ALINDYA PEN
13. Lousy
...'Sorry ......
...If what I need right now is you....
...While you...
...Never realized that....
...Sorry ......
...Not like you...
...I'm just someone...
...Who cannot love you honestly.'...
..._Alindya Sheila Princess_...
Alindya stroked her breath deeply and threw her away quickly. This is where Alindya is, a room with shades of blue and white. Well, Alindya was in one of the rooms in Alfarezi Kavindra's house to be exact. After returning from camping, Alindya went straight to Alfa's house. When Alindya came, the warm welcome from mama and papa Alfa became the first sight she saw and felt.
Today is Sunday, the school certainly does not do its activities as usual. Alindya was confused as to what to do. Mom and Dad were in the reading room. Aurora's sister Alfa is going to her friend's house. Alindya is bored in the room, but it is a little awkward to approach a human named Alfarezi Kavindra.
Usually if Alindya stays in this house, she will act like her own home. Entrance to Alfa's room without permission, judging Aurora who is studying, even occasionally Alindya helps mama Alfa cook in the kitchen. After the events on the hill. Alindya felt strange about herself.
As a result he can only hug the bolster and teddy bear colored cream in his room. Want to feel like joking as usual with Alfa. But Alindya is really awkward for now. Until the sound of knocking on the door resuscitated his fall.
"Lin, is this I can't go in?" ask Alfa from behind the door.
"May ko Al, come in." Alindya replied as she moved out of bed.
The door opened slowly and Alfa started to put her head in first. Then he approached Alindya and sat down beside her.
"Bosen is not ? Exit yuuu ... !" bring Alfa.
"Boss anyway, but where are you going?" ask Alindya.
"The park won't?" ask Alfa.
Alindya thought for a moment then agreed to Alfa's invitation. Alfa came out and went back to her room to get ready. Likewise with Alindya who immediately chose the clothes she would wear.
"Gue wants to go to a regular park, right? Why dandan gini Lin. Rich is going on a date." Grumpy Alindya to herself.
Elsewhere Alfa is ready with his performance. Black shirt with white shirt inside. Similar jeans and Converse shoes. Don't forget the watch is perched on his left wrist. He then took the key of the motor that was next to the refrigerator near the kitchen.
"Where are you going?" ask mama Alfa.
"You want to walk." Alfa.
"Take Alindya, dear, she's still in the room." Mama Alfa.
"This is also with Alindya ma's exit." Alfa.
"Yes be careful, don't go home at night Al." Mama Alfa.
"Yes ma." Answer Alpha.
After saying goodbye, they went on a black Suzuki GSX 150 motorbike belonging to Alfa. Split the streets a little quiet during the day. Alindya did not know why she was so nervous to be next to Alfa. Usually when on the bike they will talk. But not for this time, they both shut up and focused on their respective paths of thought.
After arriving, the awkwardness again enveloped the radar of the two. Alfa was aware of it, she began to curse the incident on the hill at that time. Alfa began to rack her brain, hoping to find a way out. So that he and Alindya are not as ugly as this time anymore.
"Lin sorry ya." Alfa.
Suddenly Alindya turned her gaze towards Alfa who was sitting beside her. The atmosphere of the park is rather crowded today, probably because today includes weekends.
"Sorry what's Al?" ask Alindya.
"Gue feels like we're being awkward Lin." Reveal Alfa honestly.
"Udah yes, consider my expression was never elo denger." Alfa is getting serious.
Alindya smiled then laughed making Alfa feel confused. Is it wrong to say the words. So was the muttering of Alpha in his mind.
"Gue was wrong Lin? Elo ko laughs at that?" ask Alfa.
"Did the incident get erased from Elo Al's memory?" alindya's question left Alfa silent at a loss for words.
"Gue was just awkward, later also used to Al again. But sorry Al, I can't answer the phrase elo. I'm honestly confused about my heart." Alindya is back.
"Elo never fell in love. Well, it must be confusing Lin." Alfa.
"Elo cheated on me Al." Chirps Alindya while pouting.
"The reality of Lin time." Tempting Alpha again.
"Emang Elo has been in love so far how many times has Al?" alindya asked seriously.
"Times, don't even count." Reveal Alfa with ease.
"Ha?????" Alindya.
"Why are you surprised by Lin?" ask Alfa.
"Elo seriously? Just who is it?" alindya asked, starting to grow angry.
"Once and a few times but the same one doank." Alfa.
"And that guy is Elo Lin." Said Alfa again while looking at Alindya.
Alindya could not hide the smile on her face.
"Pinter fighting now, who's teaching you??" ask Alindya.
"GUE SERIOUSLY Lin, don't go far let alone change because of this problem huh Lin. I don't want to lose Elo." Reveal Alfa sincerely.
"Gue doesn't want to lose Elo Al either." Said Alindya who was able to make Alfa happy not to play.
"Let destiny carry on its will, ok." Alfa.
Alindya simply responded with a nod while smiling.
Alpha is a typical guy who does not want to delay the problem for too long. He is also an adult who always has a thousand best ways to solve his problems. This mature attitude is what makes Alindya reluctant to lose someone like Alfarezi Kavindra.
Maybe a little time for Alindya to be absolutely sure of her heart. Moreover Alindya wants Alfa to focus on her final exam. So that he can enter the University that he wants. Alindya will seek to understand everything related to the Alpha. Until he's absolutely sure what it's like for that guy.
Alindya was sure Alfa would understand all her decisions. Their future is what they should be focusing on right now. There will be a distance between them. Alindya did not want to waste her time with Alfa.
"Thank you for everything Al." Alindya.
"Elo don't have to say that Lin, I'm sincere about everything." Alfa.
"Pursue the ideals of Elo Lin. I'll do the same." Alfa.
"Gue knows Al, the spirit of tomorrow's elo exam." Alindya.
"Siapppp, thank you Lin." Alfa.
They throw one another a smile. Then diverted the netra of the two of them towards the sky that was so beautiful at noon today.
"God, I entrust it to you." Reveal the Alpha in his heart.
...'Only a real man would dare to take responsibility for all his choices.'...
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