ALINDYA PEN
26. Pamite
...Sorry for my delay in realizing how important you are.'...
..._Alindya Sheila Princess_...
"Tomorrow I'm busy." Say someone from across there.
That was the last sentence Alindya heard.
The owner of the voice was definitely a guy named Reynladi Pratama. This is Alindya's 8th day in town. There are still about 6 days left he settled before finally having to return to the student city. This eighth day also Alindya did not meet Reynaldi. Rey knows exactly how long Alindya will be here.
The last time they met when Alindya arrived for the first time in this city. The following days Rey rarely gave any news or even met him in person. The reason must always refer to his study activities.
Alindya tried to understand all Rey's busyness. But over time Alindya admitted she began to be selfish because she constantly wanted Rey's time. Although the results are always nil and lead to rejection. Alindya just wants to spend time with Rey before there is a distance between them. But maybe it is true, something that is forced especially by one party will always end up painful.
Alindya is confused if with her college friends, Rey can always take the time to gather. But if with him alone there are always thousands of reasons that seem to never run out.
Actually Alindya already knows about one girl who may have filled the heart of her lover. One girl who might be better than her. One girl who, if Rey might speak honestly, Alindya would gladly take it off. Wasn't from the beginning Alindya had held fast that if indeed his position had been replaced. He will voluntarily go out and go. Distanced and lost so that not many people will be injured.
Just waiting for time, just waiting for lara, and just pausing the disappointment. Whatever the universe wrote for him. Alindya believes it's best for her and Reynaldi. If it continues like this there will be many injured. Alindya is hurt because she seems to hinder the happiness of Reynladi and her dream girl now. The girl may also be hurt because she does not get certainty. Reynladi will also be more hurt because he hurt two hearts at once, perhaps.
Injured and injured are natural laws that must occur in the life of every human being.
Alindya just realized that in this world there is no laughter without pause. It is precisely the price that must be paid for every laugh created. He began to wake up even though he would be able to or vice versa.
**
Slowly Alindya began to feel bored he decided to play his gadget. His fingers nimbly pressed down one after another of his distraction. His boss started to get sidetracked with laughter until finally 'Degg'. His heart was sad to see a photo that was now right on the screen of his gadget.
One photo that was able to pass one clear grain from his eyelids. Perih, is the expression that best represents his current feelings.
"Gue thinks you're really busy Rey." Monologue Alindya while wiping the clear details in her eyes.
"The shoes ..." Say again.
Alindya shut down her gadget. The photo managed to make Alindya's mood instantly down. Photo Reynladi with a girl who can be said to be familiar to Alindya himself. The same girl with some photos that Alindya got from her friends who were in the faculty with Reynladi. The girl who managed to get Rey to shift her focus away from Alindya.
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Later that night, Alindya is shocked by Rey's arrival.
"His rich doesn't like that I come Lin." Rey.
"Feel feeling doank times." Alindya.
"I brought you Elo Lin's favorite food." He said while giving a parcel to Alindya.
"Thanks to Rey, why wear those shoes?"
"Yes, I want to see Elo."
"She said honey, she's still new to her shoes."
"It's even more a pity if you don't use it. It's a 3-year anniversary gift from Elo Lin."
"Where is the story used?" Goda Alindy.
Rey simply replied with a nod and a smile.
"Oh that's it." Alindya.
May 25, 2020,
Two days later, Alindya took the initiative to come to Reynladi's house. As usual Rey does not know about Alindya's plan. Upon arrival at Rey Alindya's house meet Papa Reynadi. He welcomed Alindya with great kindness. A few minutes later, Rey came out of her room.
"Cie is familiar with camer." Reynaldi Temptation.
"What the hell Rey, I'm going to come here often, papa elo will know I am."
As they chatted, Rey's phone call shifted their focus.
"My mom, hang on to Lin."
"OK."
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Reynaldi Pratama
Yes ma why?
Ibu Desti Pratama^^^^
^^^There is Alindya in the house, son?^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
Yes ma there is
Ibu Desti Pratama^^^^
^^^Iya already if that mama only want mastiin aja^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
Yes ma
Ibu Desti Pratama^^^^
^^^Take care of him, there are rarely friends as good as Alindya.^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
Yes, ma, Rey hung up.
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"FRIEND???" Alindya said in her heart.
After closing the gadget Rey again sat next to Alindya.
For some time silence enveloped the two. Alindya was very curious about the statement of mama Reynaldi earlier. It was possible that Reynaldi had been hiding their status. Until finally Alindya gathered all her courage to ask Rey directly.
"Rey sorry if I could know 3 years of this mama papa elo yahya what elo?"
Reynaldi remained silent for a while until he finally returned to his voice.
"Yes Lin sorry I haven't dared tell mom papa that you're my girl."
"That's three years they've my best friend elo?"
"Yes Lin, once again sorry. My mom didn't want me to go out until I graduated college. He wants me to focus on learning. I said elo my best friend."
"Elo ashamed of having me?"
"Not that Lin. Again sorry."
"No papa lupain anyways." Alindya said with a meaningful smile.
...'I'm just part of his journey not his destination.'...
..._Alindya Sheila Princess_...
Arrive where the day came. A day he never thought he would experience. Too much blame in a relationship that he strongly wants to maintain. He said one love for two is enough. But as it turned out, there was never enough word if it was only from one side struggling. The reality of fighting alone is more than a painful word.
