
Love is where you always have a reason to come back even if you have gone so far.
In love, giving up doesn't always mean you're weak. Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
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Coming out of the toilet, Tania's face looked deathly pale. He held onto the wall, his body as if weak as jelly, not boned. The energy is as drained away as it dissolves along with all the wasted fluid.
Rayan saw him become increasingly guilty. He thrust mineral water that is always never absent tucked in the outer bag of his backpack.
"Drink!" his orders.
Tania handed back the bottle of mineral water to Rayan after she took a few sips. Rayan asked him to sit on a bench there. Waiting for a moment for Tania to gather a little energy, until she is ready to return to continue her goal of coming to the campus.
"Still nauseous, Tan?" ask Rayan Worry.
"A little bit" replied Tania.
"We go to the cafeteria first, right? Let your stomach be filled," pleaded Rayan.
"Go to the administration section only, Mas. After that we go home, I want to rest," Tania said.
"You can still walk, right?" tanya Rayan made sure.
"Still, Mas. The origin of the road is slow do not have to hurry," replied Tania.
Tania got up from her seat about to step towards the stairs.
"We'll take the elevator, Tan. I'm afraid you're staggering down the stairs," asked Rayan.
If there is an elevator, why not take the elevator. I'm tired of climbing stairs, there's an elevator, huh!" gerutu Tania in heart.
Tania turned towards Rayan who was waiting for her to follow. They were in front of the elevator door, the elevator door opened after Rayan pressed the button, they entered and disappeared after the door closed.
"Are you sure we're going straight to the administration?" Rayan asked when they had gotten out of the elevator.
"Yes," replied Tania lazily.
They again stepped down the campus corridor, until not far from the gate there was a counter above which was plastered administration. Rayan requested Tania's completeness files.
"You just sit here, let me take care of you" Rayan said. Tania only nodded weakly leaning on the back of the bench that was in front of the administration room. There is a long bench and three small circular benches, in the middle there is a table.
Rayan approached the administrative officer. "Sir, I brought Tania's registration file, Mr. Ardi's signature," Rayan told officers.
"Daunt, Mas. This please fill out the form, later made into one file," the officer asked.
Rayan retrieves the form and retrieves Tania's file, then steps back to where Tania is sitting. Rayan sat opposite Tania, there was a table that limited them.
Rayan copies the data that has been in the file into the form, while the one that does not exist he asks Tania.
"Marriage status?" rayan asked Tania.
"Married," replied Tania briefly lazily.
"Wedding date?"
"Nine September,"
"Husband's name?"
"Muhammad Azhar Firdaus,"
"His heart?"
"Huh? Is there a question like that?" tanya Tania felt suspicious.
"Nothing, just ngetes doank. Hahaha.." answered Rayan.
"Well, how dare you get your boss!" hardik Tania's.
Rayan just laughed, "I think you're a girl, I'm late" he said. Tania was just pissing off.
"Sign!" rayan's order placed the registration form in front of Tania.
Tania signed the form. Rayan took back the form and handed it to the registration clerk in the administration section. Waiting maybe up to five minutes to process.
Rayan came back to Tania and handed her an envelope. Tania received the envelope and put it in the bag, she got up from her seat. Step into the parking area.
"Right, this is going straight home?" rayan asked once again after they were in the car.
"Ehm.., Stop in front of Mas Rifki's alley that was, Mas. I want to eat some mercon meatballs," Tania said.
"Ready, Boss," said Rayan.
The car drove slowly leaving the campus parking area towards the place requested by Tania. Twenty minutes later they had just arrived near the mercon meatball stall as Tania had intended.
"I'm surprised by you, Tan. Rich people want to eat in a kayak gini place," said Rayan as they sit on a bench inside the tent of a mercon meatball stall.
"I'm not a rich man, a rich man it's my step-father's mother" Tania said.
"Tan, if you're really married, why isn't there a ring on your finger?" ask Rayan again who still wants to know about Tania.
