Binding, Binding Promise
Part (88)

Zain quickened his footsteps, down the stairs to meet Yuna. He misses his woman very much. Hoping to hug her soon, conveying how much love she had for her Indonesian girl. The first thing Zain wanted to do, he wanted to apologize for every mistake he made over the past few hours.

"Yuna, baby. Where are you?" Zain began to open his voice between the silence of the air, he opened the door of Yuna's room which was slightly open. The room looked dark.

"Darling, I'm sorry. I admit I was wrong, you can punish me. And I won't complain about it." Zain said as he turned on the lights. His gaze was fixed on the bathroom that was still tightly closed. Zain felt nothing strange, he sat on the bed, waiting for Yuna there patiently.

"Dear, I want to talk. Quick, out." Five minutes passed but Yuna did not come out of the bathroom, and it made Zain start to calm down.

Tok.Tok-sign.Tok.

"Darling, I'm sorry. Let's talk, for a second." Zain said again, he put his ear on the door leaf and realized there was no sound of water splashing.

The time showed at 1:30 as Zain entered Yuna's room. And that made Zain sure his Yuna wasn't in the bathroom. It was impossible for his woman to bathe in the middle of the night, without thinking Zain immediately opened the door and found that there was no one in it.

"There's no one here, then where's my Yuna?" Zain began to panic, he felt as if his soul was out of his body. Zain leaves the bathroom, he opens the wardrobe, all of Yuna's clothes are still there and it makes Zain sure Yuna is still in Lucca's mansion.

Two minutes Zain felt calm until he finally looked at the nightstand, there was a glass of milk left half, there was also paper and a pen, it attracted the attention of Zain.

"Letters?" Zain's forehead wrinkled, his hands began to grab the paper. He read it slowly. Her tears began to drip, signifying how much fear was veiling her heart and mind.

Zain De Lucca's... Your name always lives in my heart, signifying that I love you so much. For all the time you spent beside me, and for all the love I found in you, I thank you for that.

Before, you were in my arms. And after that, you become the figure that I think far away from you will bring me happiness.

Ii'm sorry.

Zain could not stop his tears, his heart felt in a needle. He failed to be a good husband. She is very sad to know that Yuna will be happy when she is away from the woman she loves so much. Who should be blamed for this incident? Zain began to curse himself.

I was thinking how I went through one night without you. If I had to live without you, what would life be like? I'm afraid to think things through, but I'm happy that there's a part of you in me.

Zain sobbed, he sat down while hugging his knees, his question to Yuna about who the father of the child Yuna was born with made her want to drown herself at the bottom of the ocean. He was ashamed, deeply ashamed for hurting his woman's self-esteem.

Sometimes, I cry when I lie in bed to spill my heart that I cannot convey. I have always assured myself that my Zain will be with me in joy and sorrow, for I am blessed by the power of love. Zain, your love for me is a blessing to me.

Zain hugged the paper he had in his hand, he again shed tears. Realizing how stupid he was to think that small.

I'm disappointed, and tonight I'm very hurt. Your words and your disbelief in me tear my soul and body apart. Even after being hurt that much, I tried to convince myself that I couldn't hate you.

I'm sorry, Zain. I couldn't hold a wound this big, I went to calm myself down. I don't know how long it took me, I don't know that myself. Take care. From me a stupid girl who loves you unconditionally.

Yuna Dinata's.

As Zain sobbed, he hugged the letter Yuna wrote. Really, Zain's world stopped at that very instant. Eventually Ben's words come true, Yuna leaves him and he doesn't know what to do, Zain is still in shock until he can't move his hands and feet.

Huaoo!

Zain shouted with all his might, the sturdy walls of the Lucca mansion felt trembling representing how much grief enveloped his body. Zain felt his head very heavy, and his vision began to blur. He sees Ben running towards him, and in the next second Zain begins to unconscious.

...***...