Berondong
Chapter 81. Starla's Request

The first thing Starla asks is of course how her children are doing first. When he was hit by a motorbike, he did not think about his condition but about how his two children were. Are they safe or not?

"My son how is Pah? They're okay, right?" starla asked as she looked at her papa.

"They were born safely without any shortage dear. They're men and women. But for now you can not meet them, the doctor said you can not move much first. You're going to have surgery." Adrian told his daughter. He rubbed the niche of Starla's head.

"What...they can't be brought here? My kids are okay, right?" ask Starla who is still worried about the condition of her two children.

"They're still in the baby's room, they're in the doctor's office."

"Doctor's observation? Why my children?" ask Starla to panic.

Adrian looks silent, he thinks of the doctor's previous remarks about twins. There is a problem of respiratory problems in Aluna because the lungs are not ready, the weight is also small. Then Axelo also experienced the same thing, small weight problems and the nerves of the digestive organs are not ready. But they can be strong for now.

"Calm down, baby, they're okay. They only need monitoring because they were born prematurely. Nothing serious, not even they drank a lot of milk" said Anggun who seemed to calm Starla.

"Papa Mama Anggun not lying, right?" ask Starla again.

"We didn't lie, baby. Mama Graceful said the truth." Adrian looks ordinary in front of Starla, even though he had argued with Anggun. Adrian doesn't want Starla to think, especially if he just regained consciousness from his coma.

"Yes, then. I'm sorry..Can I have some time with Saka?" pinta Starla to everyone in the room. Except for Saka, because Starla seems to want to talk to Saka.

Saka's heart was very tight when Starla said she wanted time alone with him. He looked at Starla who was not smiling at all when he saw the man. His eyes were so cold, more than ice. It was as if all the flavor for the man was dead judging by the look in his eyes.

"Yes, we stay first then" Adrian said with a smile. Before leaving the room, he glanced cynically at Saka and warned her with a lip gesture, so as not to mess with Starla.

Sister, Adrian, Ghea and Anggun then get out of there. Adrian, Ghea and Anggun compactly decide to go to the baby room to see Baby Al and Baby Axe. While now, in Starla's ward there were only Saka and Starla.

The two were silent, no one had yet started the conversation. Only the gaze of the eyes that speak, but the eyes of Saka are swollen because he bamyak crying. And I don't know what Starla's thinking right now, but the woman's gaze made Saka uneasy.

"Star, I'm glad you're awake. Me and our kids are waiting for you and there's a lot I want to say to you." Finally Saka opened the conversation first, he tried to melt the atmosphere.

Starla was unmoved, she was still staring coldly at the man who had the status of her husband. It seems like he wants to listen to Saka first.

"I'm sorry for disappointing you. I admit I cheated on you, but the original intention was not so. I wanted to help Elisha who was sick with cancer, but he lied. I know Star, what I'm saying is that you're impressed by reason alone and it doesn't change the fact that I've been having an affair. I enjoyed it-"

The deg!

Starla's heart ached hearing the immediate confession from her husband, her eyes began to heat up. However, he had decided to toughen up and not cry in front of Saka. And now behold, the man cried and tried to hold Starla's hand. However, Starla quickly withdrew her hand.

'Even Starla doesn't want me to touch' said Saka sadly in her heart.

"Forward" said Starla coldly.

Saka spoke again with a sob. "I..apologize! I promise I'll fix everything, give me Star's chance. I'm not gonna cheat again. For the sake of our children, I beg you-"

"Had spoken enough. Now it's Arshaka Delano's turn." Starla interrupted before her husband could finish his words.

Now the sharp obstructing attention leads to Saka from Starla. She began to regulate her breathing, gathering strength so that she could talk to her husband emotionlessly. Actually Starla felt her head hurt a lot, her body was also limp, but she had to talk now. He was afraid that, if he did not speak now, maybe after the operation he would die. Thought so.

Starla flinch long enough, she thought about the quarrel that occurred in her marriage. It was all because of Saka's ex-girlfriend.

#Flashback

"Who are you again. Didn't you come here to avoid me? You know, your attitude is still childish!"

"Agois to you. Who's the child? Isn't that you? You are unstable, still the same gamon as the former." said Starla annoyed.

"Can you give me a chance to explain? First the shirt, okay I admit I was wrong. I was wrong to say, sorry if you think I'm still a gamon with Elisha. But no Star, I swear I'm not a gamon with Elisha!" saka was quick.

"Don't take an oath, if you don't understand your own heart. Udalah Ka, mending we forget about this problem about our relationship. You know that? We are married, but not married. I think we're just together because of little star. There are no feelings between us! It's better we put boundaries" Starla said with her chest up and down with emotion.

"What the hell do you mean? Star I understand you're angry because I can't Elisa right? All of them have explanations, i-"

Starla raised one hand and asked Saka to be quiet. "There is no explanation. Nonexistent. All is clear and I will not protest again if you still have a relationship with your ex, yes please! But..at least if you go with Elisha again and make a pact with me, you should be told first let me not wait. Finally, we better not start a new relationship or whatever it is if you are still the same gamon of the past!" starla exclaimed at length, expressing her heart.

