Andara's Revenge
You're My Biggest Doubt

"What will be our distance? Kilometers or a secret covered up?"

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As Andara's hand slipped from her grasp, Kin was shocked. He thought you would agree with his desperate invitation earlier. However, those eyes showed a very real concussion before the run disappeared from sight.

Kin rubbed his huffed face, regretting the stupid invitation. Actually there was a sense of disappointment and he had trouble calming something that felt tight in his pants earlier. It's just that, the other part in her smiled in relief at Andara's departure. He was relieved to realize that his lover was able to take care of himself, able to fortify himself even though he was wrapped in passion, and he was proud. No need to deny, they both want the continuation of the scene even though Andara did not say anything. The language of the heart works more afdol for something they know equally know.

Kin tried to chase after Andara before his phone vibrated displaying a notification. There were messages coming in over and over to her Instagram, and it was all from Buana. The sender of the message realized that the silhouette photo he uploaded yesterday was a photo of Andara.

Universe: I know who the person in the photo is. Please tell Andara, I need to talk to her.

Kin clucking. This is beyond her expectations. He couldn't believe that Buana would send such a message. Hell, Andara is her lover now and Buana should know herself to message her boyfriend Andara.

Kin also wrote a reply.

Kin.dhana: You should be aware, with him does not want to pick up the phone lo it means you have no place anymore even though just to talk.

Universe: It's important. I need to talk to him directly. Don't stop me from talking to him, after that it's up to him.

Kin snorting. It important? As important as what? Are there nuclear long-range missiles whose speed exceeds that of light, being aimed at them at the moment and could blow up half the world?

Kin.dhana: Lo's too coercive for you who don't like to be forced, Bro.

Universe: You don't know anything, Bro. Tell Andara that I want to talk to her, and have her pick up my phone.

Who is he going to force you to pick up the phone? Kin did not even want to force Andara. The adrenaline rush that was driven by passion is now changing, he wants to hit the guy.

Kin.dhana: I understand that helping people who are in trouble is good, but I think you can also see other people are difficult especially for people who do not know how to ask for help. Sori, I don't have time to reply to messages. My time with my girlfriend is more valuable.

Kin locked back the phone, and circulated the view. Because of the reply of the message, Andara so escaped from sight. The girl seemed to have moved away from the stranger. Kin tried to walk after Andara who was smoking casually while walking. I don't know why there's any objection to seeing you smoke like that. If all this time people will casually see girls smoking in cafes or coffee shops, different if you see girls smoking on the side of the road. People immediately stigmatize the negative.

"It turns out here. I've been looking for it." He immediately embraced Andara while pulling a cigarette. The cigarette was carried to death. Andara turned her head in shock and Kin only smiled thinly while rubbing Andara's shoulder.

"Lo know?" whispered a girl who was on the right side of Andara. That girl is the girl who came out with you from the toilet. Kin turned his head and the girl was like a wave as her whisper was heard.

Andara nodded. "Take me."

Kin's body seemed to expand. Andara still admitted it even though she had made a mistake. The girl beside Andara turned her eyes for a few seconds and immediately reached out to introduce herself.

"Gue Zella." Zella called a guy and introduced him too. "And this is my guy, Bima." After introducing her, Zella invited Andara to sit on the edge of the crowd.

Bima and Kin chose to stand in the place they were. Zella's boyfriend offers her a can of beer, and Kin accepts to reward a new friend. "Sori, Zella is like that. Easy to be familiar and there are only new friends," said Bima while looking at Zella and Andara who were telling stories. "Gue seems familiar with you, deh. You go to college here?" bima asked as she lifted her beer can.

Kin opened the can and took a slight sip. "No. I'm at UTM. Lo went to college?"

"Gue in NUS."

"Oh, I see." Kin nodded. "Maybe we met at Deni's show." Deni also studied at the same place as Bima, the National University of Singapore (NUS), and his cousin was an active child in the association.

"Deni?" ask Bima. The guy straightened his palms to describe how a car was speeding. "Maserati Deni?"

Kin started laughing slowly. The luxury Deni is remembered only because the brand of the car that has the trident symbol. "Yes, that one."

Bima laughed. "Yes, know. At first, we used to battle racing to be able to win. He is active everywhere, at PPI, on campus. Ah, a very socialite."

Kin nodded confirming, Deni is friendly and loyal. With Deni's attitude that is easy to blend and connect in every chat, people will easily remember it. Yeah, except Andara. Her boyfriend seemed immune to the charm of Deni because he still did not remember until re-introduced.

Kin's phone shook back and Buana's name came in as the sender of the message.

Universe: FYI, she's pregnant with my son.

Reflex Kin gripping mobile phone. Buana's steps have been outrageous and can no longer be tolerated. You don't want to pick up that guy's phone. Buana is a jerk.

"Gue thought you girls were alone here." Bima opened the sound. "The first time I met Zella was because of that. The boy was just watching the concert alone."

