ALVARO BETTING GIRL
Left Alone

Alvaro closed his eyes, he did not fall asleep. His mind was busy with his feelings. If it is true that he is in love then he will be a man who is very sorry for destroying his love.

Mirandas?

Alvaro remembers Miranda. He smiled, remembering the beautiful face of his girlfriend.

Yeah, I just love Miranda. Maybe I was just laughing at the feeling of seeing Nurul.

Alvaro then opened his eyes and looked for his phone. He was about to call Nandi but his phone first rang, there was a call from Kriss.

"Bro, you know who I just saw?"

Alvaro's face turned flat. But he was quite curious because of Kriss's style of speech as if he was talking about something important.

"No!"

"Yaelaahh .. Try to guess."

"Lu don't play guessing. I'm tired again" said Alvaro lazily.

"Etss wait .. Are you the same Nurul? How's it? You managed to score a goal?"

Alvaro snorted, "Lu talking now or am I closing?" alvaro Sentak.

"Look out bro, I just want to make sure you win or lose."

Alvaro glanced at Nurul at a glance then smiled obliquely.

"Gue this is Alvaro, there's no way I'm losing. You can ask me if you don't believe me" said Alvaro Songong.

After saying the name Ikram suddenly Alvaro became upset.

Goddamnit!

"Good congratulations bro. So you guys are already?"

"I'm talking about the unimportant again I closed Tel –"

"Gue saw Miranda at the airport."

Deggs ….

"You serious?" 

"Duarius. I took a trip to the airport and accidentally saw Miranda. I want to talk but there are more journalists. Oh yes, because Miranda is already here and you won the bet then we do not have to tire of forcing him to come. He came by himself. You guys are a matchmaker. Congratulations bro."

Without answering Alvaro immediately hung up the phone and made Kriss snort because Alvaro cut off the phone unilaterally.

"Good luck to my friend" murmured Kriss.

Alvaro quickly searched for the news and sure enough, the warm news about the return of a beautiful model named Miranda became a trending topic. Alvaro smiled as he rubbed Miranda's face on his phone.

He finally came home too. Love knows where to go home. After this I will not let you go again. It's enough for me, not anymore.

Alvaro immediately picked up his clothes and put them on quickly. He glanced at the bed and saw Nurul who was still fast asleep.

"Where is Aina? I stay or –"

Alvaro thought for a moment then he decided to put Nurul on clothes and left without leaving a message.

I stayed here on this bike and I'm sure he can ride it home. Sorry .. but I have to go to pick up my true love.

Alvaro came out and invited the rest of his bodyguards to leave. He did not want them to mess with Nurul and slip threats on them so as not to ever disturb his girl.

It was getting dark and Nurul woke up with the rest of her pain. He slowly opened his eyes and found no one there and was surprised that he was fully dressed.

"May I was just a dream. But this feels so real. And yes, where is Alvaro?" mumam Nurul's.

Nurul tried to get up but as soon as he moved his legs, the intimate part felt so painful. He tried to get up and accidentally saw a red stain on the bed. Nurul froze for a moment.

"It's not a dream. That bastard ruined my life and left me alone in this place. I'm like a woman ******! Why God? Why is this happening to me? What karma am I dealing with? What sins have I committed and both my parents committed that I have to endure all this? Hicksn …."

Nurul wept and this time he really shed his tears because no one would hear him.

"Mr Uswa, Nurul wants to die. Why is God so hard on me, Mom. Hicksn …."

"Whatever happens I have to go home. I have to be strong" Nurul said.

Slowly Nurul got out of bed and opened the door that was no longer locked.

Really left alone.

Nurul's heart ached and his tears came back. He wiped his tears and then published a smile on his lips.

"Gue Nurul, I'm not a weak person. I was desperate but I was wrong, I believe this is all a test. I must remain confident in my principles that even if the world continues to bring me down then I will rise again. If I fall again, I will rise again until the world gives up and says that I am not easy to fall. Nurul's spirit!"

Nurul started riding on the bike and slowly but surely he was riding the bike. Destroyed is certain. The pain cannot be explained by words. But once the face full of shade and a smile full of warmth from Bu Uswa flashed in Nurul's mind, he suddenly regained his spirit.

The world always wants to mess with me, but here I'm playing. Let's see the world give up on me or not. The more you destroy me, the more I will feel the toughness. I am devastated, but .. precisely the destroyed can hurt. A glass fragment can injure a person's feet or hands even if they are already crushed. I don't want to die because of the game world, I have to be a winner and after that I can die peacefully.