"In the terms of the Shah and the marriage pillar, there must be a ring? there's no, is there?" Tania answered Rayan's question by asking back.
"There is no, but it is tradition" Rayan denied.
"That tradition is for rich people who are struggling with wealth, while I am a poor person who does not need to wear a ring, which is important to be legitimate in the eyes of law, religion and society" Tania said.
Rayan was able to accept what Tania had told her, now that was the question in her mind, what was Tania's husband like? Why he never saw this guy.
"Where is your husband now? Why have I never seen him?" ask Rayan.
Tania's order came, Tania immediately devoured it to the chilies mercilessly.
"Mas Rayan doesn't want to? It's really good, you know," asked Tania deliberately avoiding answering Rayan's question. Trivial question, but it takes extra energy to answer it.
"I can't eat food like this" answered Rayan.
"Based on the rich! I'm ordering it to be addictive if it's nyicipin," said Tania. "Bang, the meatball is one!" he shouted at the seller.
"Wear what noodles, Ma'am?" ask the seller.
"What?" ask Tania to Rayan.
"What?" The one who asked asked back.
"Mi did Mas Rayan want yellow or white?" tanya Tania made it clear.
"No need" answered Rayan.
"No need to use noodles, Bang," exclaimed Tania.
"No need to order I mean" said Rayan.
"Udah is over, Wek," ledek Tania.
Order coming directly. But Rayan did not want to eat it, he felt disgusted to snack on the roadside, the water used to wash dishes was clean, he thought. Keep if you remember the news on television, in the stew of water found panties, it is very disgusting.
"Let's eat! If you don't want to eat today last you'll be my driver!" tania Tuas.
"Ih, don't-don't. Yes I eat it," said Rayan who was forced to eat meatballs ordered by Tania.
"It's what I want to eat, boss," said Rayan brought the bowl of meatballs closer and started eating the meatballs with a fork to his mouth.
"How's it feel?" tanya Tania is still in jutek mode.
"Ehm. yummy, Tan. This is very delicious," said Rayan who began to devour the meatball.
"Hemmmh..," Tania throttled.
So-so disgust, do not do it, basic**!
"Mas Rayan!" call Tania.
"Hemmm," said Rayan at a glance still enjoying the meatballs.
"Why would Mas Rayan want to work as a driver? Mas Rayan's family is a rich man?" ask Tania astonished.
"Because I took research on the driver, so I had to jump in directly, not just an interview," replied Rayan who was still chewing meatballs.
"So much earlier why should use the show all cyclic scenes? Like, why did it work?" ask Tania again.
"Oh, my script was inACC" Rayan replied.
"Oh, the thesis inACC has made my head dizzy, let alone the application that is diacc," Tania grumbled.
"Sorry, that was a reflex. I don't remember you Tania,"
After finishing the meatballs and paying for them, they immediately left the area. Rayan drove Tania home to the Ardiansyah family residence. After that he came home on his motorcycle.
Tania entered the house, greeted by a smile and warm embrace of the mother. They sat on the sofa in the middle room.
"How was today, dear? Already started college?" ask Goddess.
"Yet, Ma. Just signed up for the doang" replied Tania.
Tania spread her body, leaning her head on the lap of the mother, curled her body in a slant. The goddess stroked the head of her eldest daughter.
"Eat first yuk, darling. afterwards you can rest," asked Dewi.
"Tania is still full, Ma. Before we got home we had meatballs." Tania refused the invitation of her mother.
"But your face is very pale" the Goddess scoured Tania's face.
"Tadi Tania waiting for Mas Rayan thesis guidance very long, uh pas out very happy, suddenly in lifting Tania's body while circling, fortunately not falling. But Tania became dizzy and nauseous, until all the contents of Tania's stomach, Ma," said Tania.
"There's no kids, playing hugging people's wives. Severe," said the Goddess.
Your stepdaughter is even worse, Ma. He's sputtering people's wives, Inner Tania.