Kin pocketed the phone while trying to smile. His gaze returned to Andara who looked comfortable with Zella. "He was that too. Rebel. Where she's going, she's just going."

"That's my understanding," added Bima chuckling. "It's easy to have a boyfriend like them. The self makes us happy, but it can make us upset ourselves. That's it, his friends." Bima paused for a while while acting rubbed chest. "Patience, huh. A lot of friends!"

"More complicated if they consider the guy a friend, whereas the guy has other intentions." Kin raised an eyebrow in agreement.

Bima. "Ah, yes. It! Just a guy who understands guys. I once told Zella about it, but she insisted that the guy just thought he was a friend. I almost typed."

"So type?" Kin wanted to know.

"No. Zella finally realized that the guy had other intentions. Sometimes I think people like them it's too innocent to assume all guys are pure friends. Especially if it's an ex, where there are ex-friends with ex."

Something felt like it was touching Kin's heart. Why is every sentence of Bima like a spell that has a match in his life? He's cleared his throat. "Actually, I really do not understand if fellow ex-friends, but should be able to sniff also what the intention of making friends again. Just a friend or ..."

"... or ask bobo together," between Bima laughed.

God fucking. Kin let out a crisp laugh as it connected with Buana's message earlier. As he remembered Andara had broken up a few months with the guy. Is there a moment playing without status? It felt like Kin wanted to pull Andara back to the hotel and question her until he confessed, but that would add to the problem. After all, he's a witness that last week you had PMS, really. The girl had even penetrated and borrowed a jacket to cover the spots in your pants. Yes, you are not pregnant. It could be Buana alone to ruin the moment of both of them. That's so cute that guy.

Kin immediately grabbed the phone and typed in a reply to Buana's message that had been ignored. If Buana thinks he can be instigated, it must be a misdirected target.

Kin.dhana: Fantasy of height. Lo listen, yeah. Even if you're pregnant, I'll take responsibility. Case closed, Bro.

After answering that, Kin turned off the phone and went back to enjoying Aly & Fila's show from afar while chatting with Bima until the last beat and people dispersed themselves. So did Andara and Zella, they docked back to Kin.

Andara waved to Zella as a farewell and after that they both walked towards the hotel in silence.  "Gue the day after," said Andara began to sound.

Kin turned his head quickly, shocked at the information just now. "Gue already bought a ticket," added Andara as if clarifying that the girl did not ask for a ticket from him.

"Suddenly kok?"

"Actually not either. I have a week more vacation. Monday night must be broadcast Reload because last week, Bang Anco has replaced me. It's not good that he changed it again." Andara looked towards the dark sea. His eyes looked like he was thinking of something.

"Take off at what time? Let me know what time we return to Johor tomorrow."

Andara shook her head slowly. "Gue choose flight from Changi, nine o'clock in the morning. Sori can't go back to Johor."

There were small bubbles that felt bubbling. Kin did not mind driving alone at all. He often goes to Singapore alone and that doesn't matter. However, it is different when Andara tells about this. Kin grimaced, it turned out like this it felt like getting a unilateral decision without being invited to discussion. He looked at you without comment. Heart's noisy.

Kin could only comment on a bitter smile. This time, he did not want to make his own decision anymore. "Where are you going to catch tomorrow night? Deni, Diska or hotel?"

"No need. Let's explore amazing S'pore at the night. I can sleep on the plane."

"Seriously?"

Andara nodded confidently. And sure enough, the next night, you invited him on foot. For many times, they really walk. Cars are parked, and they explore Singapore at night. They move from sidewalks to sidewalks, passing crowded streets and famous shopping malls. Darling, Andara seemed uninterested in shopping at the glittering shops that seemed persuasive, until Kin forced her way into a shoe store.

"Good, no?" Kin shows a skin-colored boots.

"Good."

"Lo's leg number 37 what's 38?" ask Kin before ordering to the waiter.

"Lho, what are my legs?" Andara began to understand the meaning of asking the girl's shoe number, then refused. "No, Kin. Nope."

"Gue wants us to wear twin shoes. Can't you?" argument Kin. He knows if the shoes he holds are your favorite type of shoes even though they are not made of leather like Docmart.

Andara sighed. "It's a good price." The girl was silent for a moment while looking at her face. "Yes, but have me let me pay."

"No. I want to buy you. If paying for it yourself is not buying it." Kin insisted.

Andara still objected, but it seems like the girl saw her earnestness. "If so, not Timberland." Your index finger leads to another. "Vans aja."

After buying, Kin asked Andara to immediately change the shoes on the spot. He even knelt down to put your shoes on.

"Gue can be alone." Andara put her feet away.

"Gue knows, but I still want to admit this. Let the bond be tight, your steps strong and our path becomes longer. Something careless, the results will not be maximal." Kin grabbed your legs and tidied the ties. "Udah. Yuk." yuk." He then held Andara to the car to put the old shoes, after that continue exploring Singapore.

