Being my Master's Wife
Episode 40: In A Third Night

“If Fina makes you feel guilty, ... you regret wronging her, .. means she can make you a better human being,”

Episode 40: In A Third Night

It was as if there was such a steep distance, when both Fina and Rafael thought of the difference in belief between them. The darkest even becomes the only color for the future, if they continue to force their survival. And strangely, neither Fina nor Rafael could sleep.

Fina, who was awake in Raswin's ward, stared sadly at her family. Rina who had slept in the next bed with Murni, also Raswin who was asleep in his patient bed.

Fina stepped uninspired while clutching her hand, leaving behind togetherness. He stepped to the end of the room where there were sofas and tables. But he didn't sit there. Because, he just stood up even though his mind actually floated very far. The woman's mind was busy searching for the truth so that Rafael would convert at the man's will, not because of Fina, let alone forced.

Fina was struck by an overwhelming heartache, more than when she was forced to marry Bian, without being given a chance to think.

Fina herself was confused, why was she so hopeful, and as much as possible to maintain her relationship with Rafael? But for God's sake, .. Not because the man had everything let alone matter, but rather, ... was on Rafael's side, making Fina feel very safe and even comfortable because the man was always trying to protect her. The man always tried to give his best even to the Fina family. And with Rafael, Fina feels very appreciated even though at any time, Rafael can turn into a very annoying human being.

Without feeling, Fina's eyes were already wet just because she thought of her fate that had always been never smooth. Fina hurriedly wiped her tears, where shortly after, her gaze accidentally found a wall clock that showed exactly at two in the morning.

“Tadi, I have not mens and I have also taken a bath .. mending tahajud all salat isikharah ...,” mumbled Fina who immediately grabbed the face following prayer rina's and happened to be folded on top of a long closet under the television.

Fina, step over without a doubt. And for the first time, he will mention the name of a man in every prayer at once.

***

the Law of a Woman Quit Islam for Following a Husband-

With wet eyes, Rafael fell into a daze when he looked further at the law if he forced Fina to follow him. Screaming and horrified, until it made Rafael scream in the heart, shouting at him as a bad person, if he continued to impose his will.

Although limited to reading articles on the internet, but all explanations Rafael read almost the same.

They are apostate and must be killed. Of course, with the law, Fina and family will be increasingly judged by the community. And thus, the reality is precisely the opposite of the promise as well as the purpose of Rafael raised the degree of Fina family.

Rafael's heart was broken. The man tried to make the best decision. His gaze was straight forward, empty without purpose. And he who was standing in front of the window next to the bed began to correct himself.

During this time, Raphael never thought about religion at all. In fact, the religion he professed was only limited to being an identifier. Rafael really just hitchhiking status. And thinking of it all, Rafael became a nelangsa, ashamed of himself.

Raphael felt so selfish. Because in the midst of reality that does not even know his own religion, he actually forced Fina to follow him. But what should he do when he needs enlightenment?

“You don't have much time, Raf!” rafael tells himself.

Rafael needs a friend to share his thoughts. It was a decision he had to make about the future of his relationship with Fina.

“If I come with you, pity my father, Raf. My father will bear a great sin because I left religion only for world affairs. Because even though we are not a family that is thick with religious affairs, but we still uphold religious values.”

Suddenly, Fina's confession adorns Rafael's memory. That confession got Rafael slapped. And when she said that, just as Fina was escorting Rafael out the door of Raswin's ward, before Rafael left at about ten in the night, Fina's gaze was deep. Rafael even felt hypnotized by it.

Fina's face was like an innocent angel. And because of that too, Rafael felt very guilty. Raphael became restless and awake until now. Even though Rafael has muted it including bathing under the shower using warm water, .. all the anxiety and guilt that never goes away.

The highlight is now, when Rafael finds out more through the internet.

Raphael wanted to hear an explanation of the religion from Fina. “If Fina is better than me, for religious matters, I will follow her and learn more about religion. No matter how you respond, as long as I provide evidence of being a better human being, they will understand,” thought Rafael.

Rafael called Fina. However, even though he had done it repeatedly, he never got a reply.

