Andara's Revenge
I Want But I Can't

"Submitting yourself to your gravity will only make me fall to the black hole."

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"Woy, when are you coming back? Ten million lo money on me, here. Don't be long behind it, this money I use also to eat your food."

His forehead wrinkled. He felt he had no receivables for Rossa. If any of them had ever lent fifty to a hundred thousand, it was a natural thing and was never considered a debt. "What money?"

"Lo money from Buana. Yesterday Buana samperin I was in the FE canteen and she asked me where." Rossa's reply left Andara flabbergasted, she swiftly glanced at Kin who was at the side. "How about, aren't you the same Kin now?" ask Rossa.

Andara exhaled an annoyed breath. Yes, it was obvious that he was with Kin at the moment. If not, Rossa has been reviled without further ado. Didn't he remind them not to deal with Buana anymore. To pick up the phone is already forbidden, especially if found. Rossa should have avoided. "Certainly? Yeah, I'm on the road again. Why the hell?"

Andara tried to calm down. He still doesn't understand the correlation of Rossa meeting Buana's equal money in the girl's hands. Rossa later recounted that Buana forced him to tell her where Andara was to the point that they were a spectacle in the faculty cafeteria. "My senewen, I told you to go for an abortion. Let him be dipelorotin at all. I said it costs ten million and I love the money nyicil dong to me like a credit pan. Yesterday five million, today five million."

"Crazy anyway lo?! Oh my God, Ocha! Where's your brain?!" You can no longer bear to not scream. He doesn't want to be in touch with Buana anymore about anything. Involving Buana in all dramas and conspiracies will only make room for Buana to be around him. I swear, you don't want to deal with Buana anymore.

"I'm not here anymore." Rossa chuckles. The girl certainly does not know that you already do not want to know Buana. Andara wanted to explain that to Rossa but Kin was currently beside her. The guy would definitely hear her conversation, the proof was Kin turned his head and raised his chin as if asking what was the matter. Andara shakes. He wouldn't tell Kin this. This problem must be solved by himself.

Why does Rossa often make her own uncompromising decisions? Can the girl send a message first to discuss? If Rossa thought she would profit from that stupid idea, for Andara it was not at all. What if someone hears it and makes it gossip?

Andara gripping mobile phone. Oh, yeah, it's worth Buana these days like not breathing in contact with her. That guy must have been scared that there was a living baby in his stomach. Maybe Nina told me about their meeting and what she told the girl. Buana was furious and asked him to pick up the phone.

"Udahlah, Chu. The money is in me. Time to be repeated? Pretty good, you know. Who wants a free gini day?" added Rossa. "Ten million, Chu! That's delicious! Don't muna, we all need money."

"Ck! Let's talk again, I'm on the road." Andara closed the discussion. Long-long talk with Rossa will make his emotions rise and it could be the name Buana will be thrown as well. "And next time ask me before making this. Yes, bye."

Indeed, everyone needs money and everyone will be happy to be given money, but not by making up fictitious stories using his name. Clearly he was the one being harmed at the moment. Why at the time of urgent brain performance even suddenly blunt Rossa to ask money to Buana?

For almost a year you were dating that guy, he never asked for anything. He has pride and is not willing to ask for it. He is indeed as poor as a kingpin needs to work odd jobs to meet all the needs as well as to still be able to verbally but he is not a beggar who raises his hands and asks for mercy from people. Different things if Buana buy or give something. Obviously, this is embarrassing.

Where did Buana get that kind of money? Indeed Andara never knew exactly how much the account Buana, but he had entered the ATM room together. As he remembered, the contents of the Buana account did not touch eight digits. Or maybe he is too sympathetic to Buana when in fact the savings of the guy are many and scattered? Come to think of it, maybe, because Buana often invites him to eat or watch or anything that is actually considered to spend money for some people.

Ah, clearly, surely the guy did not want any creatures in his stomach, so try the money as soon as possible. Throwing away ten million turns out to be easier for Buana than her name dragged or told to take responsibility. A real player! If Buana only wants satisfaction, why does the guy not hire other women, anyway? Maybe he wanted something free at first. Yes, the name is also free, while you can, why not? She was so stupid that she would give her heart and body to that guy.

Andara's head was completely smoky, and all was made worse by Kin pairing her room with Diska. Gosh, of the five million inhabitants of Singapore, why must he be met with a girl named Diska?

Not only Rossa, it turns out Kin was like that. Why does everyone like to make their own decisions when this decision concerns the lives of others? That's peevedful. He's entitled to vote, dong. If Kin thinks he can't afford a hotel room on Sentosa Island, that guy is wrong. As she was now, she still had one magic card that she had never touched. The card that Nia often asked for because she never wore.

