Andara's Revenge
Fall Through

"There's nothing rousing about the clap that's just next door."

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Andara clucked while checking the phone screen after exiting the studio. He left the still-broadcast Duo Ti-Ta just to see if there was any news from Kin.

Since the night of Best FM's birthday yesterday, Kin has become increasingly foreign. Not that Andara did not try to talk to the guy, but only for a moment called, Kin who first ended with the reason there was a lecture, wanted to do a task or again with friends. The subtle rejection was felt by Andara. How Kin's efforts to avoid it left Andara confused. They were never this ugly when they were friends. Wasn't Kin a fun friend who can be invited to undergo all the scenarios? But, now, just to convey longs is very difficult.

"Why the hell lo?" natha asked when she came. The girl saw the unrest in her eyes. "Will you still not reply to your message?"

Andara could only nod lethargicly as she sat down beside Natha. Threw a cigarette box and took a stick. Lately he has rarely smoked, so too busy.

"You don't have to ask about you and there's nothing to tell me" Natha explained. "Do I need to ask him about it?"

"No, no need." Andara shook her head strongly. Involving others in two people's internal problems is not a good way out. He was sure he could solve this problem himself. Andara puffed out the smoke and saw the white blob hanging out and then disappeared.

"What message has Lo been sending to him?"

"Yes, I'm sure. Say hi, ask him where, say something." He turned to Natha for a moment before returning a gaze to the sky.

Natha muttered after sipping the sweet tea. "Try to send gini: 'Good morning girlfriend Andara. What else, anyway? Andara kangen's.' That's try."

"Ih, amused," he said as he bleated again. He's not sure of Natha's strange-sounding idea. From the beginning of her relationship with Kin there were indeed no sweet and romantic things between them. The call alone doesn't change still Lo-Gue. Andara doubted whether Kin could receive such a message well. What if even disgusted and thought of him as tacky?

"This child, try it first! Remember, you're the same Kin because of my idea. My idea is these patent-tauk patents!" Natha put down her tea cup and opened the bread packaging. Food should not be taken to the living room, so they step aside for breakfast on the top terrace of Best FM. 

Long looked at the clouds, Andara then nodded. Inevitably he admits that between him and Kin are dating because of Natha's strange idea. Finally, Andara followed the girl's idea once again. Natha's idea wasn't exactly Rossa's. Yeah, there's no harm in him trying. He then typed a message for Kin.

Andara Ratrie: Good morning girlfriend Andara. What again? You're kangen. 😊

"Where? How's it?" ask Natha.

"Unread," he said, putting the phone down. That dead thing is getting dead more and more now. Too quiet and often times disappointing his high expectations. The frequent monitoring of the sosmed also had a bad impact on him. Honestly, Andara was terrified of the conjectures that she could not clarify to Kin. She was worried Buana was acting crazy and sent the damn video. Moreover, the communication between him and Kin was not good.

At the beginning of making videos, you are very sure that the video will not be found in the mobile phone gallery, because only he stored it in Google Photos. However, Andara completely forgot that she and Buana once activated a photo gallery together. That they do because both on Buana's phone and Andara's phone a lot of photos of the two of them and too complicated to send photos. Advanced features in the app work automatically until now by matching the faces of specific people and grouping them to be divided according to settings. Wrong again, Andara has had time to disable notifications because it is noisy. Last night, after Buana told you, Andara immediately opened his account, managed the settings, and removed Buana as a partner. However, the photos and videos that Buana has saved will not be erased unless the phone is destroyed.

Andara sucked the smoke back to calm the dumps. Has Kin seen that video? But why not ask him? Various accusations back and forth in the head of Andara. It's not that you're not trying to think positively, he's always trying. However, Kin's attitude made him doubtful. As a girl who has many exes and knows many types of people, of course you believe in her intuition. He was sure Kin was moving away and this was definitely a fuss.

Their relationship can be said to be in a floating phase. Andara wants to tell why she made the video, wants to explain Buana's behavior lately, but Kin's turn now doesn't have time. How can you tell me that Kin alone does not give a gap? If Kin already knew, why dodge? What do you want Kin? 

That became a big question for Andara until the guy called her the next night. Ten minutes right before Andara on air Reload special edition. The special edition reload is playing one musician's old song only, and this time it's Peterpan, a band that hits in the 2000s.

Andara stared at the phone screen with a gamang. Missing, confused and surprised did not expect to be called Kin mixed into one. His feet stopped at the front door of the studio and stood near the wall that became the middle room and broadcast venue.

"Hello," said Andara. It feels like an old phone call with Kin but the situation is really not supportive.

"Hello, Ra."

Oh God. Andara held her chest so happily beyond measure. The sound made him bite his own lips. It turned out that his longing vessel was full and overflowing. Andara was still quietly waiting for the continuation, and Kin across was also no sound. They're mute.

