ALINDYA PEN
24. Not Me
Alindya sat alone in a cafe. He was thinking about his life later. I don't know what decision he has to make going forward. His heart began to waver as life no longer went his way.
He believed God always gave him what he needed, not what he wanted.
Trouble came over as if to throw all his hopes. Alindya knew very well how her father's business did not go well. He knew because he accidentally heard the conversation of his parents. That was also the main reason Alindya chose to calm her mind in this place.
His relationship with Rey did not go as it used to. Too many reproaches that make Alindya tired to keep closing her eyes. Rey is different now or maybe this is how she really is. Never mind to meet, just contact Alindya he rarely does it. Unless Alindya herself started it all. It was as if there was no longer a figure of Rey who was always there and always prioritized Alindya.
Alindya understands all that, because Rey must be busy with her new world. Busy with all the tasks on campus. Alindya realized, too often asking for meetings would only present a new blemish in their relationship. Rey is close to Alindya but it feels like there is a distance that Alindya cannot describe with words.
Alindya again closed both her net. Expect his grievance to be slightly reduced with the breeze that hit him.
But all in vain, nothing has changed. Cannot run or pretend to ignore all the facts.
Alindya smiled at the laughing lovers right at the front desk where Alindya was sitting. There is a longing for someone whose presence is now out of nowhere.
Alindya decided to go home. Being in the cafe for too long makes him bored.
Honestly, he wanted to tell Reynaldi everything. But until now there is still no word from the guy. Though this Saturday Rey should not go to campus. But it disappeared without a trace.
Alindya laid her body on the bed. His net was fixed straight to the ceiling of his room. Until the notifications from the gadget disperse Alindya.
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(GROUP )
SixPrincess
Freya zemira
Anyone want to join the tour next Friday ?
^^^Naomi Divya
^^Where is Ra?^^^
Kayra Almira
I can't go to Ra's show
^^Neysha Azkia^^^
^^^Can you bring Doi not wkwkk?^^^
Freya Zemira
The point will be @Naomi_Divya
I can do this @Neysha_Azkia
Julie Valda Angelista^^^^^
^^^@Freya_Zemira I follow
Freya Zemira
@Alindya_Sheila_Daughter?
^^^Naomi Divya
^^^Gue follow ^^
Neysha Azkia
I'm coming too
^^Freya Zemira^^^
^^^Collect at my house at 8 am
I asked Rey first, you know I wouldn't be allowed if I wasn't with her
^^Freya Zemira^^^
^^^Okk, I'm waiting for you to join Lin^^^
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Must follow @Alindya_Sheila_Princess !!
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Alindya closed her gadget for a moment to think. Then he decided to ask Rey about the planning.
But unfortunately, Rey said that she should not be out on Friday to Sunday. Because her mother did not give her permission to leave. As a result Alindya can only agree to Rey's decision. Even though in his heart he really wanted to get together and certainly met the guy.
***
The day that will finally come. Well, the day that Alindya's friends will tour together. Alindya could only sit in front of her porch. He was tidy from the morning blind, hoping Rey would change her decision. Although the results are nil. This Friday Rey should have entered the semester break, but she did not see Alindya.
There are many things that Alindya wants to tell the guy named Reynaldi Pratama. Want to share all the contents of the heart and gunda and treat the shady.
Last night Alindya's mother and father asked Alindya to come with them to Yogya. Because Alindya's father's business is getting worse. Which requires Alindya's father to go directly to take care of his business which incidentally is in Yogya.
Alindya will automatically come too. Because in this city, however, he did not have any relatives. I don't know how long he'll be in town. Alindya wants to spend a lot of time with Rey and her friends.
With a heavy heart Alindya erased his desire to tour with his friends. Rey is so busy today and I don't know what's causing it.
Surprisingly, Alindya's friends also canceled their tour and chose to wait for Rey's free time. Because they wanted Alindya to be able to participate as well.
Alindya was happy to hear the news. His heart was excited again, he then sent a message to Rey so that he could accompany her on another day tour. He said Rey wasn't allowed out Friday through Sunday. So they decided to tour on Monday.
"Look at Lin later." Reye Rey.
That was the only reply Alindya got from Reynladi. Alindya finally went back into her room cheerfully. I hope Monday comes to him soon.
***
The day came, Alindya was sitting sweetly on her porch chair. Waiting for the arrival of someone whom he misses so much. The clock was 08:00 in the morning but the figure he was waiting for did not come. While Alindya's friends have gathered at Freya's house.
The longer Alindya started to get restless. He kept contacting Reynladi but there was no response he got. The next second Reynaldi's number suddenly could not be reached. Not wanting to disappoint and cancel the tour for the umpteenth time. Alindya decided not to participate. Alindya's friends understood that despite being a little disappointed with Reynaldi's figure.
Alindya closed her gadget and smiled wryly.
"Elo's busy??" Monologue Alindya.
***
Later that night, Alindya was taken aback by the message she received. The message came from Clara, her best friend. There is a photo showing Reynladi with a girl. It looks like they are doing a tour. Alindya's focus is on the girl next to Rey.
"Who is he??" Alindya.
Along with that one incoming message rang. The message came from Reynaldi. He apologized and said that his phone ran out of battery power. As a result he was unable to reply or pick up the call from Alindya. Alindya ventured to ask about the photo she got from Clara. Alindya does not like to speculate on her own. He prefers to the point about his problems.
Rey said she was touring on Monday with her college friends. Maybe he'll just come home. Alindya did not end up thinking with the mind of this one guy. Wouldn't he be able to refuse if there was already another event. Instead of making Alindya hope and wait like this morning. His message was not answered and his call was not answered. How can Alindya know if Rey has an event or something. Didn't Alindya tell this tour from Saturday??
Alindya just smiled and started thinking about something. Alindya is still wondering if there is really a tour from campus, even though this is a semester break. Sure enough Alindya alleged, there is no tour from Reynladi campus. Alindya asks Reynladi's classmate, Raysa. Raysa is a friend of Alindya Middle School who is currently in a class with Reynladi. Well, even though Rey doesn't know that.
Alindya also asked about the girl in the photo. It turns out he was Reynaldi's classmate.
The lie becomes a fortress that Reynaldi builds constantly. When Alindya wants to tell you about her departure. Rey put a curtain between them.
"My love is very close but it feels very far away, so is your heart."
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