"Rba..." Kin approaching. They were already in the vast expanse of sand that people were starting to rush over. "Still angry?" whispered Kin.

Andara raised an eyebrow. He was indeed upset that Kin did not discuss it first, but getting angry in public was certainly embarrassing. Moreover, there was Deni and Diska who were walking behind them. Showing contention only made him lose in Diska's eyes. "No."

Kin nodded. His eyes were on the big stage. The dark stage suddenly lit up with a dramatic musical setting. There were two men in the Middle East. The one with the head of the plontos straddles his equipment, concocting rippling music. The audience began to nod follow the enticement and not a little swayed.

Deni came and gave a dewy aluminum bottle. No need to guess, you know what it is. He also took a few sips to relax. His eyes were watching Aly and Fila's play. The Egyptian DJ deserves to be recognized as a go international musician. The music is similar to Paul Van Dyk, a famous German DJ.

Andara swept a glance around. The dim lights dangled on the beach, uniting the coconut trunks one and the other. The light was lost to the green and blue laser beam, the light flickering according to the beat and acted out with the jovial cries of the spectators.

Maybe you are too tired or today it is tiring so he still does not enjoy. His mind was still thinking about the incident that made him and Kin still this much. This incident was not entirely wrong Kin. Maybe Kin had other intentions, but Andara first rose blood because of Rossa's complaint so that Kin was also affected. To vent resentment to others is a form of one's unprofessionals. Guilt envelops. You gulp back the contents of the bottle to neutralize the feeling.

The full and crowded audience began to be not conducive. Carried away by the rising beats, they nudged. Once twice you even felt like you were being pushed from behind.

"Rba..." Kin pulled his arm. They're almost separate. Someone pushed Andara again, so that she who was again looking towards Kin became bounced onto the chest of the guy.

"Not anything?" tanya Kin grabbed her shoulder. Andara shook her head and complied as Kin took to the edge. Being in the middle of a crowded dance floor is not wearing, it is also dangerous.

Kin grabbed the bottle in your hand. "For the times. Don't drink yourself."

Andara snorts. Who wants to spend it alone? He knew that Deni had given the bottle to the two of them. "Once there."

Kin just smiled slowly. He realized that Andara was still upset. However, the girl was not that angry. It would be a pity if they had to fight at the event they planned from afar. They should have enjoyed not this kind of silence. Kin retreated and placed his body behind Andara. His hands wrapped around the girl's waist and placed his head on Andara's shoulder.

"Suspecting," whispered Kin.

"What wonder?" ask Andara waswas. Never once did he expect Kin to hug him from behind like he was today. It's a position he likes very much. Being hugged from behind is a kind of sign of protecting a dear thing.

"Beat your heart." That guy pecks your cheeks at a glance. The kiss left Andara dead in style, at a loss for words. Kin said 'you'. Waw. Does he need to jump around like the rest of the audience?

Kin laughed happily at the stiff Andara. If the guess isn't right, you don't have to be awkward, right? "Sama, really. My heart sounds so loud too. Wanna hear?"

With a face of embarrassment, Andara nodded. That girl is ten times more adorable than usual. Kin twisted your body, grabbed the girl's head and drew her closer to his chest. "Very?"

Youara shut down after attaching the ear to Kin's left chest. Kin's heart palpability was loud and pleasant. Like a baby who loves your heartbeat and makes it lullaby, she also loves the sound. Andara nodded in response, then held her hand to hug Kin. In this embrace, he felt comfortable.

"Yes." Yeah."

"That's the point," Kin said gently rubbing his head. Andara tightened her embrace again. He remembered almost the same conversation while at Batu Karas Beach. Did this guy like it at that time? I don't know. He is obviously happy, very happy. "New Year's Eve come here again, yuk? Wanna?"

"You, will," replied Andara enthusiastically as she nodded again at Kin's chest. His nose inhales the fragrance of the lover as much as he can. Wherever, whatever it is, he agrees. As long as he was with Kin, he felt complete. If this is a dream, you are willing not to wake up again and become the Sleeping Princess forever. As long as Kin becomes the Prince.

"What do you want, huh?" Kin started grinning jail.

Andara pinched that waist. Waist that has no fat at all. Kin laughed again. "Yes, my question is really. What do you want to try?" tanya Kin ducked.

Their forehead and nose touch. Just a few inches away from their face. Waiting for who is first.

