
...Ever since I knew love, I only knew love was Alvaro. I didn't know there was anyone else but him, but one thing I do know, this heart just wants him to be. I just want Alvaro, even though the world refuses but this heart and love are locked for him. Alvaro I love you ~ Nurul Aina...
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Alvaro contacts Billy to confirm Ikram's words. How can they put that crazy woman in her company–became secretary anyway. It would be like what a day Alvaro would go through in the office if the crazy woman kept up with him.
"He's the strongest candidate of all the enrollees, sir. We chose it because objectively and the educational background is also not in doubt. He is also a graduate at the same university and the same faculty as you, sir. You probably know him."
Alvaro squeezes his phone at Billy's answer. He knew Clarinta was smart, it was natural that he was accepted to work. But time has to be him too, like no one else, Alvaro thought.
Alvaro turned off his phone and sat on the couch. His heart was pounding again as he was about to meet Nurul. For a long time this longing was lodged and gnawing at his heart, he wanted to release his longing on Nurul even though he had to force things.
"Although it turns out you already have someone else, I don't care. I will come and hug you until this heart is satisfied. Whether you want to be mad at me or not, I don't care! I often force my will on you. If this time I had to take you away I'd be ready. Once you say if you love me, the whole world will be my opponent. You're the only love in my heart!" Alvaro has made up his mind, no matter what happens he will still impose his will.
If Nurul had been happy with another man but had once loved him, then Alvaro would have taken Nurul away without caring if the woman was married and whatever her husband's response was. This man had already completely lost his mind due to the longing that continued to gnaw at his heart and soul. Alvaro.
Not much different from the woman he was missing, the woman is also now thinking about it. I miss him every moment and love him every time. There is no day without longing and loving even though the heart hurts and his life is destroyed but the love is never extinguished and even more and more growing. Especially after he knew the man had come looking for him, it felt like he wanted to immediately fly into Alvaro's embrace and hold it tightly, channeling this intense longing to the owner of the heart.
He stared fixedly at the face of his son who could always treat a little bit of his longing. He hopes that Alvaro will receive Aluna because Nurul has fantasized about having a happy little family. Where he will prepare all the needs of Alvaro and Aluna, then he will take Alvaro to the terrace of the house before leaving for work, cook for dinner and prepare to welcome Alvaro home and give him a warm kiss and hug.
Nurul had fantasized that far. Living happily with the man he loves, redeeming all the time they go through without meeting and channeling all these passionate longings. Only by fantasizing did Nurul's smile already rise on her lips.
"Hope will always be there when we try. At least when the reality is not in accordance with expectations, at least the taste that has been buried in the chest I have been salurin. I only asked for a minute to hug him, and please don't push me for that one minute, Ro. After that I promise not to disturb your happiness again even though I think it is difficult!" muttered Nurul while caressing Aluna's face.
Slowly Nurul's eyes began to shut but just half asleep, his phone had rung loud which immediately drew Nurul to the conscious. Nurul picks up his phone and finds a call from an unknown number. He grumbled, had disturbed his delusion and drowsiness and turned out to be his caller who knows who. Want to let it go but worry it might just be an important call.
"Hello" said Nurul.
"It's me. I'm waiting for you outside, come quickly!"
Nurul was immediately jolted once he knew who called him. The arrogant annoying man was even waiting for him. Nurul was very lazy to meet him but he just remembered if he had agreed to help Axelle. Nurul lazily went into the bathroom and washed his face. He also does not need to dress up because he met this is not an important person as important as the position of this man. For Nurul, from this moment Axelle no longer regarded as a person of honor but a bully of his calm.
Nurul comes out and finds Axelle sitting waiting for him on the porch. Today at home there is only him and Aluna and their ART. Bu Dianti is in the boutique, Danish is still in Sumatra and Pak Deen is in the office.
"What's wrong?" nurul sarcas asked, missing already Nurul's respect and also admiration considering this man is the number one richest man in his country.
Axelle smiled obliquely, he who was so happy to come to this place was greeted with no warmth. But he realized that it was natural for Nurul not to be friendly to him considering their three meetings were bad.
"Tonight you'll come with me. Your work starts tonight, try not to fail. I depend on you, Nurul Aina" Axelle said.
The only man he ever loved and still loves was Alvaro Genta Prayoga.
Nurul hesitantly replied, "I'm afraid of failure. I have no experience with relationships and I have never been in a relationship. I doubt if I can help you later. There is maybe I will only humiliate you," he said honestly because Nurul is like that, always what it is.
Axelle was a little surprised to hear Nurul who said that he had never dated. He searched, trying to find out the truth through Nurul's body language and he did not find a lie let alone the woman had also lowered her head. He wondered how it was possible that this beautiful woman and even had a child who had never dated. Moreover, he lived a long time in Jakarta, it is impossible if he never dated.
"You must be thinking nothing of me. I've never dated and I don't care if you believe it or not. Maybe you think if I was lying, where maybe I never dated while I just had a child without a husband. If you don't believe it, it's your business. I don't need to expose my past to you" Nurul said firmly.
Axelle was stunned, he regretted having had a bad prejudice on Nurul. He could see the honesty of the woman who was quietly starting to take a place in his heart. He is also unlikely to ask further because the situation is not conducive to discussing the past that might make Nurul hurt again. Let him ask Danish about this matter.
"I'm sorry if my attitude offended you. I didn't mean for that. I'm just wondering because you can't possibly never have a boyfriend. But let it be, it's even better because I'll be your first lover" Axelle said, winking one eye.
Nurul looked at Axelle sharply, "Remember the contract lover more precisely," Nurul murmured.
"Axelle laughed crisply, "Yes, yes, contract lover. You are, just kidding, you can't. You're grumpy!" Axelle taunts.
Nurul just popped his lips, which is true he was said to be grumpy. There is just the opposite. But seeing Axelle laughing like that had fascinated Nurul for a moment. This man is very handsome and charismatic. If Nurul had not remembered Alvaro, he might have opened his heart to this handsome man.
"Well, since you said you weren't experienced in dating, then let's learn. I'll teach you until you're smart and forget that we're just contract lovers. It's possible that you've calmed down and forgotten and played with me" Axelle's tease that made Nurul's cheeks blush.
"Axelle!"
"What dear?"
Nurul's eyes bulged, wanting to silence this man's mouth. How dare he call out dear, Nurul'll be afraid of baper.
"Daniyal Axelle Farezta!" pekik Nurul, he's not ready. Please don't make him baper and make him a coward for hating someone who made him fall in love.
Axelle laughed, it turned out to make Nurul upset it actually made his heart feel happy. In his heart he intends to make Nurul often upset so that he continues to be happy. Nurul's face was very adorable when he was angry. Axelle loves.
At least if today has no place for me in your heart, I can still fight to get it. Even if in the end I can't, at least I've been happy to give you my heart.
As for Nurul, he whispered to himself if he should be able to complete this cooperation so that he could meet Alvaro immediately.
Sorry Axelle, don't play heart with me because my heart already has. I do this to pursue my love. The first time I knew love, it was Alvaro. I just knew that love was her. Hope you can get the woman you want but not me.