Benalu In My House
EIGHT

The middle-aged woman started walking closer, then stopped right beside Mr. Anto.

"Can we not talk about this in my room? It's not a reason, it's just that I'm afraid that every shout of yours can interfere with the comfort of my employees. "

My heart whined. There was a sudden sense of shame coming, making this guts slightly shrivel.

"I'm sorry if my words just offended you. "

I looked at the face of the woman who was also looking straight at me. There was a hard feeling to describe my current feelings when we were meeting. People of high dignity will never want to look at a difficult person, let alone to serve him to talk. However, my judgment is wrong. The way this woman faced me was full of tenderness, when ever since I set foot in this room the sound of my screams always echoed. Like a woman who has no ethics and manners.

"But today we have a guest at home. However, your case also cannot be underestimated. Hmmm .. for that, we respectfully invite you to lunch at our residence. Well Pa. "

Mr. Anto nodded in spirit, approving of the woman's remark. The mind begins to work in digesting every word that is thrown out.

"How, son? Is my husband angry? "

"No. She must have been busy with your daughter, since her arrival I was no longer on her mind.  "

I saw a look of guilt on their faces.

"Do you know how that feels?  It hurts so much, like a heart-piercing dagger. I once assumed that people who have endured hardship since childhood, will not feel such suffering in adulthood. It turned out that all my thoughts were wrong, and had an effect like this. "

"When suffering comes without a cue, and there is no preparation for the heart to expand patience. That's when I felt dazed, lost my way. Like walking in the dark. I do not know who to share this burden with, for I am alone. "

***

"Markus... "

As soon as we entered the grounds of this luxurious house which was the residence of Mr. Anto, a luxury car was already parked in the courtyard. Mr. Anto went straight out, and was followed up with his wife. Don't forget they brought me too.

We walk side by side. If you notice, we are harmonious family members.

"Antos. "

The one called 'Mark', walked closer and immediately shook hands with Mr. Anto and his wife.

"Who is this lady, Anto?  What's your son-in-law? "

"No. She's our daughter. "

I'm surprised I'm not playing. The heart beats uncorruptedly, there is a warm feeling that suddenly greets the heart. Touched.

suddenly the baby lung's male hand measured towards me, and I immediately greeted with a slight smile.

"Let's go in. Did we just talk on this page?  Let me have the housekeeper rake the mat here. "

Mr. Anto was joking, making us laugh crisply. Mr. Anto's wife's hand grabbed my finger, and took me to walk into his house. It was like having a mother.

***

"Come, please enjoy. If only in pelototiti, it will not make us full. "

We started eating while Mr. Anto and Mr. Markus were talking about an office I didn't understand at all. However, there was something wrong with my heart when Mr. Anto's eyes were accidentally directed at me. My feelings are hard to describe, and complicated to explain. Throughout this lunch, I just kept my head down while finishing my meal.

***

Mr. Markus has gone home, and the only thing that is separated is me and the couple.

"Can we start? "

At this time we are no longer a dining room, but in a family room that looks so luxurious. Many snacks were served, but there was only me, an uninvited guest among them.

"What do you want, son? "

The woman began to speak up. The tone remains the same. Soft and slow.

"I don't know, aunt. "

"Is this also part of your plan to get rid of me?  Start making my defenses break down so that in the end you can easily destroy me? "

"Whatchu mean? "

"Just like your daughter. The meek look did not guarantee his heart was also clean. "

"What really happened to make you lose control? "

I can't guess what they're thinking. Not knowing what is going on or just wanting to play games?

"What would you do if you were in my position? Crying out?  Or immediately choose to die, when the only person you have is slowly taken and could be later lost without leaving a single speck of love that has been blooming beautifully? "

"We don't really know how your household is doing right now, it's because we don't want to interfere in any of our children's family problems. "

Drop by drop tears started to come out while remembering what had happened.

"Desi... "

"He took my husband. Seizing it, until Mas Dani no longer has a little time for me. From the greeting sun to the darkness of nightfall, your daughter is so heartless as to take my husband away. There are no more nights we can spend together. They sleep in one room. Gone!  I really did lose him. "

I saw a surprised look on that face, then accompanied by a stiff and reddened face that might be holding back anger.I began to sob, letting the tears flow for longer.

"I was a fool in my decision, but you know, I was hurt. Really am. "

Silent.

They enjoy emotions in silence. It is only my sobs that are still heard. I don't know what was in Mr. Anto's mind, his gaze was so sharp towards the wall. Her jaw hardened in tandem with a fist unintentionally visible to me.

"sorry. "

The woman walked over and sat down next to me. His hand gripped this hand gently. I turned to him, looked at those slightly wrinkled eyes with hurt, then shook my head weakly.

"It's my fault. I'm guilty of this. It is not necessary to give a husband to share. "

"Well, right. That was your absolute mistake. You should be prepared for all the consequences. Instead of crying and begging our defense. "

My breath's choked. Each joint feels loose. I silently stared, confirming whether my hearing was not problematic.

"Papa, what the hell is that talking?  We as parents should be looking for a solution, not even muddy the atmosphere. "

"Aante, Om. I didn't know I had to be told to bear all this burden, but ... "

"But why? "

My hand moved towards the stomach, then rubbed it full of guilt.

"What about my son? "

The woman looked surprised, then a second later she immediately took me in her arms. Whether they are bad people or good people, I still enjoy the warmth of this embrace.

"Patiently. Patience, dear. "

Kulirik Mr. Anto sitting in front of me. He also seemed to feel the worship of the circumstances that befell me.

"Then you are no longer alone. We're there to help you. "

The woman's hand began to stretch out toward me, then gently wiped the mta water.

"As parents you should defend your child, not someone else. "

Mr. Anto started to stand up and say words that made me more confused.

"Karna Desi is not our biological child. "

Seriate...