You Should Be Me
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"what are you talking about?" ask Namjoon

"seriously, I want to marry you"

"why did it come to this? didn't I get married, but I got engaged? that's your choice, right?"

"yes but I think we've got enough of our fiancee's time"

"ohh then what do you want?"

"married yuk, cook less clear?"

"Han. I don't refuse at all, I actually want to, but you know how my job, your job is also now higher position right" said Namjoon

"yes anyway"

"i promised you a wedding, but not yet Han, don't be in a hurry baby"

"iyaa" Yuhan replied lowered her head

Namjoon rubbed Yuhan's hair and cheeks

"why did you suddenly say that?" ask Namjoon

"i just want to live with you forever, I think in this world only you understand me" Yuhan said

Namjoon stood up, then approached Yuhan's seat and she knelt down in front of Yuhan sitting down to hug Yuhan

"i've always been there for you, it's just that you and I were busy together" Yuhan said

"the same busyness is difficult for both of you outside"

"but at least we no longer need to cover ourselves each of the other members and other staff right"

"yes, but it still has to be professional Nam"

"yes, really"

they continued eating, finished it and decided to go home to Yuhan's apartment

after arriving at Yuhan's apartment..

they are busy with their own..

Yuhan went to take a bath, after which she saw Namjoon sitting still with his hape

"it's so busy to keep seeing" Yuhan grumbled as she dried her hair in front of her dresser mirror

Namjoon heard it immediately put down his hape and looked towards Yuhan

namjoon's eyes immediately widened because he saw Yuhan wearing her shirt that had been small on her but was seen taking off Yuhan's wear

but what made it even more surprising when Namjoon saw Yuhan was only using************* without anything else covering ****** ********

seeing that it was clear, Namjoon was like a cat who met a fish, he immediately stood up and approached Yuhan, then hugged from behind

"Nam, what?" ask Yuhan

"are you wearing clothes like this?"

"i used to wear this shirt when I was in the apartment"

"cook anyway? how come I never know?"

"yes you come rarely"

"oh yeah"

"why the hug?" ask Yuhan again

"hugging, love you"

"love you too"

a few minutes of hugging..

Yuhan encourages Namjoon to take a bath..

"there is a bath first, do not be dirty, I've taken a bath, you hug you have not bathed"

Namjoon went to take a bath, Yuhan sat down in the work chair in the room, and then did some of his duty reports

finished working on it, he realized that Namjoon had been in the bathroom for a long time

"Nam... why? long time ago?" said Yuhan

"shower still, I'm peeing"

Yuhan waited for Namjoon, had wanted to see the drama invites Namjoon so let there be friends but long awaited until Yuhan overslept

Namjoon finished, seeing Yuhan sleeping, he put on a blanket and hugged Yuhan after being covered in a blanket

"i can't think anymore I can have you like now, I'm proud of myself, ahh but I haven't been able to think of losing you like your old ex, I'm afraid of those who can't forget you after we're done" Namjoon said in his heart

Namjoon stood up and sat down at his desk chair in the room that Yuhan had occupied

he saw that Yuhan had just finished her work, Namjoon did his work as well

after finishing, Namjoon played hape but still in the same seat, he was the middle of the mager, completely unwilling to move, so took food, drinks, and, or snack he did not get off the chair but drag it because the chair used his is a chair that has wheels

about three hours into Yuhan's sleep, she woke up and saw Namjoon still sitting on the chair

Yuhan goes downstairs, goes to the toilet to wash her face but Namjoon pulls Yuhan's hand and forces her to sit on his lap

"what's Nam? I wash my face first huh" Yuhan said

Namjoon hugged Yuhan and was unwilling to let go

"i washed Nam's face. Look at my face, it's still dull" Yuhan said

"hope, I like you this way, just woke up without make up, natural and makes me anxious"

"how the hell, this buluk ah"

"cogelina uh"

Namjoon instead prefers to see the face of Yuhan who just woke up without any makeup at all

yaa. is spelled out because only Namjoon knows how to face Yuhan when without makeup at all

even the closest person to Yuhan, whoever it is, his biological parents or even his adoptive parents who have lived with him, know the innocent face of Yuhan last when he first entered Junior High School

yuhan has never been without makeup, even if he just wants to go to the front of the house

here, Namjoon still tried to give input to Yuhan, about how the family is important

Namjoon does not discuss the Yuhan family but the way Namjoon made Yuhan to forgive his family by telling him how much Namjoon needed his exit compared to anyone else in the world

even Namjoon bluntly said that it was possible that Namjoon would not continue his relationship if his family did not respect Yuhan

since his family all received very good to Yuhan, plus some staff and members bangtan who like his family both also bless Yuhan with Namjoon even though Namjoon knows it is very heavy

but Namjoon just wanted to explain that here the family is the most important thing in life, the most real sturdy pole in the world for the life of a human being on earth

"why did you say that?" ask Yuhan

"yes, no matter how outsiders accept you, your family will be much more receptive to you" Namjoon said

"but I'm gonna have you"

"believe it not, even your mother's father is either biological or adoptive, will be much more receptive to you like me" Namjoon said

Yuhan fell silent, Namjoon's speech was correct, he justified without blaming a single word of mistake

"but they are still others from me" Yuhan said

but before long they chatted, hape Namjoon rang the sign of the phone coming in

Namjoon still did not remove Yuhan from his lap, he kept Yuhan in his arms

seeing the hape it turns out Boseo called, feeling the right time but not right too

"who?" ask Yuhan

"Boseo" Namjoon replied staring at Yuhan

"emm"

"i can lift it?"

"just up to you"

Yuhan descends from Namjoon's lap, Namjoon stands up and heads to the side of the window to pick up Boseo's phone

"yes hello?" hello Namjoon

"Namjoon?"

"yes I, what's up Bo?"

Namjoon deliberately sped the phone so that Yuhan heard their conversation there