
“Perhaps,” muttered Ara softly, Morgan just silently did not respond to make Ara re-circulate her gaze in all directions she wanted to see.
“Udah long?” ask Morgan again.
The same question Morgan had just asked. Ara turned her head back and looked at Morgan with a puzzled look.
“Not it ... was Ara replied, yes?” asked Ara back, because he did not understand the words and intentions of Morgan.
“Old time, like same Bisma?” asked Morgan who continued his question, successfully making Ara belicily shocked to hear him with a thumping chest.
‘Why does my heart beat so fast, when Morgan asked like that? Why is the conversation this time, suddenly leads to Bisma?’ inner Ara, felt very confused and pounding at this moment.
Ara did not expect, Morgan would ask her that. In fact, Ara did not think so at all.
“Ngo-by what are you? Me, like Bisma?” asked Ara with a slight pull of her tone.
Morgan suddenly pulled over, and stopped his vehicle. Ara could only remain silent now, looking at Morgan who was currently turning her head towards her, with a gaze that looked extremely deadly.
‘The taste ... is very strange. I've never known Morgan before. Why can, Bhishma befriend a freak like this?’ inner Ara.
“What do you still want to lie about the feeling of lo?” ask Morgan who is increasingly aiming towards Ara.
For some reason, every time Ara talked to Morgan, he could never lie and always misbehave in front of him.
“Bo-lie how?” Ara's tone began to tremble, fearing her.
“Gue is a friend of Bhishma, angry at this incident. Do you not know, the real incident happened in the field earlier?” ask Morgan.
Morgan's remark this time made Ara stunned. Ara did know, that Reza who made trouble earlier and tried to make Bhishma wretched. Ara also knew, what Morgan meant.
“I know, kok—”
“Keep not knowing anything?” cut Morgan spontaneously, making Ara feel even more cornered.
“What do you mean?” ask Ara not understand.
“Kalahin selfish lo! I know, and I can read the situation. I know your phase now. Lie, if you have absolutely no taste to Bhishma,” said Morgan firmly, who tried to make Ara understand the situation.
However, whatever the power of Ara, he did not understand the meaning at all.
“Ara don't understand!” snapped Ara, trying to tell her she didn't understand what Morgan was saying.
Morgan took a pause in his breath, with Ara trying to hold back her cries. Will remain, Ara could not help her crying at all. He cried bitterly, for Morgan spoke too loudly to him. Ara was completely unaccustomed, hearing loud remarks from them. Ara had a very soft heart, to the point of not being able to be snapped at all.
‘Why am I a crybaby like this? I absolutely cannot accept a small clash from others. I am too weak,’ Inner Ara, while wiping her tears that have already come out of her eye fertilizers.
Ara covered her face with both her hands. He cried bitterly, trying to vent his emotions that had been stifled. Ara did not expect, that she was too weak in the face of their cruel humiliation. His heart was not firm, and very frail.
Seeing Ara's crying reaction like that, Morgan could only let out a long sigh. He realized that he had spoken harshly to Ara. Finally, Morgan grabbed Ara to get into his arms.
‘What ... tradition city people do like this?’ inner Ara felt very astonished by them.
“If you are confused, how ... if you try dating me?” morgan asked, suddenly making Ara glare while looking at him with great surprise.
Morgan's words like that really can't be forgotten Ara. Ara was annoyed, because Morgan's words sounded so sudden to her.
‘Why can Morgan say that? Come to think of it .. I am nothing but a geeky girl born of an adulterer. I'm nothing more than a piece of trash. My life, I have suffered so much. Why do they all make me suffer more with the feelings they have?’ inner Ara, really very inexhaustible.
Again Ara let out a long sigh after thinking about it. It felt so crowded, just by imagining it. He could not cope with his sadness alone. Suddenly he remembered the figure of his mother, who was gone.
“Which mother, huh? Wanting to hug mom,” murmured Ara, with her gaze that she circulated towards her front.
Ara was astonished, and looked around for her mother. But finally, he also patted his forehead because he forgot, if his mother was gone.
‘Maybe .. because I miss her, I don't use my wits, Ara's inner’, which really needs her mother right now.
“Meeting mom ...”Ara sighed, then closed her eyes with tears coming out of her fertilizer.
***
Ara's eyes now felt very heavy. He falls asleep after thinking about Bhishma, Ilham, Reza, and Morgan. Although very heavy, Ara tried to open her eyes wide.
‘Why do they all make me feel tormented?’ inner Ara, astonished by the four strange men she met.
“Duh ... what time is this?” Ara tried to look at the wall clock, while trying to focus her sight that was still myopic.
Seen the time that has shown at 9 pm. Ara was shocked, and made her rise from her bed.
“Wah, it's like this hour!” Ara was surprised, and instantly remembered something.
“Bisma has not had dinner yet, huh?” Ara panicked, because she felt overwhelmed by her obligations as a sister.
For some reason, Ara felt guilty about Bhishma. He has not visited Bhishma since this morning. However, considering the events of this morning, Ara became disinclined.
‘I feel, it is inappropriate to be next to Bhishma. Although, I am the sister of Bhishma, but I feel .. I do not deserve to take care of Bhishma. Is it possible, the waiters have taken care of it properly?’ inner Ara.
“Although already eat, already there is care is also possible, but ... I want to look at him,” Ora with a soft tone.
Without a second thought, Ara went straight to her room.
Ara stepped with a very thumping chest, not understanding what she was feeling.
“Bisma has not slept yet, huh?” muttered Ara, who was currently standing in front of the room of Bhishma. He was suddenly worried, between entering or not.
‘Not enter, yes?’ inward Ara was confused and had stood in front of the room of Bhishma for quite a long time.