Beans Forgot the Skin
Chapter 1 Changed
The morning wet from the rain last night, still a warm embrace left from my halal lover who has been part of my life since I married him, Mas Rudi is my husband who only graduated from Junior High, I work as an honorary teacher. Even though I did not get my parents' blessing I still insisted on marrying him because my love was too great with Mas Rudi.
Early married to him he only worked as a factory worker. Our household is very happy because Mas Rudi is a very understanding and loving person. Until one day I intend to enroll him to attend C package school so that he gets an SMU diploma so that his confidence arises.
"Mas, join the C package school, so you can get a raise at the Mas factory" I said reassured.
Mas Rudi is actually a very smart and smart person just that when Junior High he did not get full support from his parents to continue his higher education.
"Urus la Dik, Mas would, for the sake of our happiness together," he replied gently.
I also looked for all the information to take the exam for my husband, although both my parents still did not support all my efforts to support the progress of Mas Rudi. My mom always looked at me cynically. But I'm just sick of it, besides I'm an adult, I've got the right to choose my own way of life.
Finally the long-awaited finish is over, Mas Rudi got SMU izajah and got a raise and got a better position, now he has become part of QC. I'm so happy not to have wasted all my struggles.
"Sik, thank you dik, finally Mas can get a better position than before, Mas just a freight worker, now Mas's work is good," said Mas Rudi excited.
"Yes, Mas, I am also very happy Mas has not tired of his work anymore and now it is neat no need to ngoyo anymore," said me gently.
Mas Rudi hugged and kissed my forehead. The cold night added to the martyrdom that night, as a childless married couple made us like newlyweds even as our marriage entered its second year.
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"Dik, in Mas factory there is an appointment but must be a lecture dik, what according to the younger brother," he said excited.
At that time I was pregnant with our first child, my body was very weak, but seeing my husband's spirit I did not dare to break his spirit.
"Yes already studied at an open university aja Mas, the issue of cost later we think together," said I steady.
Mas Rudi's eyes sparkled at my answer, his eyes showing an intoxicating love. I am very proud to have a husband who has high ideals and a fighting spirit to make his wife happy.
Finally Mas Rudi can finish college easily, even though the cost problem he knows is fine. I was desperate for money, sometimes my husband's salary money was not enough to meet all the needs of our family. The salary money is drained. We have no savings at all. All out for Mas Rudi's college.
Now that he had gotten a good position in his factory, he now worked in the office as an administration. His work has also been wearing a shirt and fragrant. I was getting busy with my work and the children, without knowing how Mas Rudi was starting to change.
She was no longer gentle to me, but I was carrying my second child from her, because the distance of the first and second children was a little tight I was tired and did not have time to think about my appearance. Moreover, I thought about all my debts without the knowledge of Mas Rudi because I think he had to finish his studies on time so that this stupid me did not want to make Mas Rudi participate in thinking about the burden of our family's debts which I never told Mas Rudi. But it turns out everything is like a Boomerang in my family.
Mas Rudi is getting changed and cuey with me. He began to dare to play with fire. I found some friendly chatter from a friend. My heart crumpled dimly, I could what, as my gestational age entered the ninth month.
"Mas, I want a baby, please prepare money for the baby," I said slowly.
"Where is all our money, everything is in your hands, I never know the form and apparently my salary all this time. Now you ask me to find money for the house, your work money where all," he said ketus.
"Well, by the way" I said sobbing and hysterical.
"I don't know where the money is going. Don't you love your family without my knowledge." His eyes looked at me with anger.
Like a man of stinginess at that time, I was very angry and hated my hard-earned husband.
"Mas, who's this chat." My eyes are staring at him.
"My girlfriend, you're not attractive anymore, I'm sick of negligee. Why are you not good at taking care of the body, don't blame me for turning around the heart" he said casually.
I could not hear all the words of Mas Rudi who had gone too far my heart crumbled dimly all the emotions peaked. Finally I was bleeding because I was too emotionally restrained, I still heard the sound of Mas Rudi's sobbing and the voice of Radit my first child who was calling my name. All the memories were twisted back when my parents did not approve of my relationship with Mas Rudi. Turns out Mama's right speech forgive your son Ma in my heart murmured. Even though I heard the sound of ambulance chirping, I wanted to be taken to the mall
During the journey the eyes are closed but my heart looks far to remember all the togetherness with Mas Rudi. Isn't that worth it I'm Mas in your eyes. Dialogue after dialogue is an irregular diction that makes my race fade away. It feels like a futile struggle. All my sacrifices were met with pain that I could hardly translate with words.
"Tiara, why we owe a lot, every day there are those who collect debt, whether you cheat on money," he said.
"Mas, all your needs, your college needs a lot of money, your salary is how much Mas, how much money we go where all, you think my parents want money from your sweat, you know, anyways my parents are ko sufficiency," I said impassively.
"Plakkk, plaques, plakkk." A hard slap landed on my cheek.
"What the fuck are you, Mas, dare you slap me? Okay Mas, I'm gonna open everything, where's all our money." My eyes flashed and my anger peaked.
"Basik you are not good at managing finances, I'm tired of work, we have contracted trus five years, replace the contract, I'm bored, instead of being able to keep even tekor, even, I get bored every day in the neighborhood Ama story if you owe a lot in your school," he said again.
"Mas, I'm not wasteful, all the money runs out because buy all your needs, buy a new train for work and to your campus, I'm willing to buy a car so you can move quickly, he said, although stupidly I never want to share stories, before I die I want you to manage finances a month, quite not," he said. Tears of trus unravel.
My husband fell silent and looked at me.
"I'm sorry, sir."
"Yet late, my heart is already sick, I thought you gave me to thank you for having a wife who supports all your progress but I was wrong, all your achievements make you forget yourself and forget where you're from, just not rich you've acted." My words pierced his heart, I have prepared all these words because Mas Rudi I have been monitoring the last 2 months.
He knelt down begging for mercy but my heart was still inflamed, during these 2 months all access medsosnya I copy, indeed his friendship with his superiors was not too far away, still pedekate but I have to exterminate and brainwash him so he doesn't mess with me. Indeed, men are tested for faith when they already have fangs, when it was still a pelvic coolie who would want to approach him. Sucks.
All the memories repeated themselves before my eyes closed but my mind knew everything he was doing when I was bleeding. With the help of Ms. Surti my neighbor, she was hysterical, screaming for help, all our housing residents came to see my terrible situation. I saw Mas Rudi's face paled when I saw me drooping weakly, I was still giggling in my heart and then you felt like losing a woman like me.
During the ambulance my eyes were still closed but my ears caught clearly the deep regret of the lips of the man I had worked so hard to fight for his career. Not yet successful had dared to betray his sincere wife, how if it had been successful ntar, maybe I would be banished from his life. Basic immoral man, right Mama said when she saw Mas Rudi early-morning.
"Tiara, why the same man is Kak, like the person is not polite that, there is no morality, installment," said Mama soft.
"He is not installments Ma, just active only Ma, he is good Ma," I assure you.
Mama breathed a long sigh hearing all my arguments, yes because my great love overcame them all. All skewed views of Mas Rudi kutepis. But everything is now a reality, but it's not too late there's still time to fix this.
I will make calculations for you, Mas Rudi. You'll be me for a little while so you can feel what I've been feeling all along. Let alone to keep the appearance to eat only sometimes I should be concerned that there is a payment for the semester money, all the necessities. You nut husband forgot his skin.
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