
Nurul felt awkward being among the family who looked so warm. He also did not enter into his heart the words of Bu Dianti who said he wanted to be made a son-in-law. Nurul was well aware that it was just a joke. Obviously, Bu Dianti knew she was pregnant out of wedlock, where maybe she wanted to raise her to be a daughter-in-law, waiting for a thought so naive if Nurul to put everything in her heart.
After the incident with Alvaro, Nurul began to look at himself. He fortified himself and tried to avoid the seduction of men or had a special affinity for the people of Adam. Nurul is still traumatized and still thinks all men are the same as Alvaro. Nurul is afraid of baper and is afraid to give her heart to other men. He did not want to be disappointed and heartbroken.
While Danish, the man glared at his mother and papa who originally spoke. He could see the look on Nurul's face that had suddenly changed not as bright as earlier. But unfortunately the action just did not get any response. He wanted to be angry but this was his parents, where could he be angry.
"Hehehe, don't get into the heart huh, Nurul. I was just kidding. After that I really like to tease Danish, my son is acute singles until this moment when his age has to be married" said Bu Dianti who showed a concerned face but from the point of view of Danish, her mother was now mocking her.
"Ma, what the hell," complained Danish.
His mother again did not care about the face of the Danish pity. Bu Dianti looked back at Nurul who was starting to look ordinary. As for Deen, the man could only look at their interactions with pleasure.
If Danissa were with us, it would definitely look this warm. Where are you, honey? Didn't we miss? Come home, you miss you so much, son. Pity your mom and sister who are relentlessly looking for you but you are somehow hiding where.
Deen almost shed a tear if only Danish hadn't nudged his arm. He did not want the sadness of his father seen by his mother and his mother would be much more sad again.
The two men threw smiles at each other, they were happy with Nurul's presence let alone from what they heard, the girl was going to work with Dianti, they were happy. Although they did not know Nurul any further, but from the temperament and expressions shown by Nurul, they could see everything was pure and sincere.
These two great lawyers can tell a little bit about which one is sincere and which one is full of pretense. Accustomed to struggling with a variety of human characters makes them able to judge what kind of temperament Nurul. And right now the girl looks exactly what she is.
The two chose to sit on the sofa and let the middle-aged woman spend time with Nurul.
Not long after, there was a soft snoring from the direction of the two and it turned out that Bu Dianti had fallen asleep while Nurul was just busy looking at him. There was a pain in his heart as he laughed and shared his story with the woman he had just met. He wondered in his heart what his birth mother was like.
Nurul continued to compare whether her mother figure was as warm as Bu Dianti or not. Whether she is a woman who is so cheerful or even a woman who is full of patients. Nurul does not know and it feels painful when he tries to find out but can not find the answer.
Doesn't every question have an answer? But Nurul's question can never be answered and he was desperate to even forget that he had parents who were out of nowhere. But today, when he knew the figure of Dianti, Nurul's heart shrunk and sore. He misses his mother who is not what she looks like.
Nurul wanted to ask why he was left in the orphanage. Nurul wanted to ask if her parents did not want her and if they did not expect her presence.
Nurul is ready to accept all those answers even if they hurt him. At least one minute, he could see the figure of an angel who had given him life on this earth. Nurul is curious and longing. But I don't know who he's gonna find and find the cure for his longing. Deep down, he wanted the warm embrace of a biological mother. It must have been different and he wanted it so much.
"You daydreaming?"
Danish questions brought Nurul's daydreams to a halt. He quickly wiped his tears and then put on a smile. "No, just thinking about something else. Oh yeah, can I say goodbye? I have to take care of my work first" Nurul said.
Danish nodded then shook her head, Nurul who saw her became a cute smile.
"I'll take you. Please, you want to work with my mom. We hope for you. I saw my mother so freely and freely talking to you. He looks so comfortable with you when you first met him. Don't worry, my mother is a good person and very loving. I beg you not to reject it" pinta Danish with a face full of supplication.
Nurul who saw it became unbearable. "I've decided to work with him. That's why I have to go back and tell my mother and my colleagues" Nurul said hurriedly so that Danish did not misunderstand.
"Ah yes, thank you. Then let me drop off and I'll talk about this to them" Danish said.