"That's not true, I'm not stuck in the past. I was just saying Elisha and-"

"If you are not stuck with the past, want to be like whatever the circumstances of the girl, you will not care about her Saka.But you, you forget me when you walk with her. That's enough proof, if you're just messing around with our relationship. From now on we live each other's lives, until this baby is born.we separate." Finally Starla said a word of separation to her husband.

Not just once they had a fight twice, because Saka was a gamon. Starla still remembers well, she always said goodbye.

#End Flashback's

"So, you realize? Our home was troubled from the beginning. From the beginning we met, until I got pregnant, we married. Nothing goes well, even happy we are just for a moment. I've been pondering over everything Saka, I'm wrong here too. So you don't have to feel wrong yourself. I was also wrong because from the beginning I was not self-conscious, if you do not love me. We married only because of our baby. I should have refused your responsibility, if you knew it would hurt to be your wife." explained Starla with a faint smile.

"That's not true! I-"disputed Saka.

"Never say you love me when the proof is not. All your words are inversely proportional to your attitude toward me." said Starla who was still trying to smile hard.

Saka shook his head in panic, he held Starla's hand tightly as if afraid of losing the woman. "No! Please don't talk like that!" Saka was terrified, he did not want Starla to say anything she really did not want to hear.

"I'm tired Saka, this is my limit. Try to think, this didn't happen once or twice. You always said that you had moved on from him. Butwhat? Move on what? There's no evidence you've moved on! First, we had a fight when you ran Elisha home and I was waiting for you to pick me up at Gina's house. Second, when I went to the obstetrician, I knew at that time you were not at school but Elisa who was sick in her house. Thirdly, when you kissed Elisha, you said it was unintentional. But after seeing what happened last night, I'm pretty sure you like it." Starla was claustrophobic as she said it, remembering all her heartache that only she was loyal to Saka.

"I'm Niesel Star, I beg you to give me a second chance." Pinta Saka.

"Have the chance to say? I love you so much, Saka. I've often apologized to you Saka, but you always repeat it again. Last night was my limit Saka, my heart ached with your labile and wishy-washy attitude. I'm tired, we're finally all Saka. Maybe we're not compatible with being husband and wife and-"

Saka put her index finger on Starla's lips, she didn't want to hear the farewell. But Starla was already too tired with all this.

"I know you're angry, but please don't say goodbye! Don't you think about how our children are? Axelo and Aluna need the affection of both her parents, Star. Okay, I'm sorry.I'm nyesel. I'll do anything, as long as you don't end our marriage. Please, at least think of Aluna and Axelo." Saka pleads.

"We can give them affection, take care of them together, even if we are not husband and wife anymore. And you should know that I'm not just angry with you, but I'm tired and I'm disappointed. I don't want to hurt Saka anymore. After I almost died, all I thought about was Axelo and Aluna. I'm afraid Saka, I'm afraid the same thing will happen again. I'm sorry, we have to split up and it's my decision. After this you can do whatever you want, you can date and marry the woman you love. I'm free, you're Saka too. This is the best!" Starla said with a heavy heart, this time the woman shed her tears. He held a tightness in his chest.

"No! I don't want to split Star, I love you and the kids. I don't want to!"

"This is what you want Saka. And you must not refuse my request, because you promised me that I would grant my request. This is my request Saka, CERAI." the girl told her husband. Saka raised his head, he looked at Starla. It turns out that woman has been around since.

"NO!! PLEASE, GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE! I'M SORRY! I'M WRONG! I'M SORRY!" Saka was crying hysterically, he did not want to get divorced from Starla. Because really in his heart he already loves Starla, it's just that it's still if by the temptation of other women and not too strong.

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In the same hospital, cancer specialists. Elisha was being treated there, the girl looked sad. And he was wearing the patient's clothes, and when he was sad like this, no friend came to see him. Elisha had told Lira and Angel too, but they did not want to come.

His father Dario also did not want to come, he preferred to take care of his company. Especially if he asks Saka to come, it is impossible because Saka is angry with him. Even Saka's household might be in a state of chaos because of her. But don't blame Elisha, blame Saka. Why was he tempted by Elisha?

And now, Elisha was diagnosed with stage 3 uterine cancer. The doctor suggested for her uterus to be removed immediately so that the cancer was not getting dilated everywhere. Is this what you call karma paid in cash?

"Darling, you have to have surgery, right? If you don't want to, your cancer will spread and your life could be in danger!" persuade Sinta to her son.

"No Ma! Later I can not have children if my uterus is lifted, what is the point of me being a Mah girl? I don't want to." Elisha was crying hysterically, he did not want to do the surgery to remove the uterus.

"Mending me to die rather than having my uterus removed! I don't want to!" Elisha shook his head and refused surgery. Sinta, hugged him and tried to calm him down. But Elisha pushed his mother until Sinta fell to the floor.

"ENOUGH ELISA! YOU'RE REALLY OUTRAGEOUS!" the voice of a man made Elisha and Sinta look directly at the door. Dario stared intently at Elisha, he looked angry.

"Papa?"

Dario helped his wife stand up. "Already Ma, you don't have to care about this child anymore! He was very stubborn, spoiled and did not realize that his attitude was very bad.

"It's Papa's fault for overindulging him. So he's going the wrong way, but Ma's not too late for everything" Dario told his wife.

"What does Papa mean?"

"Just leave him here alone first, let him reflect on his mistakes!" dario said firmly.

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