Binding, Binding Promise
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A romantic dinner with Zain's sweet demeanor on Yuna turns stiff after talk of the child enters their conversation. Not only that, Zain turned quiet, his face also looking pale. And it made Yuna worried so she decided to go home soon.
The romantic dinner that Zain had been stacking since morning turned into a hard slap for him just because of talk about children. While on the way home they did not even engage in any conversation, either Yuna or Zain both chose to be quiet.Yuna who was sorry for her husband wanted to hug her and say 'Honey, dear, everything will be fine, you don't have to worry.' Too bad, the words were just on his lips. And Yuna felt the sadness that Zain felt, the sadness that was twice as great as the sadness that Zain was feeling right now.
After arriving at the Lucca Mansion, Zain went straight into his room.
"I'm sorry Zain, I'm sorry!" Said Yuna in front of Zain's room door. Although he said it a thousand times, Zain still would not know his heart because he just said it in his heart without daring to make a sound or knock on the door of Zain's room.
Meanwhile inside his room, Zain cried without making a sound. His heart felt in shreds recalling the short words Yuna wanted a child from him.
"You're useless Zain. You're useless." Shouted Zain with a high tone of voice. He stared at the reflection of his sad face in the mirror not far from where he was standing.
Seconds later.
Prangggg!
Zain threw the mirror with a vase on the left side where he stood. Instantly, the door-sized mirror turned into small fragments scattered on the floor of his room.
Zain shouted again in a high tone of voice.expressing his sorrow with loud cries and shouts. Hoping that the sorrow that enveloped his heart would evaporate into space. And in times like this, Zain only needs the warm embrace of a Yuna Dinata, his beloved wife who is far more precious than the gems in the universe.
"I'm sorry Yuna. I'm really sorry. If we had never met, then this wound would never have been sustained. You're not wrong, but I'm the one who failed. I am useless, and I am bad. My past is blacker than escape and I don't want you to be in the bad times I'm in right now." Squeak Zain while removing the corner of the eye with the back of his hand.
Having managed to gain control of himself, Zain walked towards the nightstand. His bleeding hand, slowly began to open the drawer then took out the envelope stored inside. He stared at the envelope with a sharp look, all this mess was from the annoying report that was in his hands.
Since marrying Yuna, he is happy, he feels blessed, and he feels proud to have earned the most beautiful woman in the world as his life companion. But what is this? Everything went awry the day after her marriage contract, she couldn't even get close to Yuna even if she wanted to do it. His passion for his wife was forced to bury him deeply just because he did not want to pollute his Yuna with the weakness that was within her. A couple who were supposed to sleep in one bed and embrace each other happily could not feel Zain and this was the biggest curse in his life.
Huaaaaaa!
Zain shouted back in a high voice. His entire body felt like it was on a dagger. At a time like this he still hoped that Yuna would go into the room to calm herself down. And bad, no matter how much she screamed, Yuna would not be able to hear her voice because her room was indeed soundproof.
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