
"Like a glass, cracked and put back together with its shards. Then it cracks back. That's the Heart."
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"You sure?" papa said seriously, I nodded for sure.
"Tomorrow must go, Papa's work cannot be left. Not that Papa doesn't get-"
"Gabriel knows, Pa. But Gabriel left later." said me and Papa nodded in agreement.
"Don't be sad, Papa can take care of you." Papa's spirit.
I do not want to linger here for a long time because my mind is more tormented let alone remember all the memories I have experienced here with Mother.
I don't want to get sicker.
"Briel..?" sahut Papa waved his hand. Well, that's. Papa's a man who can be gentle but also very cruel.
"Why?" tanyanya, I shake.
"Not really." I said, maybe now I want to leave here. The guilt has made my heart so bad.
"Gabriel is gone now" said I take the bag and leave, and shadows and bells begin to come. Sayup sank but the longer it was heard, making my vision blurred..
Tinnn
Braaak!
"Gabriel!" I shouted from the gate of the house. I held onto the temple which started to spit out red, blood-soaked liquid. Good thing the speed of the car is not too fast, it could be my crackers. Stay sow bon cabe.
"Hurry home!" angry, angry. I follow him behind. Like I said earlier, Papa is a cruel man, a kid gets hit forced to walk. The car was already maen nyosor, damn it.
I looked at that simple cream-colored house. It feels like my past memories are twisted and the pain, hate anger and regret of being one. Scared me, chose to run away, again.
I waved my hand, stopped the taxi and saw that Papa didn't notice, thank God.
During the journey I stared at the cloudy sky, occasionally continuing to write in a small black book that I would later love someone, El.
Perhaps, at first I too avoided him who turned cold. The nature of bego and his brother is lost, but he used to teach me, if life is only once, so do all the things that can make me happy.
But naturally, because of my departure that arrived, I still remember the last time I met him, at the school park.
That time, my first day of school after 2 months stopped because the trauma killed the perverted om. I'm afraid of the same guys, including El.
I shut up and fucked him who kept telling a long story about his cat who had 3 children because of being killed by the next village cat, sometimes about his little brother named Refan.
Yes, he is.
Because I was silent he began to feel strange, he was able to talk many times even recklessly holding hands. I was afraid and hit him, I thought he would give up but he suddenly swerved, automatically traumatized me back and could not think clearly.
I hit him hard on the head until he hit a big tree that was washing down on a park bench. Blood flowed from his temple, and I ran away in fear. Just like a loser.
Was cruel. You can hate me as you please.
But I never thought I'd see him after 3 years of running away. The first day I went to Generation of Nations High School I was not very familiar because I memorized the wide grin of El.
Until I saw it, the black pin was stuck in his bag. It was no coincidence, I memorized when and what day he gave it to me.
When he asked me to be friends at the park a week after he discovered my life. Even he did not hesitate to be the talk of teachers who do not like me a lot.
Out of the airport plane, I immediately searched for a ride to the house.
Cclek
"Welcome back, briel!" say me to myself. I went to the room to get some antipsychotic tablets.
After I finished cleaning myself, the body in the mattress, the mind began to improve. I saw a dihp notification lying around in utas.
A chat from Eagle remembers me, tomorrow the karate race and I still haven't prepared.
"Bsk jm 7 otw ."
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"GABRIELS! CONGRATULATIONS, LO CHAMPION 2.. HOI MONKEY CONGEK?!" Pekik South fit in my ear, yesterday the match has been held and I failed to defeat Adiputra High School boy. I even had to be taken to the hospital for a serious injury.
And here I am, the hospital is accompanied by many clamor who nyampehnya nyampe kafitas miper while ghibahin si reot Sugiono who hobby naena.
"What's her name? The deon? Crazy, sakep sakep jago maen many children people! I want to kiss you on oath!" babble the bowl-haired guy, Kiki if I'm not mistaken.
"Horally, he was already a national 1st champion. I'm proud of you Gab, never give up until the end, your hands almost loose loh hahah," Rafael laughs nyungsep see my left arm wrapped in bandages.
"Mule bucket! People are almost dying and even mated, I doain you snatched gelledek, MAMPUS!" south of the mirror, his eyes almost popped out.
Cclek
Instantly our gaze was fixed on one point, where a wall boy entered with his cold face, the Eagle of the pillar boy.
"You guys get out,"
"Well?!"
"Gue wants to talk to him." Now that all eyes are on me, the Eagle takes a step right next to me.
"Gue wants to talk."
Deg.
My heart stopped, Daniel, South, and all the guys who were cooling me straight out. Died me, died the horror atmosphere naudzubillah.
"Gabriel?" he said, I looked deeper. He knows something, I'm sure. Especially now that he's calling me by name.
"Lo hear me?"
"Yes, sir."
Ah shucks. That's my mouth?
"I'll ask you once again..."
I raised my face, looking at her smooth face and looks. Damnit.
"... Do you know Ann?"
Body numbness, oxygen supply felt away made me tremble, nervous. My fingers are cooling down, all the past recorders are spinning. I kept quiet, scared. Afraid she's angry, afraid she hates, afraid she's disappointed.
"Lo's got a mouth, right?"
"Sorry."
"That means right?" he said in a calm tone.
My body cooled, without waiting for the reply the Eagle walked to the door. My heart hurts.
"El.." -...."
He stopped, without looking. I'm sure he's still angry, but there's nothing I can do but regret. I can only curse myself, I don't have what I can say to apologize.
"I'm sorry, El."
"Yes,"
He really left, my tears fell. At that moment, my vision turned dark.
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