
Gladis, a girl who is crazy about Reza. However, Reza had absolutely no feelings for him. Bhishma is also suddenly distracted by someone who also loves Reza. Really, there is no love story without Reza in it. His world was truly as wide as a moringa leaf.
‘I can't love my woman quietly. Reza was always in my shadow. Until now, he had also behaved so to Ara. I finally got Adele's heart. Still, he left me to go back to where he came from, America, the Inner’ of Bhishma, completely distrustful of this.
The beautiful crossbred girl named Adele, had made Bisma very down for some time. He had said, he could not live happily with Bhishma, because there were still shadows of Reza in his mind. Although, Bisma has had time ....
“Ah ... done so. I don't want to take him anymore. I made a mistake by doing it just like him. I shouldn't have done that to him. I'm really dirty.”
Bisma felt sorry for having done something unnatural to do for a child her age. He could not think rationally at the time. Not long ago, approximately .. one month before Ara came here, Adele left Bhishma feeling burdened.
‘I didn't mean that. I didn't force him to come back to me either. I already have a replacement for him. I know, this does sound too silly, but .. I also can't be sure my feelings for Ara are really feelings of love, or just a sense of pity,’ Inner Bhishma, too, really very confused as to what is happening with him at the moment.
Bisma leaned her body against the wall of her room. He could not close his eyes at all, thinking about this.
‘I've been too broken, to be able to think clearly. I was afraid ..My feelings for Ara, just lust. I tried to hold back my passion for him. I don't want what happened to Adele at the time, to happen to Ara. I'm a jerk!’ inner Bhishma, truly deeply regretted what she did to Adele.
Bisma reached into the pocket of her jacket, to take a photograph of herself and Ara at that time. He looked at her carefully.
‘I'm still not sure about myself and how I feel about Ara. Why is it like this? What ... I can get through all this well? I need someone to listen to me. I don't want to keep him alone like this. Is it better .... just reveal it to Ara? But ... If I am too hasty, I am afraid of taking a wrong step. But if I don't rush to reveal it, I'll be one step ahead with Reza. I don't know what Reza uses to be able to hook the hearts of the girls easily, become the head of the basketball team, get the position as the number one person in school, by becoming the chairman of OSIS, by becoming the head of the basketball team, win the hearts of all teachers with one paddle. What is my lack? I always noticed her who seemed to be far superior to me. In terms of family ..he is much luckier than me. He has a father and mother who love him very much. I'm too envious of her, Bisma's inner’, really very envious of Reza's figure.
Someone suddenly opened the door to Bhishma's room. The curious bisma, just looked directly at the entrance. There, Ara was walking with her eyes closed. Bhishma also immediately confirmed his sitting position.
“Ra ...,” call Bhishma with astonished circumstances.
Ara did not answer the call of Bhishma at all. He walked towards Bhishma. The curious bisma, tried to get closer to him.
‘Is she having sleeping walk?’ The bisma is paying more attention to it carefully, with lighting that is also very minimal. It looked faint, its face wet.
‘Maybe ... she finished crying earlier?’ inner Bhishma, who really thought about this.
Ara slowly climbed into the bed of Bhishma, suddenly making Bisma feel uncomfortable. Bhishma was very worried, if only Ara did something while she was asleep. He moved into the blanket of Bhishma, with the Bhishma who was only silent while watching Ara's next attitude.
Ara suddenly hugged Bhishma tightly. Bhishma felt a strange feeling after Ara hugged her. Bisma was silent in shock, seeing Ara's attitude like this.
‘Since when has he experienced something like this? Isn't it too dangerous for him?’ inner Bhishma, who was really very worried about Ara.
“Mother ...,” Oozing Ara that is still clearly heard in the ears of Bhishma.
Bisma glared in shock at hearing that, ‘It turns out, she misses her mother. I remember my mother. What .... tomorrow I just visit?’ inner Bhishma, really misses her mother very much.
Ara further tightened her embrace of Bhishma, making her breathing slightly tight. There's nothing that Bhishma can do anymore now. He could only enjoy a warm embrace from Ara.
‘Ternyata .. as comfortable as this when hugged Ara. For a long time, he didn't hold me. I can't sleep more like this. I feel a strange passion if I come into contact with a girl. But I can't do anything bad to Ara. I have to take care of it like looking after a sister,’ Inner Bhishma, really strongly resisting her lust.
Bhishma could only gently caress Ara's face, which was partially covered by her hair. Bhishma did not want Ara to wake up and feel astonished. Bhishma tried to provide protection for him, until finally his eyes grew heavier.
***
That morning, Bhishma felt troubled by the sunlight that penetrated forcefully from the window slit. He opened his eyes and saw an unusual sight. He saw Ara who was still asleep in his arms.
There was a feeling that made Bisma a little surprised. He tried to convince himself that he had done nothing to Ara last night. Bhishma was very sure, he could resist his lust.
Slowly, Bhishma also broke away from Ara's body which was still tightly hugging her. He tried to get himself back to normal. He also stretched his stiff muscles as a result of being crushed with Ara's body.
‘However, whereas ... his body is that small but enough to make all my muscles become stiff. I had to move her to her room again, before she came up and realized she wasn't in her room, the inner’ of Bhishma, was really very unexpected about this.
Bhishma also carried Ara's body slowly. Bhishma was very surprised, why did Ara not wake up at all when she moved him into her room? Bhishma just looked at him with a flat gaze.
“Basic kebo,” lirih Bisma briefly, then leave Ara and return to his room.