Tania rose from her lying position, "Tania wants to rest in the room, Ma," she told the Goddess.
"Yes, Honey. Mama also wants to pray first," said Dewi considering the time is almost dhuhur.
Tania stood up and walked up the stairs to her room. He entered the room and opened the door that connected the room to the balcony. Tania sat leaning on the balcony chair, looking loosely at the garden behind the house, while her legs straightened resting on the chair in front of her.
I don't know what he's thinking at the moment, it feels so short the journey he's been through yet so many events are happening. From himself now he is alone again. He sometimes had to dismiss for wishful thinking that Edos would come back to him after what happened.
She misses her husband, but both of Edos' cell phone numbers are now rarely active. They rarely communicate now, even just once that night. Never mind, what will happen will happen. There is no need for any more tears to be shed over all that He has outlined. Tania must rise.
The wind blows as if supporting what Tania thought, caressing her until she fell asleep in a dream for a moment, until the call of the voice of the azan in the middle of the day echoed woke her up. Tania got up and stepped into the toilet to fetch water and performed the dhuhur prayer in her room.
While solemnly praying, the door of his room was knocked from the outside. Siti looked inside because the door was not closed. Knowing the owner of the room was filling the presence to the khalik, Siti stood waiting and sat her butt on the sofa until Tania took off her face and returned to wear her hood.
Tania turned her head towards Siti, "What's the matter, Madam Siti?" tanyakanya.
"There is Mas Rifki with Erika, Ms. Tania. They waited below," replied Siti.
Tania frowned, "Did they not go to work?" muttered. "Make orange juice yes, Ma'am. Take it to the back garden!" he told Siti.
Siti exits Tania's room, followed by Tania who comes out to meet Rifki and Erika.
"Hello, the bride and groom. What leave have you guys started? How about not going to work?" greet Tania after arriving in the living room at Rifki and Erika who was being accompanied by the Goddess.
"Mas Rifki is still a time of rest" Rifki said.
"Sir Erika wants you to go this way" said Erika.
Tania sat next to her mother. "You guys are not cool ah, just ask for a vacation why?" Tania.
"We were given one Sunday off, Tan. Well, we use it for the heart H and after that only" said Rifki.
Tania looked at the Goddess, holding her hand. "Ma, Tania wants to use the back garden, can ya?" pamitnya to his mother.
"How come, honey, you know the way there?" the Goddess then asked.
"No, yet" Tania replied as she shook her head.
The goddess rose in Tania's hand. "Let's show me Mama!" bring him.
"Mak Erika, Mas Rifki, come to the back garden of the house!" take Tania to Rifki and Erika, the two bride-to-be rise up behind Tania, down the road shown by Dewi to the back garden of the house.
"Please talk, Mama there is a need" said the Goddess when they had arrived at the door that connects between Home and Garden.
"Thank you, Mother Goddess," said Erika.
Tania fused her eyebrows at Erika's greeting to her mother. The goddess entered the house leaving the three of them walking towards the garden. Siti came carrying orange juice in a glass teapot along with three glasses and a snack placed on a tray.
"Siti put it in the gazebo yes, Ma'am," said Siti as she passed the three of them who walked casually.
"Yes, Sister Siti. Thank you," cried Tania.
Siti immediately returned to the house after putting the tray she was carrying. They sit in the gazebo.
"Sir Erika, why call Mama Ma'am, not Aunty?" said Tania who was still curious.
"Oh, that's because in High School, I often met Madam Dewi at Niken's house when there was a group assignment, your mother was her friend Mbak Tinah, a maid at her parents' house Niken," said Erika.
"Mister Tinah? So you guys know Mama for a long time?" ask Tania again.
"Yes, since I and I were second-rate High School Rifki, right, Mas?" erika replied asking for support from Rifki.
"Yes, Tan." replied Rifki briefly. "Oh yes, Tania. Our arrival here wants to convey this," he added expressed his true intentions. But suddenly Tania's face grew pale.
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