40 Days, One Love
Guilt

This sunny morning Yucil was sulking for a pet. He asked to buy a kitten. Yucil was envious as he and Ms. Risma went to the park near the house yesterday. Yucil saw the children in the park playing with their pets.

"Dad I mawu kuciyingggg child" asked him while crying and rolling his body on the floor.

Joe's dizzy not puffed at Yucil's increasingly long behavior similar to that of Yua. He became stubborn and all his will had to be obeyed. His efforts to make Yua and Yucil independent seemed to be less successful. Yua had not even woken up after Yucil's cry broke.

"I can't!!" firmly Joe.

Not subsided but Yucil's cry even more so. Joe who had to go to the factory started to panic. Today there is wood and some other materials to come.

Joe is the type of person who can not be forced, he also never even angry and always smiling. Never wake a sleeping tiger. Once a tiger awakens its scars will never disappear.

Seeing the father who ignored him, he threw his toy at Joe.

"Pwaaakk"

the sound of the toy landed on Joe's forehead. His forehead was also injured. Joe went up on a pitam. He then slammed the chair near him.

"Praaannkk" the sound of the chair lashing on the floor.

Yua who was fast asleep was surprised and immediately ran out to hear the noise from the deoan room. Looking at the messy room, Joe's bloody head and silent Yucil were silent. Surprisingly, Yua suddenly felt a pain in her chest when she saw that silent Yucil..

Joe left without a word and did not forget he slammed the door to make Yua and Yucil surprised.

A few minutes after Joe left.... Yucil who was initially silent began to sound his voice. The longer his voice turned into a small cry and finally his cry broke out.

Reflexed Yua immediately hugged Yucil and calmed him down. But still Yucil did not want to stop crying and did not want to talk to her.

Children's hearts are sensitive, they are also sensitive to feelings. When their hearts are hurt, they usually stick around all their lives. In contrast to adults, adults tend to forget what they do not want to remember, but young children will always remember what imprints them.

"i don't remember any of this, is this a new thing?" yua Mumm. He never remembers having done this in the past. If not, then it is likely that this is a new event that occurred after its intervention in 2000.

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When Arga arrived at noon, how panicked he was to see the house that had been disheveled. He thought there was a thief coming in. He saw a weeping Yucil with his red eyes and a calm Yua.

"What's going on? why is it messy like this? then why is Yucil crying?" ask the panicked Arga.

"I don't know for sure, but it looks like Joe didn't give him permission to keep cats. Feeling unheard, Yucil throws the toy into Joe's forehead.... Joe got so angry that he slammed the chair and the door" Yua told me.

Arga then reached into his pocket. He asked Yucil to come closer and extend his hand.

"Where's your hand.." pinta Arga. Yucil extended his hand, and Arga put something in his hand. Turns out Arga gave me a pack of lollipops. But... Yucil threw him on the floor. Fortunately Arga was not angry, he then picked up the lollipop and kept it again

However, Yua asks Arga to give her the lollipop.

"Hey Yucil... You can't be like that. Arga well loh want to love his lollipop for you" Yua advised him.

Yucil did not say a word. It seemed that Yucil's mood was still shaken from the first sight of his father being so angry with him.

"Arga, I'm sorry!! Yucil doesn't seem to want to be spoken to" Yua said apologizing to Arga.

"Yes nothing Miss" replied Arga.

Yua then asked Arga to just go home today. He doesn't want Arga to worry about Yucil.

...***...

After Arga came home, Yua took Yucil for a walk by the river. He remembers seeing wild cats play there. He then bought some cat food to give to the wild cats.

When they got to their riverbank, they were lucky to see some cats there. Yua then lowered the Yucil he was carrying.

"Meong~ meong~" Yua mimicked the voice of the cat to get the cats to approach them. It takes extra strength for the cats to walk even faster towards them. Yua then opened a can of tuna-flavored cat food. The fishy smell made the cat run towards him and directly devoured the food. He also stroked the heads of the cats so that they would not be frightened.

