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Why my life is like this, God, just also feel happy but again have to accept such a heavy ordeal. Tania murmured in her heart with a clear circle that would not stop coming out of her eyelids that still looked bruised and blue due to an accident.

His gaze was blank, the shadows of his association with Edos swirling around in his head. It's like a dream during the day but it's real.

"I want to see my husband, sir," Tania told Mr. RT who helped her with sobs that made anyone who saw her would be sad.

"Eh, Neng can't go anywhere yet. After all, Neng's husband also can not be found by anyone," prevent Mr. RT who reflexively moved from sitting on the sofa trying to resist the movement of Tania.

"Where may I just keep quiet here, sir. While my husband was there fighting death alone," Tania said in tears.

"Help him with prayer, Neng," said Mr. RT.

Taniapun finally obeyed the advice of Mr. RT.

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Already yesterday Juragan Burhanudin returned from Bandung, but had not had time to ask about the departure of his youngest son to Japan to his eldest son, because he was too busy with his work.

While visiting his factory, the Burhan boss gets Videocall from his eldest son Abizar, who runs his tea company in Japan.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Pa," Abizar greeted his father with greetings.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, where's your sister?" Juragan Burhan instead answered the greetings of his eldest son with a question that suddenly made Abizar surprised.

"Lho's? Bizar even wanted to ask Papa Edos. Why hasn't he seen his nose yet?"

"What?" juragan Burhan's voice began to rise, making Abizar close his eyes reflexively. "Azhar hasn't arrived in Japan yet?" ask again. His face was now changing in anger, and the Burhan boss closed Videocall's connection unilaterally.

Aw, Papa. The habit of hanging up the phone without greeting. Gerrutu Abizar.

He then called Edos' phone number but was always answered by the operator.

Juragan Burhan immediately called Nurlita, his wife. But Nurlita's position is now far from her mobile phone. She was in the kitchen cooking, while her phone was on her bedroom nightstand.

The boy was getting brazen with his mother. Groused Juragan Burhan.

Nurlita was struggling to mix spices, she was helped by Liha, a neighbor who worked at home. While slicing an onion suddenly his finger was injured, fresh blood came out, there was an unpleasant feeling suddenly seeping in his heart.

Nurlita thought for a moment while cleaning the blood coming out of her injured finger.

Why is it that my right hand finger can be hurt, even though it is the right hand that holds the knife. Maybe it's just my feelings. Hopefully my son will be okay. Nurlita tries to shake her own feelings.

"Liha, please have clean vegetables brought here, yes," Nurlita ordered her domestic assistant.

"Ma!" exclaims juragan Burhan who suddenly has been on the doorstep to the kitchen arag.

"Eh, Papa. How come you're home? Is anyone missing?" Tanya Nurlita looked at her husband with an astonished look.

Juragan Burhan was just silent, he rushed to stomp his feet spinning 180° towards his room on the second floor.

Nurlita did not stop following him from behind.

Juragan Burhan dropped his ass on the couch. Nurlita did the same as her husband did next to her husband.

It appears that Juragan Burhan breathed a rough breath trying to dampen his anger. Nurlita looked fixedly at her husband, her hands now twitching around the neck of the Burhan master.

"What's up, Mom? Same with Lita?" nurlita asked who changed her call if it was only her husband.

Nurlita already understood her husband, he tried to intimidate her.

"Papa could not be angry at least, if mama had been like this," said juragan Burhan who now can not help but smile.

"Don't be angry, Mom! Later cepet old loh. Just look at the nose, it's gray. And this, these lines on the forehead must be because Mas's mind is often tense."

"Ma, don't try to break my goal of coming home this morning!" juragan Burhan's. "Where are you hiding your beautiful son?" the question immediately made Nurlita speechless, the feeling of fear that since yesterday the day after she was able to hold back again.

Nurlita did not dare to look at her husband, her guts shriveled, she bit her lower lip, bowed her head like a child of SD age who was caught stealing a mango belonging to a neighbor, playing his fingers, seeping and twisting.

Suddenly the shadow of his past came back to his mind. Her tears fell for a moment.

"Honey," call the Burhan boss as gently as possible to find a change in the attitude of the woman he loves.

He took his wife's body into his arms.

"Lita just doesn't want the past we've experienced to repeat itself to our child, Mas. You will know Edos himself if you have a will that cannot be held," Nurlita said in a crying Isak. "It is fortunate that our first child is a boy, if our daughter is not legal to be his guardian even though Mas is his own biological father. We're gonna be more sinful forever, Mom!" behold.

"But at least you can wait for me to come home, honey," said Juragan Burhan. "Now where is Azhar?" tanyanya was impatient.

"He was married to Tania, and he said he wanted to go to work in Jakarta" Nurlita replied at last, for a moment they fell silent.

Juragan Burhan took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly.

"Let them live happily, Mas" Nurlita pleaded in anxiety.

"Mas will never forget our struggles 25 years ago, dear. Married without parental consent, no work experience."

Juragan Burhan recalls his bitter memories of early household building with Nurlita. "Mas promises won't bother them, but I want to test them" said Juragan Burhan.

"What do you mean?" nurlita asked in shock looking at her husband nanar.

"Let them live independently. Azhar is a man, you don't spoil her too much, let her take responsibility to support her family with her own sweat money" said Juragan Burhan.

"Oh Allah, Mas" said Nurlita did not believe her husband's words.

Nurlita came back crying thinking about the fate of her youngest son. Edos is used to living well. Want anything to ask for. His parents voluntarily granted all his requests.

Nurlita took off her husband's embrace. He got up from his seat and rushed to Edos' room. How surprised he was to find his own jewelry box which he had left to Edos for Tania still on the nightstand, next to Edos' bed

O Allah protect my son wherever he may be. Nurlita prayed in his heart.

Fleshback

Burhan and Nurlita are classmates at High School, they both love each other. But Burhan's parents did not want to have a daughter-in-law like Nurlita who incidentally was only a child of the poor, his father was only a seller of timber.

They married secretly because Nurlita was already pregnant. Nurlita was exiled in her aunt's house outside the city until she gave birth.

But it turns out that Tohir's father Burhan had people investigate and kidnap the child Nurlita was born with, and also dumped him into an orphanage.

Nurlita was getting worse lamenting how the fate of her child, her thin body dry. Every day his work is just daydreaming and crying. Years of searching for Abizar's whereabouts have not been fruitful.

Seven years later after their economy had improved and after the birth of her son Muhammad Azhar Firdaus, Nurlita could forget a little bit of her sadness.

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