
...CYCLE (TRAGIC) COURTING...
...#problems...
...or ...
...#reverse? Same Mr. Ex?🤣...
..."Are you crazy or blind? He was obviously hurt, but still accepted."...
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Aul knew something was a little different from Riziq. He becomes more reserved, even though Riziq is not the noisy type. But the silence of a Riziq is able to make Aul so urgency. He felt uneasy as Riziq only responded to his words with a short answer.
Even to the point of Aul saying why Riziq changed his attitude, he often answered with busy reasons. Fuck the busy one! That's an irrational reason since I knew Riziq!
You know, how much does it hurt when the person who always prioritizes us over his busyness, suddenly changes course and leaves us behind?
If it were, that was Aul's current feeling. Feeling unappreciated. Whereas for an hour, Aul waited for Riziq who he said wanted to go home together. But after Aul waited in the parking lot of SMK Bratajaya, Riziq instead came with Gaila who was left to embrace his hand.
"Sori, Aul. I need to banter Gaila first, is that okay?" pamit Riziq and seemed to be picking up Gaila.
The grinning smile from Gaila that the girl had purposely hidden from Riziq and she showed it to Aul, was enough to make Aul growl.
Aghh .. If you don't remember this is a parking lot, I've been torn up by Grandma Lampir! grumble Aul in the heart.
"You seriously want to take him, Riz?!" sentak Aul did not accept.
Riziq sighed, he chatted for a while with Gaila and Aul could only hear Riziq speaking softly like ;
"Short of a second, I take care of it. You're here."
Aul's heart melted, seeing the person who usually rejected Gaila's closeness around him, suddenly acting as if Gaila was a weak person worthy of attention.
"Els! I'm talking to you!" aul shouted as Riziq seemed to be ignoring his presence.
Riziq approached towards him, with his hands kept on the side of his pants. "What?"
Aul refrained from punching Riziq in the face this time as well. "What are you, say .." she sneered. Riziq even raised his eyebrows up high.
"This time, what's the reason you want Gaila home!" sue Aul.
"He fell down."
Aul screeched, he glanced at Gaila who was near Riziq giving his ridicule through a very annoying smile.
"Don't tell me he fell and you were there?" tunding Aul's. "Or do you feel guilty for making Gaila fall?" coined.
With ease, Riziq even reproduces the word Aul. "If yes, why?"
"But Gaila's fine, you're El!" gaam Aul. He wanted to make Riziq open his eyes wide, that even without being swept Gaila could walk on her own.
She is not a baby who needs help walking! Isha!
Riziq just put his shoulders down in response. "Lo call me Mahesa right away or not your ex-boyfriend maybe?"
Aul's emotions because Riziq prefers to deliver Gaila than he has not receded, then plus the random topic of her make Auk's forehead wrinkled.
"Why should I be ex!" reply Aul intense. It's okay, if Mahesa. Because after all, Mahesa does make sense for the category of people Aul will ride to go home.
But ex? The irlan? Isn't that a little, upnormal? Aul shook his head. "Mahesa okay, Irlan no!" aul was unknowingly.
Secretly Riziq smiled wryly as Aul muttered said Irlan. As far as he knows, Aul's ex is not just Irlan. There were at least others before Irlan.
"Good if so" he said suddenly.
Aul blinked softly, he was in a wobble because Riziq managed to leave him in the school parking lot while he was busy contemplating himself.
"Gee! I'm a cokel too!" hissing Aul sharp. Then he called Mahesa to pick her up immediately.
"Don't talk a lot, just pick me up Esaaa!" he still with emotion.
Mahesa almost asked a lot of things like an interview. "Cepet here or I'll drive to Aunt Rara if you still like brawls!" threaten Aul's.
•••
The school is on holiday, the reason is because of the meetings of various school colleagues and students who carry out national rework preparation. Requires students one-two levels below, deliberately closed. Aul hissing frustratedly. His strike with Riziq, apparently done similarly by Riziq himself.
