Binding, Binding Promise
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In this life there are many plans that we have arranged very carefully, and in each set of plans it is only one goal that we want to achieve, he said, that is to achieve happiness without having to fear the pain of coming to say hello. No matter what the plan is and no matter how good the effort we have done, the end goal remains the same, which is to achieve the pleasure of God. If God does not accept every plan, then everything will never be as big as our cries.

Just like Zain De Lucca, he planned many things for the future of his household, but all of those plans ran aground only because of one paper reporting that he had HIV. For him who always wanted to spend every second of his time with the woman he loved so much, the report was like a storm that overturned his happy world. He was wounded but not bleeding, and this was the most painful reality of his life.

"Lord, why are you testing me beyond my limits?" Zain protested in despair.

"If you know I can't make Yuna happy, then why don't you stick with me? To me, this is like an immeasurable blessing. But for Yuna, this was a curse for her!" Zain said without being able to hold back his tears. His chest felt tight, to whom would he complain of his pain? He was not even that close to his Lord, God.

Without a second thought, Zain tore the report in his hand until it turned into small pieces. He threw the paper that filled his hand in the garbage basket, hoping that the disease that was currently paralyzing his immunity would disappear just as he put the paper in its proper place.

Meanwhile in her room, Yuna is thinking hard how to make Zain always happy so that he forgets all the things that unsettle his soul. Really, all this was not easy for a Yuna considering that Zain was always trying to avoid her. Yuna knew, everything Zain did to keep her all right.

"Oh my God, I don't know how to make Zain happy. I know he separated himself from me just because of his illness."

"I'm mad at him!"

"I'm pissed at him!"

"I've asked her if she's ever had that relationship with another woman, and she's proud to say no. Then what is this?" Yuna grumbled with a face.

"All right, I can't back down. Zain also can't. We get married out of love, so let's do everything right." Yuna said strengthening herself, she patted her face to encourage herself. I hope everything will improve as it is.

The night passed with the cries of those two beautiful figures. Now morning comes to greet with all his new stories. Zain woke up just as the clock was showing the number eight. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he casually walked away from his room, intending to meet Yuna and tell her everything.

"Yuna must be in the middle of the room." Said Zain happily, his lips carving into a smile, he was sure his guess was correct.

"Nothing!"

"Then where, Yuna?" Zain's forehead is wrinkled. She was terrified that Yuna would leave her. His romantic dinner had been ruined, and Zain did not say anything afterwards, he left Yuna with all his confusion.

"Oh my God, is Yuna disappointed in me for last night's trouble? Did he leave me?" Zain sat on the floor with a chaotic feeling. His eyes were blank, if the first day Yuna was not with him her life was chaotic, then what would her life be like without her in the future? The woman he loved more than his own life, Yuna Dinata.

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