ALVARO BETTING GIRL
Nostalgic Room

Inside the luxurious private plane, Axelle and Nurul sit together while waiting for them to arrive at the destination where they live. Axelle could see Nurul back sleepy, he asked her to sleep but Nurul refused.

Axelle does not know if Nurul is afraid to go back to sleep because he does not want to see Alvaro again in a dream. If he always wanted to sleep in order to see Alvaro even in a dream, this time he was no longer brave because it was the same as making him hurt because reality is sometimes not as beautiful as a dream.

"Thinking of something?" ask Axelle. It was better for him to invite Nurul to tell him so that the two would not secretly talk to each other like this.

Nurul shook his head, "You rest. Oh yeah, after this is going straight to the hospital?" ask Nurul back.

"I'll take you home first and I'll go to the hospital" Axelle replied.

Nurul shook his head again, "No need, let us go to the hospital together. The hospital is closer to the airport than to my house" Nurul said.

Axelle nodded, he smiled sweetly at Nurul who was reciprocated no less sweet by this woman with one child. The smile was able to wash away Axelle and her heart pounded even more. He was no longer able to endure all these feelings.

"Nurul Aina Emrick, can we talk seriously?" ask Axelle with a heart degdegan. His hands even felt cold, apparently it was true like this when someone would declare his love.

Nurul knitted his brows, astonished that Axelle would always speak what he wanted to convey without asking for permission. Seeing this Axelle gelagat Nurul sure there is something important that he wants to convey. Nurul replied with a nod.

"Do you want to change the content of our cooperation? I don't think I can make you a contract lover anymore" Axelle said, she's even very nervous at the moment. Shit, why just to say love has to be this big. Even I have never been this nervous when the percentage used to be in front of clients, continued Axelle in his heart.

Nurul's eyes sparkled, "So you want to end this cooperation?" ask Nurul.

Another thought Nurul other with what Axelle had in mind. Nurul thinks Axelle is about to finish the job of this pretend lover project. He was happy not to play, he hoped this would be soon and he could not wait to be free from Axelle, especially from the meshes of this man's charm. Nurul is afraid of not being able to control her feelings anymore.

As for Axelle, this man actually wants to end this charade and make everything real and Nurul will be made as his halal lover only.

"You mean?" ask Nurul.

"Extm ... Nurul, I want to end this pretend story of ours and make it a real story, a true story. I do not want to be you as a contract lover anymore but a halal lover. Do you want to?" replied Axelle who desperately held back her groggy taste.

Nurul's eyes widened, he even choked on his own saliva until he accidentally coughed in front of Axelle.

I-this I just shot Axelle? How can?

Axelle quickly gave Nurul bottled water and Nurul shyly sipped the water. He was embarrassed because of his shocked attitude earlier and might have seen the village in Axelle's eyes. Nurul can what, for the first time he got a statement of love as sweet as this and asked for his opinion first.

His mind returned to the story a few years ago where Alvaro repeatedly expressed his feelings but with a demanding style to be accepted and with a certain he did not want to accept rejection. It makes Nurul smile while Axelle himself misinterpreted the smile Nurul.

Nurul could only answer with a headband. Remembering Alvaro again made him tired of heart. Maybe his heart needs a backrest to get tired.

"Axelle, you know I have many flaws. I don't deserve you, you can get better women than me and that's a lot. I can't be with you because you know I have kids and I'm not married. What will people say to you. I do not want to be your weakness later, you are a great person and must be a great person who accompanies you, not me. I'm not confident about it" Nurul replied, trying diplomatically so that Axelle would not be disappointed in him. It is true that Nurul's speech is Boomerang for their lives in the future. Anyone will try to bring down the two especially if they know the status of Nurul.

Axelle was silent while staring fixed Nurul's clear eyes and exuded honesty and sincerity there. Axelle knows Nurul's words are true, but is it wrong to choose this woman regardless of the dark story of her past? Doesn't everyone have a dark side and everyone deserves a chance to achieve happiness?

