Badgirl Vs Ketos
#41. Regretted?

"Why ask you to meet, so you know you've been as fun as ever."

Gabriel. S.A. (chicken scholar)

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Eagle's Pov.

"Lo's got a mouth, right?"

"I'm sorry" he said, I was silent for a moment.

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"That means right?"

He looked down inside, making my feelings jumble. Angry, disappointed, and happy.

My breathing is irregular, when my mind starts to heat up I choose to cool my head.

"El.." The voice he made my step stop, I wasn't ready to see him. Look at my past, beautiful but thorny.

"I'm sorry," my hands clenched strongly. Angrier. He doesn't deserve to say sorry. Do not wait long, then leave the room which bears silent witness to painful facts.

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For a long time I was silent, watching the evening sky dominated by gold. Beautiful, but only for a moment. Like Ann, just come and go. Is that called beautiful?

But, before I realized he came without saying anything. Shut up, and don't explain anything after sending me to the hospital alone, he's moving schools and homes.

After he moved I had time ngalamin whose name bully by classmates, the day of my cheerful day replaced with overcast. After graduating from Junior High I decided to move home, forget about my old self. Replace it with silence.

"Woi Dora Gondolan! Lo apain my ex?!" a blonde guy beside me.

"Hm."

"Hm? You mean what? Why gelud?" nyaho him once again, I pay attention to the crackle of the trash hoping that someone will gag the mouth of the South.

"He fainted."

"It's none of my business" I replied, the South suddenly laughed loosely. His laughter stopped and then he made a sound,

"Even though I'm not Kang Rhoma Irama anymore a flood of money, I know.." he was silent for a moment, staring at me with his rancid face. Not connect.

"Lo likes Gabriel, right?"

"So!"

"Lo panicked.had stopped being pretentious to stone, Lo is not a mannequin bro, before he left I tell you before regret."

"Don't care."

"OK, buy cireng yok!" point him to the Ice doger merchant.

Healthy?

"Okay," I snorted as I walked towards the hospital parking lot, back home.

"Elang, as a fellow guy who once fought him. I know your problem is with Gabriel, he told me." Southern voice arrived, making my chest feel strange.

"He still loves you, you should know he's been fighting his death to change."

"And one more thing, he's sick. You know him better than I do, so you know what he's been through until that trauma."

He sighed, patting me on the shoulder. "Lost your selfishness, I also love him Lang. But I know, happy he's just for you, not for me. Please don't make him cry. I beg you as the guy who loves him."

Now what should I do?

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06.30

My eyes did not stop on the flat screen on the desk, after sending a message to Gabriel last night, the morning was still unrequited.

"Ck," I'm upset, not like usual Monday, today it's raining heavily. I took the car out to school.

"Bro.." Welcome blond, South.

"Create it, make it lo. Congratulations on your regret today and the day after." he said, his face gloomy. A little black book he proffered, I was a little surprised.

"What do you mean?"

"He moved, this is for you. Please appreciate that you still have a heart."

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Deg.

What's?!

Because I don't feel sure I rush to the principal's room without caring about the fear of Papa.

"Pa," call me, staring at a cold man sitting in the room.

"Gabriel moved?"

"Yes. Is there a problem?" he replied suspiciously, I shook my head briefly.

"Son, Papa didn't move him, did he?"

"Don't get me wrong, he came here by himself yesterday to take care of the moving papers."

"Hm."

My heart is still beating hard, my mind is in turmoil. A few times said that the itchy girls who fought to greet each other I lost. Is this sick? Twice he went for no reason. Damnit damnit!

Rooftop became my escape, I impatiently called Gabriel, but the number was not active, just like before. Lost in the earth. Ck.

I'm sure he even moved house without leaving a trace. I noticed a little book that he always carries around these days, so he's been planning everything from scratch?

Is he laughing at me again? Can I be disappointed again? He was the only one who made my mind sick.

"Armgh!" I hit the floor.

"Truly nyes anyway? I thought you really did batu hahah." South sahut arrived.

"Shut up."

"So what are you going to do now?" ask the guy who from yesterday has no end to my nguntitin. South bengek.

"Find him."

"Huh? Lo healthy?"

"Why?" ketus I don't like.

"Lo want to go find him in London that is vast naudzubillah? If you're not healthy, it's up to you" he said sitting next door.

"London?" surprised me.

"Yep. Come with the papa." said he stared up at the sky.

"Lo himself?" ask me curious.

"Gue?" He paused for a moment, turned his gaze skyward, then made a sound. "Well, thats how. Maybe I'll stop fighting the way he wants, but I won't stop loving him, whatever the reason, hehe." South grinned wide, I knew her feelings more sincerely than mine.

"But if you still want to fight him, you better think good." He got up, then patted me on the shoulder, without any more bacots he left with the chameleon on top of the hair that was on my face, ironic.

At least his words made my mind cool again. What I need to do is clear.

1 Year more.

After graduating from school, I'll find him there. See what I'll do if I meet that lizard.

No matter how many years there, how wide there is, or what bad luck awaits me there. Before finding him, I make sure I will never tread in Indonesia except with him, he said, El's Ann.

*****

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