Nurul wanted to refuse but Danish had already confirmed that this was his business because he took employees from his workplace suddenly. He'll finish it. Nurul who understood that was relieved, Danish help to explain everything would make him not need to look for excuses.
"Okay, let's go back to my house first and then we'll go to my place of work. Don't you mind?" ask Nurul.
Danish shook his head, "I'm ready to take you anywhere, come on."
Along the way the two did not engage in any conversation even the two were busy with their respective minds.
Alvaro, you're not just gonna get hurt in my life, but you're gonna leave a trail that I'm gonna carry for life. In my womb there is your son and unfortunately I love our son even though I hate you so much. Did you deliberately leave your seed so that I could not forget you more? You want to, Ro?
Danish did not not not know if the current Nurul looks sad, he just did not want to disturb the daydreams of people and later would be considered too meddling in people's affairs. Though at this time Danish tongue was so itchy wanted to ask but he desperately bit his tongue so as not to ask anything to Nurul.
Until finally the car they were riding stopped in front of the home, both of them went down at the same time and Nurul invited Danish in. Danish did not feel awkward at all, he actually gave off an aura that was so confident. If seen, this man is almost perfect but Nurul does not know the other side and does not know what his character is like.
"Danish, you sit down first. I want to call mom" Nurul said.
Not yet Nurul stepped, Bu Uswa had come out of his room and was surprised to see Nurul let alone the figure of a man who came with him.
Is she Nurul's lover from Jakarta? If true, he's very good at being able to find us in this place.
The look on Bu Uswa's face was less friendly even he forced his smile. He was ready to give all the lectures and speeches for this man. He sat down and looked at Danish sharply.
"Mom, meet him Danish. At that time Nurul had met him on the ship and he had actually offered Nurul a job in the lawyer's office. It's just that Nurul did not agree because Nurul did not bring a diploma because it was still on campus. We met by accident" Nurul said.
The look in Bu Uswa's eyes slowly softened, in his heart he felt relieved because the man before him was not the man who had ruined his daughter's life. He smiled kindly and asked Nurul to make a drink.
When Nurul went to the kitchen, Danish started to invite Bu Uswa to chat.
"I'm Danish, Mom. I met Nurul and asked him if he wanted to work with me. But it turns out that before I asked him to work, my mother had already asked him to work in a boutique and become his assistant. I came to ask my mother for permission to let Nurul work with my mother. He really hoped Nurul would. And I will be in charge at Nurul's current workplace. I will finish my business there" Danish explained.
Bu Uswa seemed confused, not knowing what to answer because this was so sudden. He could see from the appearance of Danish that this man was not a random person. The way he said made Bu Uswa a little reluctant to him.
"If Nurul agrees, I don't have a problem. As long as the work is good and does not have a bad impact on my child, I will not ban it. My son is new to this city so I was a little hesitant to let go. After all, the plantation where Nurul worked belonged to my family. Maybe I can help my Danish son to talk about this with my brother," said Bu Uswa, he was worried about Nurul, especially this time Nurul came with a man, he was afraid that Nurul would experience the same thing again.
Danish smiled with relief because the matter of asking for permission was finished and he also felt that the business of Nurul's resignation at his current workplace would not be complicated considering he turned out to be an insider as well.
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Tens of thousands of kilometers away from the distance Nurul was, a man was lying on his stomach. He had just come out of the bathroom so limp because he had removed his entrails several times.
For two days he felt nauseous and dizzy when the morning approached. He was even so sensitive to certain scents, the food was suddenly so difficult for him to digest. He also did not enter the campus because he did not have the power to just get out of his apartment.
As night approached, this man continued to grieve and it was difficult to close his eyes because the shadows of his girl continued to haunt him. He was so longing.
"Gue why? Am I seriously ill? Do I go to the doctor or call my mom first? Am I going to die? I haven't seen Aina yet. I can't die, I still have to find him and bring him into my arms-"
Hueekk ...
He ran back to the bathroom with the rest of his strength to spit out his stomach. His eyes were watering and his head was so dizzy. He washed his face and then went out and walked to the bed.
He held his phone and called someone.
"Mi, Varo's sick. Mommy can come here, right?"