"Ra.." call Kin slowly, and Andara muttered for an answer. It turns out Natha's stupid idea worked. Andara recalled the contents of her message and immediately she felt embarrassed. Why would he send an alay message like that, anyway?

However, your shame was instantly destroyed when Kin dropped the bomb. "We broke up, huh?"

The fragments of the bomb fragments felt pointed and stuck slowly around his heart, making Andara cackle. Knees wobbly. His hand held the wall, seeking strength. This was what he feared the most from yesterday's assumptions. He worries if their relationship breaks down. He suspected Kin was provoked by Buana, but ... Kin no one asked anything.

That's grand. How could that one sentence destroy all his efforts. He should have known what Kin had meant to disappear all this time. He should have prepared himself for the worst thing that would exist.

"W-why?" andara asked trying not to sound raucous. He sees Irvin waving from the studio window, telling him that this is your schedule for opening. Andara raises her palm to let her know that she is again in an important call, and codes Irvin to play the opening song.

Kin was still silent and the next seconds felt very long for Andara. He's closing with uncontrollable thump.

"Gue .." said Kin dragging a word like he was unsure of his own speech. "Gue again his own interest."

Blood did not flow in your face. Such a classical reason never succeeded. The absurd reason felt increasingly made the invisible stabs stuck in his heart rotate in all directions, enlarging the wound hole.

Andara. It feels empty and cold. He hopes it's a dream. It's dreaming. He must be having a bad dream. Is anyone willing to wake her up and convince her that this is all just a sleeping flower?

"Rba..." Kin called out to him, make you realize that this is not a dream. "Where?"

Like the stars in heaven and all colors

And faithful love

And real light

Oh, the stars in heaven tell me stories

And faithful love

And real light

You open your eyes, lamenting the pain that feels real. What can he answer? He wants to refuse. He didn't want their relationship to end, but how could he force people who already didn't want to be with him? Hasn't Kin recently been showing his reluctance to her?

What could he be? Kin doesn't want to, what can he do? It was easy for a Kin to get another woman who was more everything than him. While he could not, Kin was too precious to him. However, begging that this relationship does not end is clearly not the nature of Andara. It was not necessarily granted Kin and just made it look cheap.

"Yes," whispered Andara resigned.

Another one that he feared if they broke up, their friendship would be broken as well.  "But ... We're still friends, right?" her door.

That's all you can ask Kin. There was no way he could ask them not to break up.  

Impossible.

Imposibble.

"Yes," Kin replied then shut up again.

The song Bintang in Heaven as the opening song played by Irvin is almost finished. You as hard as possible trying to swallow. In the throat it feels like there are fine roots that grow and block the airway. His eyes feel hot. Raise the view so that the heat does not condense. Like understanding what you are facing from behind the glass, Irvin took the initiative to play one Peterpan song to another as an addition.

"Yes, yes, yes. Take care," Andara concluded the conversation. His throat feels sore.

"You too."

Andara immediately turned off the call after Kin's reply and went into the studio. Plucking into the usual chair was comfortable, but now it felt thorny, he placed his head on the table. 

"Lo's okay?" Irvin glanced worriedly. The guy saw a very clear cloudy look on his face.

Andara just nodded slowly while breathing in the air deeply. Calm. Calm. He needs to calm down.

"Gue back, yeah." Irvin, excuse me. Irvin's working hours should only be until five, but other operators on night duty are on leave so Irvin is on longer duty.

"Thanks, Vin," replied You weakly.

He tried to grab the mouse, and read the information about Peterpan. The band that has changed its name to Noah turned out to have many good songs with deep lyrics. Often heard Western songs, Andara even late realized that many good Indonesian songs. Light but meaningful lyrics, distinctive vocalist voice became one of the hallmarks of Peterpan. Besides the vocalist is handsome, of course.

In the past, you didn't have much respect for the band. He considers the listener only to like the look of Ariel, but after he hears their two songs, all of Andara's thoughts shift by themselves. Peterpan is a terrible band, worthy of legend and liked by many people.

Maybe the feeling was gone

And maybe later

We'll meet again

One of my questions, don't you try to ask me back

The feeling I died

Like yesterday

When all is here

After the palpitations in the chest feel better, Youara muttered for a while for facial gymnastics. He tried hard to improve the mood to sound fine during the broadcast. Unfortunately, Peterpan songs even like embracing the pain, as if to invite him to curl up and enjoy the wound.

After opening and telling a little about the history of the band, Andara got many requests from Besties. Without much consideration, all of the Besties' requests that were indeed on the playlist were immediately turned around. There are many messages that come in, the average story tells about their experience either sad, happy or funny with Peterpan songs and inevitably read their stories to make you smile knot. 

