
When a sense of doubt seeps into the recesses of the heart, the mind then spins back thrilling memories. I admit, the past is not yet completely gone. Then, can you help me through the days of doubt until we reach the word for sure?
B.S.A
Beby closed his sky blue-covered book. Then, the girl leaned against the back of the chair. His head turned, his eyes closed tightly, imagining each thrilling moment that flashed in the dark. Both corners of Beby's lips swooped upwards without him noticing. The next two seconds, the figure of Arka with a pale face also flashed.
Beby opened his eyes again. Girl in pajamas motif upright lines black with white background was re-enforcing the body. The time is 00:12. Beby tried repeatedly to close his eyes and plunge into his dreamland, but the anxiety of the real world did not allow it.
Come to think of it, maybe a little Beby's heart is still held back by a human named Arka. But, the man himself said that there was no longer any chance of them being together, right? Then, for what else does Beby hesitate?
Alright. Beby made his decision.
The long-haired girl moved out of her chair. He grabbed the maroon hoodie given Aldef hanging behind the door. Then Beby came out. The girl's going to the rooftop. I don't know, Beby wanted to go there even though he realized time had shown midnight.
As soon as he exited the room, Beby walked with sagging steps. The lights of the living room and the living room were extinguished indicating that Miko was already languishing in her room. Only the kitchen lights are on.
Beby exited the apartment unit, took the elevator, and arrived at the Golden Apartment rooftop. And as she opened the rooftop door, Beby's bead was glued to a man standing staring at the city lights.
Slowly, Beby approached the man. From the back, it seemed Beby was familiar.
"Al?"
The man looked. And it's true Beby's guess, that person is Aldef.
"Where is the malem-malem?" beby asked again, because Aldef was silent with his eyes fixed on him.
"Why yourself?" Aldef asked back.
"For visitors to the rooftop."
"Ohhh," Aldef replied briefly. He returned to his eyes ahead.
Beby, who initially intended to calm himself by looking at Jakarta at night, is now staring at Aldef with full sign. Anyone who sees how Aldef is now, must have the same belief as Beby, that Aldef is not doing well.
"Lo's got a problem, Al?"
"No" Aldef replied without looking.
There was about 3 minutes of silence. Then Beby spoke again.
"So we meet here and we both, there's something I want to say to you."
"By the way."
Nope. The man beside Beby was not Aldef at all. Because, Aldef is not the type of person who is economical. Does Aldef have a twin?
Uh! Don't worry, by, by! beby exclaimed to himself.
"On the declaration of love at that time ...."
Beby deliberately hung his words. He wanted to see Aldef's reaction first. And that one sentence from Beby managed to make Aldef stare at his two eyeballs.
"Why?" aldef asked with an unchanging, flat expression.
"Gue has an answer."
****! as Aldef in the heart. Why now, anyway?!
No. gabe. No. gabe. Aldef did not expect Beby to refuse. After all, Aldef really loved Beby. But, Aldef also had not expected Beby to accept it. Honestly, Aldef needed some time to look at his heart that was muddled by Celine's sudden return.
"Al?"
"Y-yes?"
"Cock, diem?"
Aldef smiled forcefully. Not without knowing, Beby must have realized something was wrong with him. "What's? What's lo's answer?"
Beby looked closely at Aldef. He was looking for the love and confidence behind those black eyes. Although less sure, but it seems Beby found what he was looking for.
"Gue take it."
Now, how should Aldef react? It's impossible for her to be sad, isn't it? But Aldef was not happy either. Uh! Plin-plan this once heart.
Again, Aldef commented on the forced smile. "okay."
Beby doesn't understand. Of all the responses he had imagined, was that all Aldef showed?
"That means now we ... dating?" asked Beby doubtfully. Aldef only replied with a nod and a smile that was definitely forced.
Without warning, Beby slid into Aldef's arms. That way, Beby could feel his heart beating faster.
But something still feels wrong. Because Aldef had not returned his embrace. Beby's still waiting. Pretty long. Aldef hugged her tightly.
"Thank you, Sky. Thanks for being my girlfriend."
The crescent moon above the sky seemed to move to Beby's lips. Now he is more confident in his decision.
Meanwhile, Aldef who was still faithful hugged Beby tightly, closing his eyes tightly. Enjoying the sensation of the night breeze downstream in the pores of his face.
May this be all the best, Aldef said in his heart.
***
Today it was like there was a new spirit pushing Beby through his days. A smile full of pride as if it never receded from his lips. Beby's eye beads incessantly stared at the star pendant on his neck. A necklace marks the official relationship of Aldef and Beby.
Aldef and Beby are on their way to FS Agency.
"Would you like to have lunch, Sky?"
"Can."
"Eat what?"
"Nrank .... " Beby muttered while focusing on the left side. Look at every food store he goes through. "It's up to you."
"After something?"
"Specific what kepengin, anyway, no. Just want to eat together with my boyfriend."
Aldef clucked slowly. He glanced towards Beby. "It turns out, bucin's lo too, yeah."
"Gue if you love people, it must be bucin. Just, I used to be wasted." Both of Beby's eyeballs stared at Aldef's goal-goal. Aldef who was stared at so intensely could do nothing but wait. "This time, it won't be again, will it, Al?"
Aldef stopped the car. Now, his bead could focus on staring at Beby. "Gue can't promise much of the same thing. But you can trust me. Naw. At least, you believe my heart only has lo."
Bullshits! shouted a voice in Aldef's head. It's hard to believe, how can he ask others to believe?
Beby removed his seatbelt, then melted himself into Aldef's arms. "Gue believes, Al. I will always believe in you."
***
Reading is done in a meeting room on the 2nd floor of the Fresh and Star Agency office. This was the third time Beby had set foot in an office building, during which time she was a model.
The reading process took place about 2 hours ago.
Meanwhile, Aldef decided to wait in editing room 3. As always.
Everything is safe under control. Suddenly someone hit Aldef as he was about to go to the bathroom.
"Eh. Sorry, sorry," said Aldef while taking some makeup tools that fell. "It's okay ..., right?"
Crushed already. The thick walls that Aldef tried to wake up from last night, in fact, were successfully torn down just by looking at the eyeball. Celine's Eyes.
"Nothing," Celine replied with a small smile.
Aldef could see there was something strange about the girl. His face was slightly pale, his lips blue, as well as staggering steps.
"Is it really okay?" ask Aldef worried.
"Ng .. no."
Celine was down. Lucky because Aldef was quick to catch his body, so Celine did not fall to the floor. If this is the case, there's no way Aldef can ignore it, right? At least, Aldef had to help Celine on humanitarian grounds.
Yep. Only on humanitarian grounds.
That'sallthatis.
Hopefully, that's all.
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