ASA IS FADING
CHAPTERS 14. LET'S GET MARRIED

"Please answer me. I why?" Jihan repeated the question. Staring at the bead of the eyes of the man who looked at him with a gaze full of haru. It was as if something was making her feelings soar.

"You're pregnant."

"What?" Jihan was surprised not to play.

"Yes you're pregnant with my son. Our son." Repeat Sami with a trembling voice. It felt like he was so relieved to have managed to tell Jihan the happy news. The cute girl he saw was now looking at him with eyes of disbelief. Nanar staring. Then he fell down lethargic.

"No way. I'm not pregnant." Jihan nodded in disbelief. The world he was inhabiting right now felt like it was collapsing instantly. Did he not hear wrong? She pregnant? Is it a two-body? The seed of Sami? The guy who fucked her that night. How could she be positively pregnant if they only did that once in the evening? Is that possible?

"You see for yourself if you don't believe." Sami handed him a piece of paper that he had been holding. The results of a blood test belonging to Jihan who stated it was positive for two bodies.

"This?" Jihan immediately bowed lethargic after reading what was written in the hospital labor paper.

"Let's get married. I would not let my son be born without his father. You can no longer escape reality." Sami grabbed Jihan's hand with a thumping chest. Afraid that the girl would turn him back. He was afraid that Jihan would not accept the truth. Refuse the presence of the fetus in the womb.

"Is this what you expect? How could anyone welcome this pregnancy? It doesn't make sense." Said Jihan with a vibrating tone of voice. He stroked his flat stomach for the first time. 

"Are you not happy? You want to reject the boy? Don't tell me you don't want it!"

"It's ridiculous mas." Jihan sat down. Swiping his head that began to feel pulsating. The room around him suddenly seemed to be swirling. It is fitting that the last week his body often feels weak. His appetite was also not as good as usual. Sometimes there is pain under the navel. Turns out...

"You dizzy? Do you want to buy food? What do you want to eat?" Sami worries when he sees Jihan bowing listlessly while holding her stomach grimacing with pain.

"Please leave me alone, can you?" Reject Jihan.

"You don't reject me anymore. Are you running away from me again, Ji? You're two now." Sami panicked when he heard the girl ask him to stay away. Did the girl refuse him?? It's unbelievable. Sami grunts rudely.

"I'd like to be alone again, my head hurts a lot." Said Jihan in a weak voice. It was not his heart's intention to expel the man. It was just that his heart was starting to break. He still can't digest what's happening. The reality he had just heard was still unable to accept with common sense. What should he do now? He could no longer escape Sami. There's a fetus in her womb now. The seed of a cold, eagle-eyed man is waiting for him in the hospital emergency room. It's hard to believe what he's going through now.

"You're not running anymore, are you?" Sami asked once again trying to convince himself. Hope Jihan won't do anything crazy again by running away like she did.

"Okay but you promised me you wouldn't run away again. Remember Ji, in your womb there's our son." 

"Can I let alone now?" Said Jihan while closing her eyes. He felt powerless to face the man again. Facing the reality of life that now feels very bitter to him. Since meeting with Sami his life has become more complicated. The difficulties of life just keep coming closer to each other. Starting with losing dad. Then follow the mother. His closest family seemed to care less. Economic difficulties that also hampered it. Plus this pregnancy. It's complete that Jihan's suffering. With this pregnancy will she marry someone's husband?

He smiled wryly while closing his eyes. Laughing at her incredible life-flow is full of dilemmas.

"Thank God. I'm glad you're aware. You just have to come to me. I will not waste you and your child. I promise we'll give the boy status soon. You can keep my promise. Please believe me, Ji." Sami half whispered in the girl's ear. Jihan's soft hands were already tightly grasped. Hands that are warm but seem powerless.

Sami gently kissed that delicate hand. Shower him with a few kisses. Hope Jihan feels how happy she really feels because all her beliefs are proven. Jihan was right to finally get pregnant. From the beginning Sami already had that premonition. Although they only did it in one go, Sami's onslaught of passion couldn't possibly fail to fertilize the girl. He was sure of it from the beginning considering how hot their romance was on that cold night.

"You don't go away anymore, Ji. Stay with me."

"What about the family? What about my wife and kids?" Jihan asked with her eyes closed. It was already a more difficult phase of life that he would soon face after this. Imagining Sami who is a married man makes Jihan sure everything will not be easier for him. He will soon enter into the complexity of married life. Pregnant and married to a married man?? Who would want a life like that. How can she live as a normal woman? How will he face the entire Sami family later? Will he be able to live it? Is there no other choice but that?

"You don't think about it. Let me face it. You just need to take care of our baby. You and your child are my priority now. Don't think about things that aren't clear. Not good for our baby. You will be stressed." Sami said by looking at Jihan's face with a warm look. Tears were dripping from the corner of the girl's eyes. 

Sami directly rubbed the clear liquid with his thumb. Caressing the face of ayu that looks now looks more and more sad. I don't know why Sami feels so fond of that girl right now. He always felt there was another debate every time he got close to Jihan. The innocent girl he found accidentally a few weeks ago in an amusement park. Where he spent most of his time to escape the coldness of his wife who no longer gave him warm love. Sami believes Jihan feels the same way. It's just that the girl hasn't admitted it yet. Though the mouth says no, the eyes can never lie.

"Why did you have to go so far? Why are you making me so helpless? What do you expect from a girl like me?" The caress that Jihan had just felt from the man made her finally reckless to ask. What does that man really want from him?

That question left Sami silent for a moment. Then he said...

"Because you're different. You've made me fall." 

How did Jihan feel after hearing Sami's confession????

*********TBC*********