
“Am I that bad?.. Am I really not worthy of being a wife, to the extent that, the friend who became my husband chose to divorce me without giving me a chance?”
Episode 8: Impas Talak From Bian
What Bian did was nothing but an insult that the Fina family would never forget. The insults that had even made Fina a family disabled. Not to mention, if they had to imagine how the response of the people, especially the neighbors who had tasted Fina, took Bian from Lia.
“Only because you can not love Mbak Fina, ... just because Mas can not forget Lia even feel traumatized after what Lia did, you divorced Mbak Fina without feeling, Mas?!” lina spoke shortly after listening to the reason Bian gave her parents. The man said it just as he returned after catching up with Fina, but Fina chose to lock herself inside the room without heeding it.
Rina did not blame Fina's decision, even though what her sister did made her even more anxious. Because Rina herself was not sure it would be okay, if she was in a position to even be Fina. It could be, even Rina had killed herself because she was not strong enough to bear the reality, especially shame. In this case, the wrong one is Bian. The man in front of him who had been upset could be a partner and husband for Fina even did not have the guts.
Fina stepped firmly while looking at Bian full of hatred. He could not control at all let alone hide his disappointment and anger, because Fina brother and sister were treated so unfairly and even inhumanely!
“Why are you so inhumane, Mom? Where are your heart and memory? You forgot, who were you before this?” rina Benthic. “You are very close, ... You love each other!” Rina kept on exploding. Instead of even sitting or standing apart, he deliberately approached, squatting in front of Bian and until he gripped the man's chest shirt with enough to lift him up. “Mbak Fina innocent. He has sacrificed a lot. Sister Fina is a victim of your selfishness! So it's not a good reason that you're suddenly divorcing her, Mas!”
Rina threw the hand prisoner following Bian's body until the man was thrown, bowed helplessly as before he clutched the man's chest shirt. “It should be that Mas can't have marriage with Mbak Fina, because Mas is traumatized and all the reasons that Mas said, ... Mas shouldn't have to marry Mbak Fina no matter what the reason!” raung Rina while sitting next to Bian, looked down at the man without being able to stop his sobs.
“Do not because of someone's fault, you equate everyone will make the same mistake to you, Bi.” Purely uttered sobbing while gripping his chest. He looked at Bian with disappointment and wounds.
Another case of Rina and Murni, Raswin who was disappointed actually chose silence. To him, up to any time, a man like Bian could not make Fina happy. Men are weak-spirited and don't even have a stand. Only one that Raswin wanted, Bian had to clear Fina's already tarnished good name just for being married to Bian.
“After this, do not ever exist, let alone approach Fina again. But before, clear the good name of Fina who was already smeared for marrying you!” said Raswin without looking at Bian, just before passing away leaving together.
Only sobs that adorned together like Raswin who chose to go into the room, locked themselves like Fina.
Bian was still silent with the burden of all the inhabitants of life that seemed to rest on both shoulders. Really, what he felt was so heavy. He was not only left by Lia, but had to sacrifice Fina.
However, he also did not blame the Fina family, especially what they said was not wrong. But then again, Bian had no guts, nor could he guarantee that Fina would be fine if she stayed with him.
Also, he who feels traumatized with fear that makes him feel very depressed. Even lately, Bian has a strong desire to kill himself because he can not solve the problem.
Lia and Fina—both women have important positions in their lives. Lia as the woman he loved but betrayed him, and Fina his best friend who has an important position for Bian's life, but instead had to sacrifice.
“For God's sake and for whatever, Mas!.. Mas's lifetime, Mas will never be able to find let alone get a woman who is much better than Mbak Fina!” firmly Rina. “Go, Mas! Don't you ever bother our family again!” throw it away then without looking at Bian who from the beginning just bowed like a fool.
For Lina, Bian already had no sense. Because, if Rina became Bian, Rina would no longer think of Lia who had obviously betrayed her, hated even forgotten about the woman, then lived happily with Fina.
“Sorry, Mom. Rin. .. Please also convey my apology to father and also Fina. Sorry I disappointed you. Sorry for all this mess ...” Shortly after, Bian who had come to bow very long at Pure, passed with a staggering step.
Bian's body looked very limp, as if there was no energy left and was able to sustain him, controlling his life as usual. Whereas before getting betrayal from Lia also married to Fina, Bian is a passionate young man who always spends his time full of joy.
