

"hhh, don't talk like that, they're your parents, and I'm a stranger now, don't deserve that"

"but even I've been close to you all this time, you know where I've been close to mam and pap, everything whatever to you nuna"

Yuhan smiled then touched Boseo's shoulder and said..

"i'm still your brother, call me if you still need me"

"i must really need you"

Yuhan was already at her limit of her insanity and left the house without Boseo's care

Boseo cried, in the history of his life for the first time cried, how not, even a sick man was left with this painful fact and difficult circumstances

what about Jazlyn, Nania and Misilia?

yep, they know because they heard everything, all the explanations of Yuhan and the conversation of Yuhan with Boseo there

they were shocked by the facts and the situation, let alone Boseo, even Yuhan himself had experienced it

Yuhan returned to her apartment and entered the room crying until she was tired and fell asleep on her own

but unaware that Namjoon was coming that night, Namjoon enters and sees Yuhan sleeping, she cleans her body and goes to sleep next to Yuhan

Yuhan was shocked because suddenly there was someone sleeping next to her even embracing her, when she saw, it was Namjoon

"astaga, Nam, I'm surprised, when did you come?" ask Yuhan

"just now, but it's clean baby, go to sleep again"

"emm"

Yuhan continued to sleep but hugged Namjoon very tightly, but the next morning, Yuhan woke up and saw Namjoon was busy with his hape

"Nam, haven't you slept all night?" ask Yuhan

"i was going to sleep, but your body was a little warm but not really hot, warm and a little bit"

"ahhh"

"i'm worried about not sleeping, why are your eyes?"

Namjoon just realized there was something different with Yuhan's eyes, her eyes were swollen and red, Namjoon thought eye pain

"unfortunately, go to the doctor yes, check the eyes, it's red" Namjoon said

"don't baby, this just woke up"

"it's just waking up but it's swollen anyway"

"no, no papa"

because Namjoon was basically insensitive, Yuhan understood that he immediately explained what happened yesterday, until Yuhan finally returned to the apartment crying and went to sleep

"that's why my eyes became swollen to red because I cried before going to bed, so swollen directly" explained Yuhan

"ahh so Boseo doesn't know? and just found out?"

"yes, he just found out"

Yuhan hugged Namjoon again tightly, Namjoon only realized that Yuhan had been hugging him very hard since last night because of this problem

"dear, how come you're back?" ask Yuhan

"ahh, yes I'm going out of town the day after"

"ahh, is there a concert?"

"not really, just a fanmeet"

"ahh, where"

"there's a cafe in myeongdong"

"oh yeah? the hilarious waah, there's rame right"

"yes, did you get there?"

"never at all, I'm just in the Fast mall, but it's crowded outside the mall"

"turn back to dorm when?"

"later tonight, yesterday delivered with Hyun, tomorrow picked up again with Hyun"

"ahhh"

"oh yes dear about the car, the car will I bring ya, Hyun will come again to pick up"

"ahh, jude"

since that day will be in the apartment, Yuhan and Namjoon decided to watch television and see some news related to dating some idols

Namjoon discusses who are the idols who are caught coming by some paparazzi that are still active and scattered around the idol

"that was a lot of rumors coming from your ex's big agency" Namjoon said

"who?" yuhan asked confusedly

"sir Chun, all the idols of Chun's pack, some but most idols from there"