Well, the truth is starting to unfold. In the end, he let go of his grasp. In the end he fell into the abyss alone. It was too deep, until there was no glimmer of light capable of greeting him. The truth is painful, but far better than the falsehood that keeps enveloping.
The girl, the full owner or indeed from the beginning of Alindya that has been erased. Removed from the place where he used to be the only owner of his throne. Alindya realizes that her presence may be too long invisible. The biggest gap is distance or maybe it was from the beginning he was too hopeful. Didn't Rey ever say she couldn't be without a relationship meeting?
It's not whose fault but maybe his fate is so created.
Lara is now her eternal suny friend. He can only bet with time. About who will forget and who will forever carry the wound.
The most imprinted in Alindya's memory was rejection. Well, for the first time in Alindya's life she was rejected without a meeting from the repellent. True Alindya is indeed from the beginning disliked by Mother Reynaldi. The reason was definitely because Alindya was just an ordinary girl. Girls of descent who are not as successful as the Pratama family. Not to mention Alindya is just a High School graduate.
Alindya only tried though in the end she had to admit defeat. In the end he had to retreat and surrender to the universe.
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In Call
Mother Desti Pratama
Hallo
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^Hallo, sorry who is this?^^^
Mother Desti Pratama
This is Rey nak Alindya's mother
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
Mother Desti Pratama
Aunty hear you're not just in a relationship with aunty's son?
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^I..Yes, sorry Aunt.^^^
Mother Desti Pratama
Aunty doesn't matter, but you know what kind of family Auntie is?
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^Know Aunt.^^^
Mother Desti Pratama
Actually, there are many Aunt friends who want to mate with their children. But because Rey wants you to do the same.
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^I mean Aunt?^^^
Mother Desti Pratama
The point is don't disturb college aunty. Aunty also heard you often fight because aunty children many girl friends in the campus.
Alindya Sheila Puteri ^^^
^^^Alindya does not mean that aunty.^^^
Mother Desti Pratama
You're still dating, so if your aunt wants to choose another one, no papa. You have to choose the best.
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^Yes Aunt Alindya knew that.^^^
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A piece of conversation that Alindya still remembered vividly. Every sentence uttered by Reynaldi's mother. Alindya never met Rey's mother. Because if Alindya went to Rey's house, there would be only her father and younger brother.
But somehow Reynaldi's mother seemed to reject Alindya. Alindya never thought again why Rey always complained to her mother if they quarreled. Because surely Reynaldi's mother will immediately call Alindya and tell Alindya to apologize. Although the object of Alindya and Rey's quarrel always pivoted on Reynaldi's own attitude.
The truth is that no matter how strong we hold someone's heart will certainly be released as well. Because actually he will stay if it is because his desire is not coercion.
June 16, 2020,
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Reynaldi Pratama
Lin ...
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^Why Rey?^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
Sorry Lin
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^Sorry for what?^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
Sorry to find another guy there. I'm sorry my heart isn't in elo again. I'm also afraid elo is inferior to my Lin family. We are not as hard anymore.
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^meaning??^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
I'm sure you understand Lin
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^Elo mutusin me through chat??^^^
Reynaldi pratama
Again sorry
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^But Rey I was wrong what??^^^
Reynaldi pratama
Elo is not wrong
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^What is it because I lack so much ?^^^
Reynladi Pratama
Notwithstanding
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^But ...^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
I have permission to unfriend all accounts sosmed elo Lin
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^All?^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
I hope you get better than me. May you never cry again and always be happy.
Alindya Sheila Puteri^^^^
^^^Rey elo why ko suddenly gini?^^^
Reynaldi Pratama
........
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The last message Alindya received from a figure she admired. Before finally the figure was lost with time and all his memories. The end of the story that Alindya had never imagined before. Where it is flown by hope and broken by a spoken promise.
First love is beautiful, just like the words spoken by poets. But the first love that ends is not as expected. It was the same as being alone in the middle of the ocean, losing direction and purpose.
"Gue's already doing elo's request. So hurry home, I need elo." The monologue of Alindya is full of meaning.
(Anywhere else )
"Elo crazy, Boy!!" Someone's voice came from behind the door.
Rey got up from where she was sitting. He is now in his favorite base. The focus is then on the direction in which the sound is created. While the interlocutor now began to put netra elangnya. Rey didn't budge a bit. The children of the other dedrick members just silently watched.
"Elo why?" Tanya Arjun started to open his voice.
"Elo crazy boy!!" His words were burning for the second time.
"It's clear when you say it!" Reynaldi's words began to ride apoplexy.
"Elo knows how hard I used to let him do elo. But now Elo throws him away. I don't have an elo boy's heart." Javas said with great emphasis.
"Well you like him?" Rey.
"Yes I like him and I take him off because I'm sure you can be happy with him. But I was wrong, elo forever is a guy*ngs*k boy." Javas.
"Gue really can't control my heart Jav." Rey said back on the apoplexy.
"Gue nyesel knows elo." Javas said full of anger then he passed away while throwing a jacket that read 'DEDRICK' in front of Reynaldi and the others.
"Jav elo where are you going!" Shouted Arjune began to understand the tense situation between his two best friends.
Arjune swiftly took his best friend's jacket. Then he looked towards Javas who was starting to pass. He turned around and faced Reynaldi while looking at Rey meaningfully.