Binding, Binding Promise
Bys (97)

"Why are you quiet?" Yuna opened her voice again after learning there was no response from Zain De Lucca. The man bowed in silence, unable to raise his head to answer the woman's short question.

Zain felt guilty. Zain felt contemptible. He felt unworthy to be with Yunanya, but how else, his love was as big as the universe so that he could not give up his love.

"Tell Zain, if you love me, then why are you avoiding me? You don't even want to hear my explanation. Is your love really that fragile?" Yuna repeated the same question.

Zain choked back, he could not open his lips. As if Yuna's words slapped her face, they got married yet they were always separated for weak reasons. Now tell me, how will Zain answer his Yuna? Would Zain say he was stupid so he could be fooled by a hoax? Isn't that a silly answer?

Slowly Zain began to raise his head, he also aligned his height with Yuna Dinata, the blue netra of Zain De Lucca who usually glowed now looking flushed, dim in deep sadness.

"I don't have an answer to my Yuna question. I'm the dumbest guy in the world." Said Zain in a hoarse voice. His tears came back, he was too late in grief.

"Give me punishment, or take my life away. But, I beg of you. Don't tell me you don't love me, and don't tell me you want to be separated from me. I'll be without my Yuna. Really, I'm gonna be gone. Hicks.Hiks." Zain sobbed, he went back to his knees. This time he hugged Yuna's leg, and the good news was that Yuna didn't put her leg back as before.

One minute.

Two minutes, until the fourth minute Zain was still crying. Lamenting his stupidity always made his heart feel torn. And right in the fifth minute, Yuna ducked down, she sat down, aligning her height with Zain who was currently still shedding tears.

Yuna cupped Zain's face with her plump fingers, looking at the man with a longing look. No one knew that Yuna also missed her Zain.

"Gear me, Zain." Yuna said as she rubbed Zain's handsome face wet with tears. There was sadness in those eyes.

"I'm still mad at you."

"I want to punish you. But I'm..." Yuna's words were stuck in her throat, while Zain was waiting for what Yuna would say next.

"But I can't punish you, punishing my Zain is tantamount to punishing myself." I am Yuna, she also shed tears. Dissipated in sadness.

"You I feel hurt."

"You I feel lonely."

"You guys I feel like I'm in a threesome. But with you, I feel happy." Yuna said in a soft voice, she placed her forehead on Zain's forehead.

"I can't punish you even if I want to. You know why?" Yuna asked who was then responded with a headband from Zain.

"Because of me, Yuna Dinata loves Zain De Lucca very much. The magnitude of my love for you cannot be measured by words." Yuna said in a whisper. Zain smiled again, the sadness he had experienced this week as if lost in the swallow of the night. There is no sadness left, only happiness without limits.

Without a second thought Zain began to stick his lips on Yuna's lips, the lips he so longed for, the lips he had wanted to scoop up since the wedding night. At first Zain just put his lips together, but in the next second he started acting aggressively. Zain's mischief appeared as well, his hand moved in a different place and his lips could not stop peeping his lips up to his woman's neck. Want how else, the desire that had been imprisoned was finally free as well. Zain had been blinded by his passion, he lifted Yuna's slender body towards the bed that was ten steps away from her.

Just putting Yuna on the bed, Zain's hands began to move quickly to open the cloth covering Yuna's head. He kissed Yuna on the forehead with tears. Being able to be with her woman in the same bed like this still feels like a dream.

This time Zain's hand moved quickly, he unbuttoned Yuna's shirt. However, Yuna quickly held back Zain's hand. Do not ask again how disappointed Zain De Lucca feels. The man immediately stopped his movements, he who was originally lying down immediately got up and sat down. Yuna who was under Zain's cage also woke up.

Yuna cupped Zain's sad face, if you think about it, this was their first night because the night before Zain messed up everything by forgetting everything.

"You know I love you so much?"

Zain answered Yuna's question with a slow nod of his head, he was not sad anymore.

"Everything in me is yours. I'll never prevent you from doing anything to this body because you deserve it, but now..." Yuna's words hanging in the air made Zain wonderfully extraordinary.

"Now what?" Zain asked as he felt impatient to hear Yuna's next words. He looked at Yuna's lips that looked a little swollen because of her mischievous actions.

"Before we do it, let's pray first. May the grace of God be always poured out for us." Said Yuna with a red face.

This is what makes Zain love his woman even more, even when he is blinded by his passion his woman can remind him to return to his senses.

Which favor of your Lord do you deny? (Ar-rahman verse 13)

Indeed, remembering the Surah of Ar-rahman verse 13 makes Zain again shed tears. He is too happy, he is also very lucky, there is nothing lacking in his life, now is the time to turn into a figure who always obeys and submits to the commands of his Lord, God.

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