"I don't care about your past, I don't care what people say because I'm going to use both of my hands to cover my ears when someone or the rest of the world says your bad. I know you now and let your past belong to him in your past. Don't think about people's words and focus on shaping your own happiness. We will never be separated from people who do not like us and we can not maximize them to like us. So, you're mending the same focus of your happiness rather than you busy weakening yourself," Axelle replied, he was indeed a fool with all of it. For him, as long as he is happy then who cares with the words of others.

Nurul clucked in annoyance, Axelle returning again to her usual nature - indisputable and domineering. Actually Nurul flattered but he did not want to soar because the fall would be very painful later.

"Why are you so stubborn, you don't think this isn't just about you and me. It's about the agreement and the consent of two families. If your family cannot accept it then it will not be together and you do not think about how my family feels if it comes back embarrassed when everything that is fought is hindered by blessing. I can't Axelle, I'm afraid to start something new let alone be with you, the near-perfect guy. You do not have any loopholes as your weakness and with you entering me into your life, then you deliberately bring problems that will make you weak later. I can't, I'm really scared of Axelle. You're too perfect for me!" peekik Nurul, he can no longer control his emotions if faced with Axelle who is also stubborn like a stone.

"Why can't it? Why should I be afraid? Am I not perfect in your eyes and you always consider yourself a weakness. Then come with me so that I can give you strength. I will not make promises because I am afraid to break them. But if you are ready to step with me then I will show the world that you are the most worthy of my side and you are not my weakness but my source of strength!" reply Axelle did not want to lose, he did not like if Nurul continued to humble himself while Axelle so exalted him in the heart.

Nurul massaged his temple while staring at Axelle, "You will not understand," said Nurul.

Axelle now crouched down in front of Nurul while clasping Nurul's hand with a look of hope. "There's no agreement between me and Danish. There is no work agreement and there is no penalty. I did deliberately make you a contract lover because I've been in love with you since a long time, since we always met but unfortunately we always fought," said Axelle who made Nurul surprised oh no he was even very surprised.

"You tricked me?" nurul Hardik.

Axelle threw away a moment of face and then looked back at Nurul, "Sorry. But I didn't deceive you about my feelings. Do not be afraid to accompany me because I am also just an ordinary man who happens to be entrusted by God to keep his gifts so much. If you think about people's spicy mouths then you stand behind me and let me protect you. Want it you? Please?"

Nurul threw his face away, he could not bear with all this let alone see Axelle's sincere face to him. Nurul is unprepared and has no answer to Axelle's question this time.

"Sit back in your chair, your feet can go numb later," said Nurul who made Axelle smile wryly and immediately obey Nurul's request. He actually still wanted to kneel but this situation would not succeed in defeating Nurul.

"I can't give you an answer right now Axelle. But one thing you should know, I am indeed afraid of facing the future with you but what I fear the most is that I cannot forget him. Until this moment he still occupies the recesses of my heart. I'm afraid I can't be a good companion for you because I'm stuck in a nostalgic space with her. But I'm trying to get out of that nostalgic room, can you help me?"

Axelle quickly nodded. This expression that Axelle had been waiting for. He waited for Nurul to be honest about himself who had difficulty escaping the shadows of his past. And Axelle finally heard it firsthand. He was of course eager to help Nurul forget the man of his past and change the position of the man in Nurul's heart.

Nurul smiled faintly as she closed her eyes. His head was leaning against the chair and he tried to calm his heart and mind. Axelle did the same but slowly put her hand on the hand of Nurul hanging from the chair.

One thing that Axelle did not expect, Nurul turned his palm until finally their fingers intertwined. Axelle's smile rose on her nice lips.

It may be time to cast off the shadows of the past even though I am not ready to take Alvaro out of my heart. Alvaro, I Nurul Aina will always remember you as my first love. You don't have to worry because I keep setting a special place for you in my heart. Goodbye my first love, I love you Alvaro Genta Prayoga. I do love you and I heart you.