Being my Master's Wife
Episode 20: Why Should I?

“Fina, .. no one can change a person except the person himself. So, when you want to make a change, everything will start and end according to the effort you do.”

Episode 20: Why Should I?

Fina stepped quickly leaving the puskesmas. As quickly as he wiped every tear incessantly glistening from his two eyes. Also, as fast as the expectations that continue to be raised so that everything becomes better. Regarding Raswin's situation, also the unfailing slander against him. Apart from that, the words of regret from Bian that kept ringing in the memories of the twenty-four-year-old woman also made Fina's state even more chaotic.

“From the beginning I also did not want to marry you! I had to marry you so you don't feel bad! Especially after I saw you with that guy! You think I have no regrets about ever marrying you?!”

Fina's chest felt increasingly claustrophobic because Bian's words did not run away from his memory. If her memory could be erased, Fina really wanted to do it. Even though it had to pay a heavy price and Fina had to owe a loan shark even though, the woman was prepared. The origin of Bian and all those who continue to slander him is lost to memory and when necessary disappears from the face of the earth forever. It's okay if because of the debt to the loan shark, Fina has to be a slave for life. The origin of his heartache was gone - with the loss of those who caused it - Fina would live it sincerely.

When the roar of the vehicle filled Fina's hearing, the woman realized that she had been standing in the middle of the road. While the boisterous sound of the horn that was going on was none other than Fina. Fina was made to not believe her condition. He reflexes screech backwards along with the mockery of the street riders he got.

“Search for dead?!”

“Maniac!”

“Nyusahin live people only!”

“Ngalamun do not while walking! The danger! Yes if you are the one who is hurt, if someone else, how?!”

So sad, Fina could not even apologize. His mouth was completely locked tightly, with the spirit of life instantly receding.

“If my life is useless, why does God still let me live?” muttered Fina who was bowed limp.

The tiredness that Fina felt, made the woman want to give up. Fina wants to die. In any way, as long as he could die as soon as possible. It was thought by Fina who started to step by the side of the road, to commit suicide. But suddenly, his little heart asked: if he killed himself, would it instantly make him die? What if the suicide is just making it flawed and complicating things? Also, who will fight for and make his family happy, while Raswin is dying?

Fina was devastated. He who returned sobbing, gradually observed the atmosphere around with a pushy look because his tears did not stop. “Fina, .. no one can change a person except the person himself. So, when you want to make a change, everything will start and end according to the effort you do.” Deep in her heart, Fina tried to encourage herself. Words of encouragement that he created and all this time he always used to encourage himself in fighting to change the fate of the family. Yes, ... Fina wants to get a better life, especially raising the family. However, all of Fina's efforts were inversely proportional. Because what Fina got was precisely slander and mala calamity that never stopped crashing his family.

Now, the one who stole Fina's attention was none other than her right hand that felt heavy. And as he observed, among the wet shades of the last night's rain that even coalesced on every street that Fina walked, it was because of Rafael's wallet. The question now is, why did Rafael to give a wallet that even contains a lot of red sheet money, in addition to credit cards that are neatly lined up to decorate each row specifically for credit cards? Did Rafael test it on purpose? Or even ... Rafael set him up on purpose? Because, it feels very strange if a man who is not even very familiar, and indeed he does not know, it gives him freedom as well as sincerity, right? Bian who has been his best friend since they were children, can change and even become a stranger who is hostile to Fina, let alone Rafael who is even a rich man?

At his thought, Fina hurriedly stopped her steps. Fina convinces herself to return the wallet immediately, before new problems come her way. Before things get harder. Even though Fina was already in front of the clothing store that Rafael meant and her whereabouts next to the puskesmas. More precisely, the position of the puskesmas flanked by the police station where Ipul was detained, following the clothing store destination Fina.

Shortly after Fina turned back to meet Rafael, at the same time, Rafael was in a hurry and had just left the entrance gate of the puskesmas. And unplanned, their views meet on their own. Surprisingly, along with that, both Fina and Rafael both felt that their world was spinning slower. They seemed to be trapped in a slow motion scene while the things around them also experienced something similar. They were the controllers of life for some time before finally a bus passed by and swept away the puddles of rain, flushing their bodies.

Fina and Rafael reflexes closed in on the annoyance. The body even partially covered their faces due to exposure to dirty water that had flooded the hollow road next to them. With their distance of no less than two meters, Fina could clearly see Rafael's anger. Because after being closed while playing his jaw that is quite open, the teeth of the man also until tightly interlocked shortly after until a loud sigh is heard. Rafael looks very angry.

Fina who was confused, reflexively observed the situation around. He was looking for people who Rafael was angry with and certainly asked to be held accountable. However, if someone is responsible, shouldn't that be the bus driver? Regardless, around them there was really no one else. So, Rafael was angry and held to account to whom? Time on Fina? On what basis ...?

“Iya, .. you! I was talking to you! The time he had I had to get angry at the winding road? And how could I also be angry with the bus driver who was driving without seeing the situation?!” nagging Rafael again while pointing at Fina's face.

Indeed, Rafael who was initially filled with care, turned into a very fierce even. Fina alone until afraid of being made. Why is Rafael so volatile? Why is Rafael so temperamental?

Fina who pointed at her face without turning her gaze away from Rafael said, “aku? Why should I?”

“Because you are too weak! Because you're too stupid! Idiot!”

“R-rafael .. you why?”

“Knowing your life is hard! It still complicates itself! If your life is so hard, why don't you just give up and accept my offer? We both need and what is the difficulty of cooperation!”

“Rafael, I don't understand what you mean!” Sela Fina's. He deliberately increased the volume of his voice because Rafael continued to nyerocos while pointing at Fina's face.

“Just marry me and all your suffering is over! You heard me, didn't you?! Your hearing is still working fine, right?!” snapped Rafael who was still explosive even impressed will swallow Fina alive.

“Why should I ..?” fina's reflexes are so confused. “Why did Rafael keep asking me to be his wife? Why would a guy like Rafael want to marry a woman like me?” fina wondered more and more.

In front of Fina, Rafael still ensnared her with an inexhaustible look. With a hunting breath that made the chest of his field rise and fall quickly, Rafael did not turn his gaze away from the two beads of Fina's eyes that also looked at him full of worry.

Connect .....

Accept, no. Thank, ... no.

Whatever .... wkwkwkwkwk.

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Rositians.