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The motorbike driven by Nurul is now parked in front of the house which has been the place for shelter. He stared at the building he was about to leave. His heart ached but he could do nothing. 

My sisters must have slept.

Nurul had seen his cell phone and it turns out he arrived at the orphanage already at 21. 00. Usually at that hour his sisters have been asked to rest. Nurul also saw the state of the orphanage so silent.

One step he entered the house, his guts suddenly shrunk. He was afraid of disappointing Bu Uswa but he could not hide anything from his mother. Although Nurul was not born from her womb, it was the middle-aged woman who had raised him with her own hands. Nurul loved Uswa very much.

"Have you come home, son?"

The soft voice instantly made Nurul's heart stop beating for a moment.

Bu Uswa walked over to Nurul. He who had just come out of the room to get drinking water accidentally saw Nurul who was silent at the door.

Nurul glanced to the right where Bu Uswa's room was. He smiled bitterly and ran to hug his beloved woman. Nurul spilled her tears again in Bu Uswa's warm embrace.

"Lho, how about crying? Why are you, son? Let's tell the same story of mother," said Bu Uswa shocked because Nurul had sobbed in his arms.

"Mom, why is the world so cruel to me? What's wrong?" tanya Nurul who immediately made Bu Uswa inflamed with a mind that was enveloped in a big question mark.

Patiently Bu Uswa stroked Nurul's back. He also invited Nurul to enter Nurul's room next to his room.

Both of them sat on Nurul's bed. Nurul lies on Bu Uswa's lap in search of warmth.

"Now tell me to mom, what's going on?" said Bu Uswa gently but somehow his chest felt so tight.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I let you down" said Nurul. Her tears kept flowing.

"Why talk like that, son? You have never let mom down all this time" said Bu Uswa, who felt tightness in his chest.

"Mom, Nurul is no longer holy. The man kidnapped me and took the crown that Nurul had been guarding all this time. Why is the world so brave and so cruel to Nurul, Mom? What was Nurul's fault?!" pekik Nurul hysterical.

Bu Uswa's heart seemed to stop beating hearing Nurul's words. Her tight chest turned out because of her feelings for Nurul who is now experiencing misfortune. Her tears flowed and immediately hugged Nurul. The two cry together.

"Did Nurul die, Mom? The world seems to be dissatisfied with destroying Nurul. Maybe because Nurul is not the desired child, the world also does not want Nurul to continue and continue to destroy Nurul? Nurul's tired, Mom. Very tired of this life. Can Nurul just die, "the hysterical Nurul that makes Bu Uswa more bitter.

If in solitude Nurul able to encourage himself, then different when already see this warm figure. He became very fragile in front of Uswa. Though he had fortified himself with strength so as not to look weak but if he was with Bu Uswa, he was like a fragile child and needed help.

"Nurul, son, don't talk like that. There is a mother who is always with you. Don't despair because the world isn't fair to you. There is a mother who always loves you. You are not alone" said Bu Uswa on the sidelines of his cries.

"But Ma'am, Nurul couldn't bear all this. Nurul dirty Bu, Nurul sinned. Mother please just kill Nurul," cried Nurul who was immediately seized by Bu Uswa.

"Istighfar Nak's. Rest assured there is God's sweet plan behind this bitterness. Mom will always be with you. I'm sure Nurul is a strong boy. Although Nurul was not born from the mother's womb, but the mother was Nurul's mother. The mother who will always protect and never leave Nurul if not destiny. Mother's children do not despair, Nurul always said if the world dropped you then you will rise again. Prove to Mom that your words are not nonsense!"

Not without reason Bu Uswa said that to Nurul. He was devastated to hear from his son. But he also did not want Nurul to be devastated by the situation. He wants his son to be strong.

"Mom, help me. I really need your help in dealing with this situation, Mom. Don't leave me, "isak Nurul who came back to make Bu Uswa cry.

"Mom will always be there for you, son. Don'tbeafraid. Your mother is here with you" Uswa said.

"Mom, let's move tonight too. Or dawn later. I don't want to be sought by the bad guy anymore, I'm afraid" Nurul said.

Uswa was silent. He thought then he just nodded slowly. He invited Nurul to lie down and stroked his son's hair lovingly.

After calming Nurul, Bu Uswa also left Nurul's room with a feeling of sadness. Nurul is asleep but he is now unable to sleep. He looked back at Nurul's face which clearly exuded the bitterness of life.

What a pity your fate is, son. If it's like this then I have to take the kids to a safer place. I'll call Purnomo.