You Should Be Me
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"oh can uncle, please leave, there we are" said Namjoon

"later my son will come in his place"

Sangja went home for a while and left Jijun first to bangtan there

an hour later, Jijun began to wake up, the doctor came to check, just ate too in order to give the medicine again

"thank you, you will accompany me" said Jijun

"iya Jijun, relax, we if busy can not help you take care of you" said Sejin

"yes, I'm sorry to be such a hassle"

"how can the story be like this?" ask Namjoon

here they all begin to ask how to make the accident happen and Jijun explained...

he said the last few days were difficult to sleep, chaotic thoughts, all branched because Yuhan, he thought Yuhan in many ways, especially about yesterday's trial

he feels guilty because he cannot help the agency where he works, he also cannot defend Yuhan there, which is why he dropped and did not focus on the road resulting in an accident

"my carelessness is indeed, should not be thought of until so" said Jijun

"it is not your fault, it is indeed Yuhan's decision to report us and demand back" Sejin said

"yes sir, but I still feel guilty" Jijun said

they are just as silent for a few seconds, Jijun even so his question about Yuhan does know the news and the bike

"oh yeah, does Yuhan know about me?"

"about what?" ask Sejin

"about me getting into an accident with the bike, hasn't anyone given it up yet?" ask Jijun

"who wants to preach it? no one will be able to preach it, you also know we applied so as not to disturb it" Kwan said

"yes, at least I want him to know, I'm his best friend, want to know how he responds when I know I'm in an accident"

"yes already, a lot of your rest, do not think much else" said Seokjin

"focus your recovery" Hoseok said

"oh yes hyung, later if suppose Yuhan comes but when I sleep, wake me up, yes" said Jijun

"but if you are sleeping how to wake him up, we have nothing to bear" Hoseok said

but Namjoon thought that Yuhan would not return to the hospital to visit Jijun

"it's important that you focus on recovery first, that it's ready, we'll wake you up later" Namjoon said confidently

"yes, wake up, I really want to talk to him, I miss my best friend" Jijun said

even Jijun still considers Yuhan to be his best friend, they all salute also touched by Jijun's kekeh attitude as a friend of Yuhan

the seven members of the gang and seven staff there were silent, silent and no one wanted to say that actually just when Jijun slept, Yuhan came

where they all also do not know how Yuhan knows the news of the accident Jijun when it is not Jijun who gave it to him, tau tau came to visit him

"this is from the beginning I saw only his uncle who came to take care of Jun hyung ya" said Jimin

"yes, I didn't see any other family, father, or mother at all" Jungkook said

"he did live with his cousin, the son of his uncle he was, so who took care of his uncle a long time ago" explained Namjoon

"oh yeah? why his parents? definitely divorce?" ask Taehyung

"no, if the divorce can still take care of their children as well as their child Jejun even though they divorced how many times" said Namjoon

"lah, then?" ask Taehyung

"died, long ago, since Jijun was a child"

"oh did he (Jijun) tell you?" ask Jimin

"in the beginning I knew it was from Yuhan, but Yuhan told me"

"ahhh" replied the other member at the same time

after a day of gathering there, one by one the members with their main staff each say goodbye to the affairs of each member until only Kwan and Namjoon remain in the hospital

only Kwan and Namjoon stayed there waiting for Jijun until his family came, because his uncle Jejun left for a while

it wasn't long before Yungju and Jungji arrived..

"how are you Jun?" ask Yungju

"this is how"

"you're a habit, what kind of girlfriend's mind, not focused on the road" said Yungju

"what the hell, I just have a little problem"

"who is this, Jun?" ask Jungji

"ahh knowin, it's Namjoon and Mr. Kwan, people from my office"

"aaah thank you sir, for accompanying me, I'm Jungji, son of his uncle Jijun" Jungji said

"greetings know too, I'm Kwan, I'm waiting for his family indeed, the others are gone" Kwan said"

"oh, sir can be left alone, there is already us, sorry to trouble you" said Yungju

"alright, if we stay then Jijun, hopefully get well soon" Kwan said

"Jijun, saying goodbye to me too, a lot of rest, to quickly recover" said Namjoon

"yes sir, hyung, thank you"

Namjoon went from there with Kwan to the dorm, and they sat there

"there's a problem at the end of this" Kwan grumbled

Namjoon just kept quiet...

"one comes the problem, another comes the problem when the other is not finished, uh just finished one problem earlier, there is more" grumbled Kwan nagging

but Namjoon was still silent...

seeing no response, Kwan turned towards Namjoon

he immediately knows what Namjoon feels, because Kwan has the same feeling with Namjoon that is to love Yuhan

the difference is Namjoon won because he never got Yuhan while Kwan never had that chance

"can't you still forget about Yuhan?" ask Kwan

"still" Namjoon said honestly

"do you still like it?"

"still, but the choice made me leave her and now I'm the one who lost her"

Kwan took his breath slowly and quietly, Namjoon looked back at Kwan who had been silent as well

"do you also have feelings for her?" ask Namjoon

"no, no" Kwan said lying

"i already know how hyung, you take it easy, I'm not angry if I'm honest now, I'm also over with Yuhan"

"fell me, does it look like it?"

"yes"

"yes what about Jijun? he was expecting Yuhan to come, and he even said he was like this because he was thinking of Yuhan"

"if he was, I know, pure friendship, I also had time to suspect that he loved Yuhan, but the more I knew about him was nothing more than a friend" Namjoon said

"same, I am too, just the same, you are overthinking, thinking badly of me" replied Kwan

"different hyung, if you I feel different"

"what's different?"

"it's totally different compared to Jijun"