The man would usually try to persuade her, suddenly also angry with her. Though Aul felt, he did not make a fatal mistake. Riziq even played with his feelings.
Aul was standing on the balcony of his room, tonight the air was cooler than the night before. Even the children of the heavens are like; the moon and the stars are not visible at all. The gray navy sky further added to the gloom of Aul's face. He took a quick glance at the asphalt road of his housing that was far from himself on foot.
Aul glared in horror, imagining his body falling and hitting the asphalt. It must have been very painful. "Gue doesn't end up trying to kill himself" his monologue.
"Well, if you really die, even though you have to feel pain first. This is if he is still alive, with physical and mental disabilities. Hili~" Aul inched away from the end of the balcony and leaned back on the rattan chair that was there.
Aul reached into his pocket, his dress was still quiet. Aul deliberately deactivated his cellular data. Aul has sent several times a message containing the word 'sorry' even though Aul himself does not know the error, Aul still sends it to Riziq. He also asked the man to call through a regular call, not online. If the man forgave her.
Almost an even week, Riziq avoided it. Indeed, initially Aul was also the same as being indifferent to him, as a form of protest because Riziq gave Gaila precedence over him. But after the fourth day, Aul could not help himself, he tried to make Riziq not to strike or stay away from him.
Because there was a sense of emptiness in Aul's heart as Riziq looked like he was avoiding her. No strings attached and without clarity.
"So busy, yes until I forget the times," said Aul when he saw his dress was still quiet and there was not a single miscall he received from Riziq.
The breath that was united with the night wind blowing on him, made Aul feel the chills. He got out of his seat and turned to lay down on the bed. His eyes closed for an hour before his hands began to fumble on the surface of the mattress, looking for his phone but reluctant to just open his eyes.
Without seeing the person who called her on Sunday night like now, Aul answered her lazily.
"Yes hello, why? Aul is busy not to be disturbed first," said Aul.
She was half sleepy, half upset and disappointed that no Riziq had called her.
"Oh, busy huh? I was gonna go out anyway." The baritone voice of the person Aul was waiting for, finally sounded as well.
Aul was wide-eyed, he hurriedly took a sitting position and rubbed his eyes. But due to his lack of focus, Aul falls to the floor with his buttocks landing first.
DUGH
"Aw .." the ringing is slow. Aul rubbed the part of his body that kissed the floor. Ugh. .. it really hurts not to play.
"Aul are you okay?!" Anxious voice at the end of the phone made Aul even widen his smile.
"Aren't you angry anymore?" ask Aul enthusiastically. He sat on the edge of the bed.
Then Riziq's voice sounded again that worried him, but after Aul explained the incident of falling from the mattress so surprised to hear the voice of Riziq, he became the subject of temptation of the man.
"Haha, is that kangen?"
Aul flicked his lips, he regretted his words which actually became a joke Riziq in mocking him. "Here you go, don't do it again!" whining. Then came the laughter from Riziq.
"I'm serious, you're not really angry, are you?"
"No, Aul."
Aul actually tried to refrain from asking about Riziq who was away from him. But Aul was afraid to hear the answer, on the other hand Aul was also very curious.
"Reg ... "
"You want to ask me something, Aul?" guess Riziq fast.
Aul nodded unconsciously. "Can?"
"Well, the same time the boyfriend himself can't," quipped Riziq.
Aul boasted his smile, ah he likes weak gini. Basic bucin!
"Hm ... You were yesterday .. angry why?"
A moment of silence made Aul feel awkward, several times Aul sipped his saliva. I heard a pretty long breath. Aul was worried for himself. His heart felt an unusual rumble as the sentence from Riziq felt a sudden jerk.
"After reading your chat with Kaila. Not a feeling, is that Aul?"
Ah, it felt like Aul wanted to drown his face in the bucket of water at this moment.