But it seems that Yucil's mood has not improved. He just stood beside Yua with a sullen face and folded his lips in and slightly shook his legs. "Come on Yucil here!! look at them funny" seduced Yua.

Yucil is still sulking. Yua had to rack her brain so that Yucil would no longer sulk. Again Yua thought of a strange idea and tried to offer it to Yucil.

Finally Yucil raised his head. But....

"Grandzhan!!!" yells Yucil. He disagrees with Yua's plan to make his father sad. Because in his heart he never intended to make his father hurt and angry. Yucil's face became increasingly sour.

"I'm sorry, that idea was so bad" Yua said, apologizing to Yucil.

Yua then took a kitten and placed it in Yucil's hand. Thank goodness, this time Yucil held the kitten firmly.

"You must be angry that Dad forbade you to keep a cat, but you also feel guilty for making your father's forehead hurt, right?" ask Yua.

Yucil then nodded his head. The kitten he held then jumped into the river leaving Yucil.

"You just need to apologize to Dad and Dad will forgive you" Yua suggested.

"Bwenaaaal?? ta.. pi Ben.cwi's father a. ku if I na.kal.." replied Yucil a mouthful of disbelief advice Yua. Yucil felt himself hated by his father.

Yua then sat down and twisted Yucil's body in front of him. Warmly Yua hugged Yucil while patting his back gently. "cup cup.. Don't cry!! Yucil son is beautiful, smart, kind, not crying" Yua spells to calm Yucil down.

After a while, Yucil finally stopped crying. Yua then asked Yucil, If there was a father here what would he say?. At first Yucil was silent but he started to move his lips.

"Kening awyah be it, Maafwin yuuchilll" he said in tears.

This time Yua let Yucil cry. He believes Yucil has admitted his mistake. So that Yucil no longer grieve Yua gave to Yucil the lollipop that he threw away earlier.

"You should also apologize to Arga tomorrow" pinta Yua said.

Yua and Yucil spent the afternoon there. After Yucil's heart calmed down, they decided to go home. While holding a sleepy Yucil, Yua sings a sleeping song for him.

The sky is getting red. Dusk is coming to an end and night is coming. The distance of the house and the river bank was quite far still about an hour away they would just arrive home.

...***...

Joe deliberately slowed down his home hours until 7 p.m. When he got home, no one was there. The condition of the house was still as it was when he left. Joe's feelings became unsettled. He went to Arga's house looking for Yua and Yucil. But they weren't there.

Finally Joe decided to go around looking for them.However, almost an hour has passed, Joe has not yet found them. He regretted slamming the chair and the door. He promised he would never do it again.

A drop of rain falls on Joe's cheek. The sky looks cloudy. He must find them before it rains. Joe then looks for them towards the river. His breath is now beginning to falter. To rest his body while he sat on a chair. Suddenly, a woman carrying a child passed right in front of her eyes.

They were his sons, Yua and Yucil. Joe then chased after them and hugged them from behind. Yua then turned her body.

Those drops of sky water turned into rain. Joe took off his jacket to protect his children from the rain. While holding the jacket over the heads of the children, they searched for a stop intending to take shelter there.

"Sorry we got lost, it should have been an hour ago we got home. I had intended to comfort Yucil and bring him to see the cat near the river. But we get lost for hours" explains Yua while apologizing to Joe for making him worry. Joe takes Yucil from Yua's arms and holds her.

...***...

The sky began to shade, they decided to return to walk towards the house. During the trip Joe whispered an apology to Yucil for acting outrageous and not holding back his emotions.

"You know, when you slammed that chair this morning and Yucil's door was silent. She doesn't cry right away, she holds it until you're really gone" Yua told me.

Joe who heard Yua's story also felt more guilty.

"Either why when I saw Yucil was silent earlier there was a sudden pain feeling in my chest. I thought it was Yucil's feeling that connected to me" Yua continued as she held onto her chest and occasionally patted that chest.

Yucil suddenly woke up from his sleep. He looked Joe in the face and apologized for making his forehead hurt. He also blew a wound on his father's forehead and placed a plaster as a sign of apology. "Well.a.ku.min.ca ma.af" said Yucil.

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