2X MARRIED TO A COUSIN
Go home to where?

**The sunlight barged in through the window slit,

Faintly heard the noise of vehicles controlling the streets.

I'm still down here, though,

Don't know where the road goes home,

You are the one who should lead me,

still sleeping in your long dreams.

Wake up, my dear, it is morning.

Take my hand, we embrace the future before us.

Who will wipe my tears?

Who will guide my steps?

Who will light up my life?

Who else can give me the spirit?

Until when will you enjoy this long sleep.

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"Sir Tania, today you are allowed to go home. Please take care of the return to the administration first," said one of the sisters who examined Tania.

"Yes, Sus. Thank you," said Tania.

"Let me help remove the hose infusion," said the nurse again, Taniapun show his left hand.

After removing Tania's infusion hose, the two sisters left her alone to move to the next room.

Tania is still leaning on the back of the cage, already 3 days he was treated in the hospital, today it is allowed to go home.

He inched down from the cage, approaching the window. His eyes are empty facing outside. What is his mind now, where should he go home? While the residence does not have, the work does not exist, her husband is still cool asleep not yet want to wake up.

For a moment his gaze shifted on the ring that was coiled on the ring finger of his left hand.

Do I have to sell it? her mind.

Long Tania stood there and fell silent, clinging to her own daydream. Until the door of the room was like someone was trying to open it from the outside. Tania turned her head, in order to find out who was visiting her room.

Chequek, czech,

Slowly the door opened, a middle-aged woman appeared there.

"Bu Retno," he said slowly.

Ms. Retno, the person who had been with her for three days, who was spared from the accident because she was almost hit by a car driven by her husband.

"Good morning, Deck Tania. He said he can go home, right? I'm not ready yet" asked Ms. Retno to confirm.

"Yes, but where am I confused?" said Tania lowered her head evading from Bu Retno's gaze.

Ms. Retno approached Tania and stroked her shoulders.

"Stay in the mother's house for a while, for ever it is also possible if you want, but the house of the little mother, if you do not feel at home you can find a bigger contract. Think of this as the mother's guilt-redeemer for causing you to crash and get to this hospital" Ms Retno said sincerely.

"But, does the other mother's family allow it?" tanya Tania hesitated.

"They can certainly understand, the mother has also asked the mother's child to find a job vacancy for you," said Ms Retno.

Instantly Tania's gloomy face became a little radiant hearing Bu Retno's words.

"You can't possibly continue to stay in this hospital waiting for your husband who somehow realized. You also need a break, Dek," added Miss Retno.

Hearing your husband's words, Tania's face suddenly returned moody. Tania hasn't seen him this morning. Although Edos was not aware, Tania always took the time to talk to him, asking him to communicate.

Tania opened the desk locker next to her cage. Picking up the Sling bag he was wearing on the eve of the accident. Her husband's weist bag was there too. The two objects that managed to survive because of entanglement in their bodies.

Another large bag containing her clothes that were saved by residents. While Edos' suitcase was still left in the trunk burned along with the explosion of the car they were riding in.

Tania opened her husband's sling bag, there was a cell phone, cash and an assortment of cards inside. He let out a heavy sigh, it felt like a painful dream, but it was real.

"I went to my husband's room first, Mom!" pamit Tania to Bu Retno.

"Alright, I'm waiting here while you help you pack," replied Ms. Retno.

Tania breezed out of the room where she was being treated to the ICU room, her steps halted in front of the room where Edos was being treated. Set his breath to neutralize his emotions for a moment.

In his room, Edos lay with various tools stuck to his body, his eyes closed and silent, only his breathing sounded regular and heavy.

Tania entered the room, looking at the body of her loved ones. He pulled the chair closer to the brangkar, allowing the location of the cage, fixing the location of the hose that looks uncomfortable to look at.

Tania sat on a chair and clasped Edos' hands, looking closely at the face of her loved ones.

"Yank, I've been allowed to go home, you're fine here alone, I'll visit you here often. I'm saying yes, yank. Later in the afternoon I'll be here again" said Tania.

Tania kissed Edos hand, then her forehead, got up from her seat and stepped out of the ICU room.

He returned to the room where he was treated. Miss Retno was waiting for her in front of the room.

"Come, Mom. We go to the administration first, ma'am!" take Tania to Miss Retno.

The two of them walked back down the aisle of the hospital looking for the whereabouts of the administration room. After finding her, Tania interacted with the officers who were there, then went back to Bu Retno who was sitting in the waiting chair.

Retno and Tania step out of the hospital, and board the angkot. Angkotpun immediately drove.

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While at Edos' parents' house, Nurlita repeatedly made phone calls to Edos' cell phone number, but was never active. He felt anxious and agitated.

What happened to my son, I hope he's okay. Nurlita.

Now he switched to the phone number of his eldest son, Abizar. After finding Abizar's WhatsApp number, Nurlita pressed the video call icon against her eldest son.

Not long ago on Nurlita's phone emblazoned how handsome his eldest son was.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Ma" Abizar said, displaying a smile on Nurlita's phone screen.

"Wassalamu'alaikum, Mama kangen," said Nurlita who was unable to hold back her tears.

"Bizar is also very confused with Mama. Mama why cry? It's not usually Mama like this" Abizar asked Nurlita.

"Your sister, Bizar. Mama called many times her number was off" said Nurlita, who was sobbing.

"Maybe the HP battery runs out, Ma. Mama doesn't have to think. Where is he going, Ma?" abizar said to calm his mother's heart.

"Your sister is married to Tania, son. And he said he wanted to migrate to Jakarta," replied Nurlita.

"What, Ma? Is edos married? The tania? Bizar seemed to have heard that name," asked Abizar thinking.

"You know Tania? He was your sister's classmate in High School" Nurlita said.

"Yes, Ma. Looks like Bizar knows him, but where Bizar forgot, Ma," said Bizar still think.

"Abizar, go home, baby, there is no Edos," Nurlita's whining of her eldest son like a child made Abizar smile amusedly.

"Sorry, Ma. Bizar can't go home yet, there's still a lot of work here. Next week dech Bizar promises to go home," said Abizar comforted his mother.

"Truly, Yes next Sunday home," said Nurlita ascertained.

"Right, my dear Mama. Yes Ma, Bizar wants to continue working," said Abizar.

"Jaudah there continued to work, but do not be too careless to work, so you forget to find a daughter-in-law for Mama," murmured Nurlita advised her eldest son.

"Hahaha, this Mama. There is a soul mate, Ma, "kilah Abizar.

"But if you don't try, where can a soul mate approach" Nurlita said. "Your son is seven and a half years older than your brother, your sister is married" he added.

"Bizar leave it to the one above, Ma. Assalamu'alaikum."

Abizar shut down Videocall from his mother.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. Basic Abizar, Mama is still kangen kok has been turned off," grumbled Nurlita.

While Abizar who was in his room sat leaning back while thinking.

That little girl, is she the one who married Edos? maybe it was another Tania. If it is true that he married Edos, it means that Edos had married his own cousin's sister. Abizar muttered remembering the face of the little girl from the one present in his past.

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