They had time to capture new shoes like a tacky couple. Laughing and observing the behavior of people around. The camera borrowed by Andara captures a lot of the beauty of the stunning lamp game. There are no visible stars. However, lasers play from all angles. From the height of Marina Bay Sands, from the arch of the Helix Bridge, from the circle of the City Skyline. The reflection of light was beautiful even though it was visible only from water.

"The new gue this time is really a walk in Singapore," I'm Kin. He never thought of it even though he had been here repeatedly. Even if he had explored the nightlife in Singapore might just be a club or cafe, he never really walked the streets. From Andara, he just found out that the night tour in Singapore is really beautiful. "Make the lights too."

"Don't you say, the light gets prettier when it's dark around?" Andara laughed a little mockingly at him. Laughter that made her look even more beautiful even though there was something that felt bad for Kin. "Everything goes, don't sit behind the wheel just like that."

"Copy just keep going. Infringing copyright." Kin smiled as he put his arm around Andara's shoulder. He took the time to scramble the girl's hair to relieve the turmoil.

"Bikin trademark if you don't want to use it for free!" Youara hit back slowly Kin's arm. "What is it? Fiersa Besari or Wira Nagara?"

Kin furrowed his brows, hearing Andara mention an unfamiliar name. "That's who?"

Not to answer, you are getting worse. "Udah, don't think about it. Pity your brain if it is forced beyond capacity."

"Mom!" exclaim Kin did not accept.

Trying to avoid it, Youara ran away. They then walked again, entering the Night Safari until tired, after which sitting for a while and then back down the streets of the unknown name, sitting again in the deserted city park. All that was pleasing seemed to go so fast that dawn came, making them aware if the farewell was as bad as it was before their eyes.

"God! Are you both really not sleeping?" ask Deni who visited Kin and Andara in Changi. In the man's hand was Diska who was smiling.

"Why did you come here?" Kin asked back. Deni's too easy to find him. The guy certainly knows Kin's favorite coffee shop at Changi airport from the many tenants that are here.

Deni sneering. "Gue's not here because of you, huh! Diska who invited because he said he wanted to intersect Andara. Don't geer lo."

Andara's eyebrows. His eyes scrutinized the couple and it seemed that Deni was not lying.

"Yes, Kin. After all you have just joined with us, there is no harm in being ushered even if only until the departure door," said the girl sincerely.

Deserve Kin had liked it, Diska a good person. Inevitably Andara noticed Diska more closely. While in the room on Sentosa Island, he tried to go home early in the morning so as not to engage in conversation with Diska. Feeling guilty for her own judgment, Andara muttered. "Thanks, yes, Dis."

Diska nodded.

"I don't, Ra?" Deni teases Andara.

"No need," cut Kin off. "It's often difficult for me in Johor."

"Thus ... I'm not bothering you, either?" Andara glanced at Kin, and Deni-Diska laughed.

"Campus, if the boyfriend who is kicep is not lo?" Deni chuckled adding that was immediately pinched by Diska.

Not wanting to add to the long debate, Diska reminded them that Andara needed to get into the waiting room. They drove you to the entrance.

"Guys, I'm back, yeah. Thanks a lot, Dis, Den. See you again." Andara shook Deni's hand and hugged Diska back. The girl faced him. "Report, Comrade. I'm ready to go!"

Kin looked at the lover with a heavy heart while returning respect. "Report received. Careful."

"Yeah, is that doang? Not hugged? Not kissed?" goda Deni who was still watching Kin, again pinched Diska. "Pedes pinches, Baby."

"Don't be bothered" replied Diska pulling her noisy boyfriend.

"Yes, but not wrong, either." Deni. "They will be LDRs. Nyesal mah lately. Uda, gas, Kin!" deni started to move away.

The red hue on Andara's face looked from hearing that. Kin opened his hand. "Here," he invited her to pull the blushing Andara. "Gue will miss you."

Andara returned her embrace without speaking, yet it was enough for Kin. He kissed his favorite cheek. "Safe flight, honey," he whispered before the hug stretched and Andara went inside.

Andara's body is increasingly disappearing, leaving a void that Kin himself does not know what. Around felt empty and next to his heart ached. If you could take a longer vacation, if there were no quarrels or stiffness, if the distance between Johor-Jakarta was only like Johor-Singapore, of course Kin would not be this hesitant.

Trying to reinforce the concern, he grabbed a cell phone to send Andara a message, but Buana's message came in again.

Universe: Whatever your story, you will remain the same as me, will still come back to me, will still look for me. Between us there's a promise tied to a lifetime, bro.

Without replying, Kin pocketed the phone. He knows what Buana means. Didn't Andara ever tell you why Buana was blocking them both in Splash's parking lot? Whether you realize it or not, you tell me about the promise. The promise that made Kin realize why Andara rejected him yesterday. A promise that her lover will keep living behind her. A promise that made him even more confused.

Kin sighed, looking up at the passing plane in the sky. Never in history has Changi felt this intense.

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Who would have thought that Buana would come? WKWKW. 🤭

Team Buana and Team Kin will clash soon. Uh, is it okay to miss Buana's message to Kin? 😂