
I tried to contact him. After successfully contacting him, I gave him the address of this house so that he and you could stay here. But destiny says something else. Your mother died before she could meet me. I feel so bad for wasting you guys. Luckily, I contacted him. At the very least, by taking care of you, it could be my guilt-redeemer. I'm sorry, huh? Instead, you can ask for whatever you want. But please, forgive me. And, do not hesitate to call me by the name ‘Ayah’. Because you're not wrong. I was wrong, because I started all this.”
Marked,
- Bramantyo
Unceasing tears fell from his eyes, to the point that the paper he was holding was half wet.
Ara was trying to strengthen herself over all the truths that had just been revealed.
‘It turns out to be true said them, who said that I was an illegitimate child,’ Inner Ara, who was already troubled in her deep sadness.
I never told you the truth. Ara came to know that she was an illegitimate child from friends who mocked her at that time.
‘It turns out, it's true! All their bad words to me. I'm just a biological child. Nothing more than wasted trash. My mother left me alone and now, I have to hitchhike with a person I don't know, who claims to be my father, Ara's inner’ cries hysterically, to the point of not caring about her surroundings.
Even at this moment, there was someone who opened the door of his room and sat beside him, but he was completely unaware of it. Ara only cares about her situation.
That person was embracing Ara's shoulder. Ara who was sad to the point of losing half her consciousness.
Unable to endure her sadness, Ara hugged her tightly. With a short breath, he tried to stop him as much as he could. This feeling made him to the point of not being able to feel his own heart.
‘Sickness,’ Inner Ara, who felt a deep heartache.
After some time spilling her grief, Ara was quite calm as there was someone who willingly, gave her shoulder as a place for her to spill all the resentment in her heart.
Her tears were wiped away, then she saw the face of the person who was hugging her. The faint look on his face, the man helped Ara to wipe away her tears. Her hands were very soft, making Ara want to linger crying in her arms.
Their gaze met, making Ara feel confused with the person before her.
“Do not cry! I don't like to see a girl cry,” he said expressionlessly, Ara gave a small nod hearing his words.
Hearing her say that, Ara also tried to stop her crying.
“Who are you?” asked Ara, who was still a little hiccuped. The man looked very stiff as he stared at Ara.
“Gue Bhishma,” answered briefly, making Ara nodding her head in order to understand her point.
‘It turns out, he is the Bhishma that Mang Ujang said earlier. He is my brother. Unexpectedly, my sister is this handsome, Inner’ Ara, who felt a little shocked when she saw Bhishma directly before her.
“Papa has said, if you will come here. So I deliberately came here to find out, who the hell is who you really are,” he added, Ara changed his position to face him.
in his breathing, to prepare himself to speak with Bhishma.
“I am Ara who came from the village. I don't know shit. I just read the letter he said from Mr. Bramantyo, and I cried after reading a letter from him,” Ara explained at length, with the situation still holding back tears.
Bhishma looked coldly at Ara, making Ara a little afraid to see her.
“Oh,” the answer is short, which makes Ara a little offended to hear it.
Ara looked at him deeply, “Oh yes, Brother why is it here?” asked Ara in surprise, making Bhishma stare suddenly.
There was an eye of hatred, which was like being unhappy with Ara. Ara could only stand still, accidentally swallowing her own saliva.
“Don't call me brother!” bisma snapped violently, making Ara glare in shock at hearing that.
Ara's heart stopped beating for a few seconds. Ara was unable to take her eyes off Bhishma, shocked by what Bhishma had told her.
‘I guess, this brother of mine will be nice to me after he hugged me tight. Unexpectedly, her attitude was truly mysterious!’ ara's mind with her eyes rounded. Ara was like she could not believe that she would hear these words from him.
“Ta .. but aren't you my sister?” the rebuttal, who ventured to ask Bhishma.
Bisma further threw her frustration at Ara. It was evident from the look of his very cynical face.
“Udah I said, don't call me Brother!” snapping it once again, Ara lowered her head in fear while nodding lightly at him.
Bisma sighed and swallowed her saliva, then cast her gaze towards the front.
“Gue just don't want to squirm a crybaby. That's aja. And again, our age is only 4 months different. Don't call me Brother, because the impression I'm very old,” softly, Ara turned to Bisma.
‘It turns out that behind all of his nature, there is a soft side of him that doesn't like me. I did not expect, the inner’ of Ara, who indeed had to delve deeper into the true nature of Bhishma.
Bisma rose from her place, looking flat at Ara, “Udah ah, I came out first,” muttered, which directly passed from before Ara, without saying goodbye at all to her.
Ara was upset, but could only put her lips together, looking at the behavior of her biological sister.
***
Lunch time arrives. Ara was called to lunch together as a new family member here.
With a shaky step, Ara approached Bisma who had been waiting for her at the dinner table.
They were already facing each other, with Ara who did not dare to sit on the chair at all.
Bhishma was disturbed by Ara's presence, then looked at Ara in confusion.
“Until when to stand kayak statue?” bisma asked, who then continued to chew her food.
Ara's body felt stiff as Bhishma said that. Ara could only nod, then headed for the chair that was opposite the place of Bhishma.
Bisma looked surprised to see Ara who stepped in that direction, “Eeehhhh very far ...”
Ara stopped her steps, then looked doubtfully at her while still holding onto the edge of her clothes. Right now, Ara was really frightened.
“Sini,” tell Bisma, while patting the chair beside her.
Ara let out a long sigh, and attempted to throw a forced smile at her.