The friendly man who was originally already like a child of Raswin and Pure. Also, the best sister for Rina. It was also what made Rina very supportive and unrelenting to persuade Fina, when Fina was asked to be Lia's successor, married and became Bian's wife. Therefore, now Rina regretted her decision.
If, when Fina tried to run away from the window to avoid marriage, she did not hold back even convince Fina to steady married Bian.
***
In the room, even though she was silent in the middle of her empty gaze, Fina who was curled up on the bed, was not constantly crying. Fina curled up without a blanket, while her hands were stacked in front of her face. In his memory he is now being twisted together with Bian, when the man floated a talaq to him, on the first day after they were married.
“Am I that bad?.. Am I really not worthy of being a wife, to the extent that, the friend who became my husband chose to divorce me without giving me a chance?” inner Fina who then wiped her tears using the back of her hand.
Really, what Bian did was so painful for Fina. He who initially had never committed to be traumatized especially if he had to go back to marriage.
“I'm tired. God, ... I'm tired, so please, don't let me cry let alone cry over a man like Bian,” muttered Fina who became busy wiping her tears. Fina is afraid to face tomorrow following the reality of people's responses to her status that Bian has divorced.
***
Early in the morning, the newly awakened Fina was made in disbelief because she woke up at exactly eleven in the morning. Fina shook her head inexhaustibly then ended her gaze from working in front of her which was located on the nightstand next to the mattress where she slept.
Fina immediately left the bed and her eyes felt very hot and stiff. Maybe because all night crying, his eyes became swollen badly apart from his head that felt very dizzy. Fina intended to compress her eyes using ice cubes.
Therefore, although his body also still feels very weak, even walking up to stagger, making him often hold on to the wall and objects around him that he met, he forced himself into the kitchen.
“Don't be a lazy woman, Na! Don't be a weak woman! Remember, you're the first kid! You must be an example as well as family pride! Constantly crying will not change reality. What is, you just look more miserable. Not to mention the feelings of father and mother!” inner Fina while holding on to the kitchen door that opened perfectly as usual.
In the kitchen, Rina and Murni were sitting next to each other on a bench where the side dish and vegetables were stored, covered with serving hoods. The two faced each other even Fina found crying. The two seem to be convincing each other. It was also what made Fina stop the steps approaching the two. Fina felt responsible for the sadness that was happening to her mother and sister.
With her body still limp, Fina sat on the bench that was in front of Rina and Pure. They were just stuck in a long table decorated with two serving hoods in the middle.
The presence of Fina successfully surprised Rina and Pure. The two who looked puzzled, hurriedly wiped their tears.
“Bu, ... Rin, already. Don't think about it anymore. Constant crying will not change things. What is, we are even more tired!”
“M-mbak!” said Rina then quite exclaimed while looking seriously at Fina who happened to be right in front of her.
Fina looked at Rina seriously. “Tell me,” he said who then nodded in approval.
“Mbak,”
Rina had not had time to speak, but Fina found Pure pinching Lina's stomach and made her sister hurriedly shut up. The suspicious movements of the two made Fina speculate badly. Fina was sure, there was an important thing that both of them had deliberately hidden from her.
“Na,” says Pure takes over.
Pure who looks restless makes the wrinkle on Fina's forehead increasingly. “Tell me. I'm fine.”
“Mbak, Mas Bian overdosed and is now in the hospital! But because of that, people came to believe that Mbak was pregnant with the Ipul's child! Ipul back to action, Ma'am!” sergeant Rina is furious. Both of his hands clenched tightly on the table.
Rina's confession really surprised Fina. Not only about Bian who said overdose, but Ipul who again act even worse!
“Actually, what's my fault, to Ipul? Damn you, everybody! Keep making it up!” Fina really couldn't stand it. He who was initially weak without energy seemed to get a lot of strength to rise. Fina walked hurriedly leaving together.
When Rina who followed looked so supportive, not with Pure who looked agitated. Therefore, she was forced to wake her husband who had since afternoon confined himself in the room.
When Fina and Rina barely closed the door and were ready to leave the house, suddenly from inside, Pure shouted, “Na ... Rin ... fainted! Father not breathing!”
Pure's screams of fear successfully made Rina and Fina panic even almost hangers. Both are riding, re-entering the house.
Connect ....
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