You Should Be Me
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even Taemin said he wanted to be serious immediately he was very capable

"God? we've been walking together for the past four months"

"yes, four months yeah, don't feel it"

"this.wait, I'm not done yet"

"ahh, what?"

"you know my circle in friendship and family, I'm the same, already know everything about you, each life is the same know right? I'd like to say something serious about our relationship"

"continue?" yuhan began to suspect

Yuhan begins to suspect Taemin will express his feelings and ask for a date, and sure enough..

"i want to date you, you want to be my girlfriend?" ask Taemin

"right. oppa, have I told you nothing before? you said you knew me everything?"

"yes, I know, about you not believing in marriage, but I think dating can, along the way, I while making you more sure to marry me"

"what are you saying?"

"i'm serious, even married directly I can, I'm ready, I just need to make some things happen in the wedding"

"i don't believe in any relationship, I say that, want a wedding, want an engagement or just dating, I've said, with me if I'm a friend or friend, I can afford, but expect more? never have!"

"God, I'm serious, really, I know what your story was like in the past, I know your heartache in a lot of men, but give it a chance, I really prove I'm your soul mate" taemin

"no oppa, no will, you go find another girl! I support you I will support you like a friend and sister to you, but please do not expect any relationship with me" explained Yuhan

Taemin continued to try to convince Yuhan to accept him

Taemin knows about Yuhan with her past

Taemin knows all of Yuhan's stories with her ex-boyfriend

Taemin is actually a fusion between Namjoon, who knows everything about Yuhan, like Yuhan's problems with Yuhan's family and friends, all Taemin knows

Taemin was also a fusion of Heechul, who was so attentive, keeping the slightest of Yuhan related

even Taemin was a fusion of Hyohoon, who was always looking for Yuhan related knowledge so he could know everything

back where Yuhan started her new life in the apartment, Yuhan will be pregnant while there, Namjoon will also often visit Yuhan in the apartment there

like dejavu, Yuhan repeats what her biological parents did in the past while pregnant with her

Yuhan shut herself down instantly, she came into contact with only Unji, without anyone even her parents

with reasons to friends, staff, family, his departure for some important things outside of work, Yuhan just wants to enjoy a lot of vacation time and entrust everything to Unji

hearing that no one is suspicious because they think Yuhan is working hard all this time so want to vacation is also not a problem, especially Yuhan is already rich to see his business is very big there, so he is very rich, obviously the money is flowing though Yuhan wants a holiday and scatters too

because of them no one would have thought if in fact Yuhan did that to cover herself that she was pregnant

Yuhan begins her new life full of hiding, she just stays in a full day apartment without any activity out

if he wants to go out and buy something, he entrusts Namjoon, but if when there is no Namjoon

but if you want to go out too, forced to come out with all-enclosed clothes, so that no one recognizes him, because Yuhan sees his body increasing by the moon, will grow his stomach

all the conditions experienced by Yuhan, Yuhan never knew that it had been experienced by her biological parents during the pregnancy of Yuhan's fetus in Munha's stomach

the exact moment of that time was the same as the one Yuhan had experienced where she did not even expect the baby

yuhan was silent from Namjoon if he attempted in his own way to abort his womb

Yuhan when there is no Namjoon, watch video videos on youtube looking for ways to abortion

starting from jumping, running, hard exercise, gym, then sour fruit, all done Yuhan in order to lower the baby in her stomach and make her miscarry herself but all failed

day by day passed..

entered two months passed..

Yuhan with the same circumstances just silently enjoyed her loneliness, where was Namjoon?

Namjoon always comes to Yuhan's apartment when his time is free, yes he is an idol and even his leader, it is clear that he will be so busy even compared to other members

despite that, Namjoon kept a close eye on the apartment cctv, asking about Yuhan and the baby in her stomach, all in order to look after the baby and look after Yuhan

until one day

where Namjoon's schedule is empty, he immediately comes to Yuhan's apartment, Yuhan watches television and does not welcome anything to Namjoon

Namjoon hugged Yuhan with his pot

"you contain, I like you to contain" Namjoon said

"i filled your son, obviously I'm swelling up"

"do you know I like girls' bodies a little cubby?"

"don't talk like that"

Yuhan explained, she wanted to be there, taking care of the child in her womb, willing to obey everything Namjoon said to keep himself in the apartment

not because he loves Namjoon or anything related to his old feelings for Namjoon but because he also thinks logically that aborting the contents is not as easy as many he heard where

plus Yuhan let her feel lonely, but Yuhan is not the type of girl who likes to be lonely, she lives alone in her home always asking her friends to stay overnight, often, moreover, want to live alone in the next few months with a state of pregnancy

it was simply not what Yuhan wanted and expected that way

Namjoon approached Yuhan, rubbed Yuhan's head and said

"forgive me for my mistake of leaving you for bangtan, I still love you" Namjoon said

"hemmm. yeah yeah." replied Yuhan coldly.

"if I wanted to fix everything and come back with you, would you accept it and live it again like Yuhan did?"

"don't make it up, you have a boyfriend"

"Yield? just my escape"

"what? it's that easy as you say your relationship with Minsi is an escape?"

"indeed like that, my heart still belongs to you more percentage"

"don't want me to be an excuse for your mistake of making someone else an escape, don't make it look like I'm the reason you hurt another girl"

they argued over Namjoon's feelings that he had told Yuhan, Yuhan was unwilling to discuss them at this time

a few months later..

they began to discuss the birth and how the baby will live, and the decision has been taken for the baby's life