Biological Brother Love Story
Trying to Accept Destiny

Morgan again gently stroked Ara's face. “Nangis. I have no problem,” said Morgan flatly, which was not responded by Ara at all. He just cried flinch makes Morgan silent, while occasionally stroking his already wet cheeks.

A few moments passed, Ara felt that Morgan's embrace was very warm. He felt that there was someone who made him feel very safe and secure.

‘Current embrace of Morgan, feels very warm. Thinking back, why would I cry like this? Though, I only saw Bhishma kissing the girl. What am I really feeling right now? As if unwilling, one side thinks, I have nothing to do with Bhishma. What does all this mean? What, secretly, have I put a taste in Bhishma? There was a feeling of being devastated, there was also a feeling of resentment. However, I am only his half-sister. What's the right, I feel like that?’ inner Ara, felt strange by what she felt after seeing Bhishma who was kissing a girl in her room.

Ara let go of Morgan's embrace, and looked at her with sadness. “Gan .. can stay with Ara alone not?” the door, made Morgan look at him in confusion.

Feeling Ara's deep sadness, Morgan finally left Ara in her room. He felt that he had to give Ara some time to calm her mind.

‘Fucking guesthouse, he could be acting like this to that innocent chick!’ morgan's inner self started to churn at the thought of this matter.

Morgan headed towards the living room, then sat down while continuing to read his novel that he was almost finished reading. There was nothing more he could do. He has to stay here, to give Bhishma a lesson. At the very least, Bhishma was getting a bit of the pain that Ara was feeling.

Not long after the bisma came from the entrance of the house, with a face that looked upset. Morgan, realizing his arrival, immediately ended his activities, and shifted his focus towards Bhishma.

“My damn shame! Why does cewe gatel si?” bisma grumbled with explosive emotions, making Morgan look at her flatly.

Morgan let out a long sigh, ‘So, what we saw earlier, was a misunderstanding?’ inner Morgan, who finally understood this.

“You should not waste the opportunity,” said Morgan softly, trying to lure Bhishma to know his mistake.

Bisma looks wide-eyed to realize the existence of Morgan, and sure enough, it seems he began to be provoked by Morgan's remarks.

“How chance? I don't like to be kissed that way!” bisma snapped who seemed to misunderstand what Morgan meant.

‘It seems, Bhishma misunderstood what I meant. I didn't tell him to waste the chance to make out with the girl. What I mean is, so as not to waste the opportunity to conquer Ara's heart. If it is like this, what can be expected again?’ morgan was astonished, not believing what Bhishma thought of him.

Morgan tidied up all his belongings, regardless of what Bhishma said. Because Morgan seemed to be about to leave, Bhishma felt confused looking at him.

“Lho ... where are you going?” bisma asked puzzledly, Morgan looked into her eyes with a sharp and serious look.

“Gara-gara lo mesraan earlier, Ara to have to cry not because!” morgan said cynically, making Bisma surprised by what he said.

Morgan let out a long sigh, when he saw Bisma's extremely shocked expression. ‘It seems right, he was indeed unaware of our whereabouts earlier, his inner’.

“What? Ara squirming?” bisma asked with a high tone.

Morgan could only look at Bhishma, who was now walking away leaving her there. Since Morgan did not want Ara to feel sad anymore, she immediately held down Bhishma's hand.

Bhishma looked at Morgan cynically, then threw Morgan's hand violently. “Lho, why can't I see him?” the question is, which is getting less and less complicated. It makes Morgan so much more lazy to serve it.

Morgan smiled cynically towards Bhishma, then passed away leaving her. ‘I don't care about Bhishma, who has indirectly hurt a innocent girl like Ara. Let's feel your guilt!’ morgan's mind was a little furious thinking about it.

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Since Morgan had forbidden her to meet with Ara first, Bhishma did not head towards Ara's room. He realized, what he did must have hit Ara. Bhishma remained silent in her room, thinking about what Ara might feel.

‘Do I really need to stay away from Ara? I'm very depressed right now. But ... There's no other choice for me. Ara had seen everything earlier. Everything that is real is just a misunderstanding. Will Ara hate me? Is this the sign, I can't get close to Ara anymore?’ inner bisma, confused what to do.

A moment of silence, Bisma also found an answer that is still ambiguous.

‘Do I have to see my mother, to ask her about what feelings are really happening to me? I have to try to convince myself before I can step up, and make a decision, her inner’ again, which does not understand how she feels.

“What said it was?” Bisma tried to remember Morgan's words earlier. “Ara cry?” he mumbled again wondering.

The bisma thought about this part very deeply. He did not expect, something like this could make Ara cry as Morgan said.

‘What's right, he cried because he saw me doing that with Gladis?’ bisma Inner does not believe.

“What is the sign ... does he like me?” lirih Bisma wondered to herself.

The bisma was confused, then looked at the ceiling of her room. ‘Looks ... I did have to ask mom, about the feeling I was experiencing right now, her inner’.

Bisma sighed with a long, “Udah long also I do not ngunjungin mama. How is mama now?” mumbled wondering.

Taka da all he can do, can only be silent while staring at a piece of photo of himself and Ara.

Bisma felt sad at once because she saw the state of her mother who until now had depression. Indeed, the pain does not always recur. But at certain moments, he must have felt something that could make him destroyed. His father had alienated his mother because he could not take good care of her.

‘Why don't you take care of mom? Why do you even make mom depressed like this? Why did you still hang on to him until now? Why haven't you ended their relationship since the time you made that mistake?’ inner Bhishma wonders.

“Ah ..”.

‘Already ... time will not be able to be played back. I want to try like Ara who can accept her destiny. This time .. I gave up. I don't want to defy destiny anymore.’

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