“Fina was angry and deliberately ignored me, what how?” think Rafael. “Or don't-don't, .. she's already taken the decision not to continue the relationship?”

Rafael. It was also what made him reach for the coat hanging on the closet hook. He put on the gray coat, then grabbed the wallet and the car keys on the front window next to the bed, where he looked.

“Crazy for Fina! What the fuck, this? How am I so remember him continuing?” gerutu Rafael as he continued walking away from the hotel where he was staying. He walked quickly to his car parked in front of the hotel.

In the third tonight, Rafael decided to drive alone just to meet Fina and make sure the woman's situation directly.

When he had not been driving for long, Rafael's phone rang. Rafael, who answered him directly using a Bluetooth headset that was directly installed, thought it was a telephone ring coming in from Fina.

“Yes, Fin? You haven't slept? There's something important we want to talk about.”

“This is Grandpa, ... not Fina ...”

Replies from across, disperse the seriousness of Rafael.

While continuing to focus on driving, Rafael also tried to reduce the tension that suddenly struck just because he answered Raden's phone.

“This grandfather ... what's the matter, Cake, this hour, Grandpa hasn't slept even to call me?” reply Rafael.

Rafael fell silent, lowered his head and sighed in resignation. “I really feel guilty ...”

“To Fina?” guess Raden straight away.

Rafael is still silent and looks so sorry even though he also continues to drive well in the middle of the road atmosphere off guard. There are not many other drivers except for a few motorcycles, other than the car that Rafael drives.

“If Fina makes you feel guilty, .. you regret having wronged her, .. means she can make you a better human being,” Raden said.

Hearing a reply from Raden that was like advice, Rafael's heart became warm rustled. Rafael was touched. “Fina has made me a better person?” thought.

“There is a problem you need to solve?” asked Raden and this time sounded very careful.

Rafael breathed deeply. Now, he began entering the hospital entrance where Raswin was treated. “There are important things even quite sensitive that I just realized in my relationship with Fina, Kek,” said Rafael. He had just managed to park and immediately turned off his car engine.

“Sensitive how?”

“Religion ...” Rafael bowed uninspired. And from across, Raden was also instantly silent. Makes the atmosphere of sudden chatter quiet.

“In Grandpa's eyes, your religion is indeed very bad. Your lifestyle is more inclined towards westerners. You don't even believe in God, because you believe too much in science. Religion is very important. The evidence of civilization as well as the journey of spreading religion itself is clear there.”

Rafael was still silent without resistance or even evasion, as usual. Because the man confirmed what Raden said.

“I and Fina can not get married, if we are different religions,” said Rafael finally.

“Well, that's also what Grandpa wants to know. Did Fina's parents already ask until that point?” welcome Raden enthusiastically.

“I'm less sure ...” Rafael is getting less excited.

“Islamic grandfather ...”

“What do you mean, Grandpa?” sergeant Rafael is curious.

“Iya. Islamic grandpa. Not long ago, Grandpa decided to embrace Islam after all the lessons that made Grandpa seem to get a lot of guidance.”

All the stories at length Raden is like a fresh breeze for Rafael. Rafael even to the point of feeling flowery.

***

Shortly after his conversation with Raden ended, Rafael still wanted to meet with Fina even for a while. He wanted to make sure the woman was okay, without hastily closing the chance for her to make a decision.

And when Rafael just came out into the hallway of Raswin's outpatient room, the man found Fina stepping firmly while holding the prayer equipment using both hands.

Rafael, who initially reflexes speechless and just observes, rushes after without teasing or simply tells the woman if she exists.

Fina went to the mushola in the hallway across. The woman did not enter the mosque. Because Fina put her prayer equipment near the tap, before berwudu there.

In a third of the night that was completely silent, Rafael not only watched, because he also enjoyed Fina worship so solemnly.

Rafael remained standing in the hallway to the mushola while awake waiting for the woman to finish worshiping. Even though Fina also arrived berasbih and made Rafael wait almost half an hour.

When Fina finished worshiping, Rafael gradually approached without actually entering the mosque. And when their gaze came to meet just as Fina let go of her face while looking at Rafael, it seemed.

Some were palpitating above normal, and it was from their chests.

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