There's a listener's request for a song I'm saying Beautifully. The Besties claimed he always felt like Ariel if he heard the song while sitting on the window. The message made you laugh a little. He then played a song released in 2004 and sold 350 thousand copies in the first two weeks. Immediately silent, feeling stuck with the content of the song.

But my heart always lifted you up

Elevate you too much

Always elevate you

You broke my heart no longer held back

You broke my heart to see you

You light my soul, dim it again

You broke my heart to see you

Not wanting to be glued for long with the right song with his feelings, Andara then played another Peterpan song and read the next message.

"There's a Bram who requests songs All About Us. She said, This song reminds me of the school breakup. At first I did not want to go to farewell, but was forced to do the same for others. My friends brought me home. Keep time in the building, some friends who have a band, change events. Until the time, the students singing this song and we who heard it became moved. I remember that during my three years at school, there were many sins that I committed. Malak sisters class, seduced girls, madol, pretend sick to sleep in UKS, bawuran. But the curiosity is also how solid we were when one of our friends wanted to be fired from school, one of our forces broke down and managed to make the Principal cancel his dismissal," said Andara read a text that entered while smiling softly. His High School is also beautiful, but what makes it not beautiful is that there is Kaka there.

His eyes were moved to another message. The sender is a girl. "Peterpan's most memorable song was his Deepest. The song reminded me of how I waited for someone for three years, and did not dare to reveal because we were legitimate. Until graduation, he wanted to go to college outside and finally I dared myself to express my feelings. And you know? He said he couldn't answer my feelings. He's asking for time." Andara was silent for a while because of the shock of reading the continued message. "Gue give him time. I said I would wait for him to come, would wait for news of him, but .. turns out the news and arrival he will never exist. He went missing with MH 370, and until now I never got the answer."

You are not able to speak anymore. After reading the message, he immediately played The Deepest, followed by Chrisye song sung by Peterpan, My Love Story. Surely the listener was crying blood, because You alone who read the message was sad. It turns out that much more tragic than her love story.

After an hour in the studio, he realized that the songs Peterpan released from the time span of 2003 to 2008 were a lot of good. You've never heard those songs. He was intrigued by the film Alexandria whose soundtrack filled Peterpan.

While reading the film's recension, he lamented the song that played. Secretly, you are amazed when you feel the songs on this playlist are in accordance with the situation now. How magical a passage of tone and message conveyed by the lyricist.

Like a 2DSD song that is playing, success makes Youara riveted again.

I look up at the quiet sky, and I won't cry over the night. 'Keep standing, I'll fight for the day. I'll mean, I won't die.

He remembered the fact that approached him earlier. For the umpteenth time, he was wasted again. With pain that is still felt, Youara tried to hold her head. Yes, bowing down will only make the crown fall. Although at the end it will all be the same, and he remains a loser, never a winner.

No, you're not crying. He won't cry over this. After all, neither Buana nor Kin, they were just men who left after being useless. Andara grimaces thin. He was never a home. He's just a hotel that looks interesting to stop at then can be as he likes to be left. 

They are biased, not eternal. Come just to put the wound and waltz in. His heart was considered an amusement park. In fact, amusement parks use rules. Not just anyone can enter a vehicle. Andara smiled wryly. It was fitting that he was as relaxed as Rossa, letting the men crawl at her feet, and enjoy their folly. 

Let Sally find me

Let him fly away

In his heart only one

Far away his heart is just 'me

If he finds out he's looking for her, why leave it? In fact, in his heart he was only one.

Tell me I'm not coming

Make sure I don't come back

Then let her cry

Then let him go

Are all guys like this, huh? Already know awaited, but instead let the girls wait and cry.

Sally, you're always alone

Until whenever alone

Until you are tired of waiting

Until you are tired of crying

Andara gulped so that her throat would not come back sore. Yes, it is the 2019 version of Sally herself. Kin means intentionally with his treatment of Andara lately? Andara growls low. Does he have to take another revenge, like he did to Buana?

However, Kin did not decide unilaterally. The guy was still asking him.

Once again your heart debated. Kin's question was just a small talk, didn't he understand that? Kin didn't really like her, not really over her feelings. They had been in the relationship for about a month.

You're hardening the volume of the song in the studio. He buried his raging head on the table while singing along with Ariel.

I waited for you, waiting for you

dead in front of me, in front of me, in front of me.

Perhaps, Kin was indeed never a taste. He's just a lover clapping one hand. There's nothing rousing about the clap that's just next door, is there? He is living a coconut love story and the incident in Johor is just an error. Isn't there a cat that refuses to be offered fish?

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Hiya....

How try you can tell if the Kinnya who does not love the gap?

After all, men are the same, Beb.

Malicious.

I became a tree.

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If you believe this, how should you?