Andara rubbed gently on Kin's cheek while swiping her nose. This time, he will advance. "You want," his his hiss tightened his lips and began to kiss Kin's lips. The guy didn't refuse, Youara could feel Kin smiling between kisses.

Once, twice, three times, the kiss remains intoxicating. His feet felt light as if they were not treading the earth. Now you know why Rossa often tormented anyone if drunk. The combination of alcohol, music that beats in dim lights and soft lips is a delicious collaboration that cannot be denied. They had even retreated away from the edge of the crowd. Lean on the trunk of a coconut tree that no one cares about. No one wants to take care of a couple who are huddling at a party this big.

Andara continued to smack the lips full of warmth until the oxygen felt thinned around them. Guilt, pleasure melts into one euphoria. Kin's kiss that went down to the neck made him squirm. He reflexively raised his chin while slowly grabbing Kin's hair. He doesn't want to lose. Next to her hand slipped into Kin's shirt, gently rubbing the back.

Kin moaned and looked at him who was panting. The guy can definitely see the fog in his eyes, and you also know that Kin wants the same thing. He knew something was not calm down there.

The devil likes to be in a dark place. Because because it is dark too, you can wipe the thing that makes Kin more hissing. His lover is getting handsome even when it resembles a fish running out of water. His hands acted asexually up and down in that place while still replying to the pagutan.

Kin's long fingers slit into his chest. Maybe the guy wants to compensate for the game or is about to heat things up. I don't know. What is clear is that everything feels sad for Andara. He felt free-flowing.

Kin groaned, Andara sighed. Their bodies are no longer at all. The kisses are getting wild and wet. Andara's body until it's cold because I'm sitting standing from earlier. She squealed a little as Kin bit his collarbone and sucked back at the guy's lower lip.

"To the room, yuk?" get Kin to release the link. The man whispered softly while blowing his ear, sending out a strange noise.

Something feels at war in you. Call Kin like an attractive offer that cannot be rejected. He liked Kin's kiss, Kin's swipe and how the guy privileged him. 

Perhaps because he was just silent, Kin led him towards the hotel. Passing through the light-controlled hallway of the garden light. The party's fanfare subsided a sign they were already far away from there, and Andara could hear the swirling waves. Andara. Should she repeat the mistake again even though it was sweet and she wanted to? But he also remembered his promise to himself. No one will love him as much as he loves himself. Everyone will also know what the continuation will be if he bids the invitation.

"Kin." Andara held her body and stopped stepping. This cannot happen because regret will always be behind. Kin looked into his eyes, looking at his hesitation. Andara shook her head while taking off Kin's hand. "Sori. I can't."

Ignoring Kin's buying eyeballs, he turned the bow and ran away as quickly as possible. He was ashamed of such a release. He refused to admit that he almost got caught up in lust. He wants to be able to date healthy like other couples. Couldn't they hold back yesterday? 

You entered the nearest toilet to wash your face. 1% of consciousness was able to save his promise, 99% again ran to the middle of nowhere. The shadow of how Kin kissed her still did not want to disappear. You need to wash your face many times. 

"Cockfighting!" his frown saw his own face through the glass. It's hard to lower that damn passion. His heart was still beating hard.

Someone next to him looked. "Indonesia?"

Andara shakes her head, looking at her assailant. The beautiful girl who was washing her hands after coming out of the room, looked at her from the glass. He's nodding.

The girl nodded too. "Gue think you're from Thai or Filipino."

Andara grimacing. Is his face like a Wikis artist? Or can the girl see her mupeng? "Lo the Indonesians too?"

"Yes. I'm studying here." The girl smiled kindly. "Lo watch Aly & Fila?"

Andara nodded. "Must as well."

"Gue is not surprised if you meet Indonesian people as there is an event or concert here. Sometimes it becomes a kind of reunion without a plan" he chuckles. "By the way, my name is Zella. Lo's name?"

"Andara." Andara returned Zella's handshake. They simultaneously came out of the toilet.

"Where are your friends?" Zella stepped back towards her group.

You just shrug your shoulders, grab a cigarette and light it up. He did not know where Deni and Diska were, nor did he have the courage to ask where Kin was currently. Followed by footsteps where to go. Like an open book that was easy to read, Zella did not ask any more. The girl invited him to join her group. Andara was also introduced to several people including the girl's boyfriend, whose name Andara immediately forgot a few seconds later. As stupid as that he was all around.

"It turns out here. I've been looking for it." An embrace is coming. His cigarette was snatched and trampled to death. Andara was surprised, the embers of cigarettes that were flying almost put their own hands together.

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Potato, yes, Kin? 😄

Andara nackal's. He started, he ended.

Cake song dangdut.