Broken Growing And Not Dead 2
Finished on the bed
flashbacks ...
Baek Hyun and Hana both wore straw hats that now hang on their back shoulders. Towards dusk the two went down the rocky path while waiting for the vehicle they could ride, passing by. Both hands clutching one with the other. Hana looked happy. Ever since he regained consciousness and recovered from his illness, especially since Baek Hyun promised not to take him to death, since then a twinkle of happiness always emanated from his face. And so is Baek Hyun. Hana is the reason for her passion and happiness. Seeing the girl happy, being able to smile and even laugh without burden, he felt so.
Beyond a doubt Baek Hyun was able to adjust to his new life as if he had lived like that for a long time. The man actually showed an adult attitude that was also responsible for his second life. He was a master of life for Hana. A real man who never complained let alone fret with their lives now who is completely free from the so-called luxury. Hana thought Baek Hyun wouldn't get used to it. But in fact, Baek Hyun even acted as if he was used to glaring, even though it was in fact, in the past Baek Hyun had been a vagrant. He is the one who has to adjust now. Deep down, Hana was happy. He is happy to be able to live with the person he likes. Hana is a big fan of Baek Hyun and now they live in grief even though Baek Hyun is not an artist anymore.
Baek Hyun touched Hana's head and then felt her head as well
“Why? I don't feel any pain at all” Hana said as she felt her own head.
“If we find the village again we should go to the doctor. We should check your head, who knows something happened because of the impact effect it.”
“But ... I don't feel weird or sick at all.”🤔
“That's it, weird isn't it? You don't feel pain, but ever since you realized, I've seen you almost always smile, whether when hungry, full, hard let alone happy and that's it ... Akh... Aaaaakh... 😲“pekik Baek Hyun, Hana suddenly pinched him firmly.
“YOU THINK I'M CRAZY!!!😠” screams angry while smashing Baek Hyun's hand. Then walked ahead of him with a frowning face.
Baek Hyun laughed out loud.😂 “Hana!! look out in front of you is a madman!!” suddenly shouted. Instantly startled, the girl spontaneously turned around and ran in fear towards Baek Hyun. But a few steps later he realized Baek Hyun tricked him. There was no one there except the two of them. Irritated Hana ran after Baek Hyun, and the man ran while laughing,😂😂 avoided the rampaging Hana.
“Hana, sorry if my question offends you, I see you're always clinging and happy with that husband but why haven't you had a baby yet? Did something happen? Tell me who knows I can help you. We have a potion that can make you have children soon.”
“We did postpone it, our house is not yet worthy to receive the presence of a baby. So we postpone it for a while.”
Seeing Hana as if she was talking seriously with the mother, Baek Hyun undoes his intention to call Hana. The man came there to pick up his wife.
“It's okay if you're happy with your choice. I think something happened.”
“We used to be almost dead” stories Hana
“Really?”
“Eum. I want ..”
“Baek Hyun...” greet a man who is the husband of a mother who is talking to Hana. “You came here to take your wife, waaaah you are really kind and loyal. Back when I was young, I was like you too.”
“Don't believe him, he never even picked me up at home let alone come to me work” replied the mother.
“Ah .. it looks like I have to go home.” Pardon Hana then approached Baek Hyun.
*
“What's wrong with you?" asked Hana who was walking behind Baek Hyun. Unlike usual, the man looks cute and even walks ahead of him.
Baek Hyun turned his head to look at Hana “So you've been clinging to me all this time and looking happy because you're afraid I'm taking you to death again!! Not because you're really happy?!”😐
“Of course because I'm happy.”
“Then what were you talking about earlier.”
“Ah it... you haven't heard our story until it's finished.”.
Baek Hyun continued his steps, and left Hana. “He was really angry, akh.. how could he think I was pretending to be happy for fear of death.”
“Baek Hyun..” Hana ran after.
*
“Two days went by Baek Hyun was still cold to Hana. He was indeed disappointed when he found out that Hana had been deceiving him all along. So that smile and the twinkle of happiness are all fake. Thinking about all of that somehow made her feel angry and disappointed. How does Hana really feel about her?Lest Hana be forced to follow him all this time.
***
Hana nodded, “She thought I tricked her all this time just because I was afraid she was taking me to death again. What am I supposed to do? I'm not used to this. He's hard to talk to. He always said tired, tomorrow only, and various other reasons to avoid me.”
“Hana ... usually the problem will be easily solved if talked about in bed.”
“I've tried it, but he always sleeps first.”
“You don't understand what I mean?”
Hana's face flushed. “I ... I never teased her for that," 😳 whispered Hana while bowed in shame.
“You don't have to be a seductive woman and seduction doesn't have to be done flirtatiously.”
“Then I have to do what?”🙁
***
Baek Hyun had just gotten dressed, the man was also wearing his jacket as the night air felt colder this time around. Hana approached and sat down beside him. “Circle me I will massage your back” Hana said as she pushed Baek Hyun's body behind her. Without excuse, Hana sneaked into Baek Hyun's clothes.
“Hana... stop” said Baek Hyun as he turned to his original position
“What's up? I am massaging you now” replied Hana while continuing her activities with more leverage.
Baek Hyun suddenly turned around, both of his hands pushing rough Hana's shoulders and pressing her against the back of the chair. “DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BE***A?! YOU'RE NOT MASSAGING ME, BUT YOU'RE SHAKING ME!!” 😠Snapped Baek Hyun while staring at Hana.
Hana's face flushed, her heart pounding incoherently. This was indeed the first time he had teased Baek Hyun. He never knew if his reaction would be like this “It ..” Hana could not continue her words.
“LAY THERE!!” 😠 Jerk Baek Hyun again.
Hana according. He lay on his back while occasionally glancing, watching Baek Hyun who was still in his place. His two hands clinging to each other signified his worry.
Seeing Hana who immediately obeyed him, Baek Hyun's feelings became even more riled up. Although there was doubt in his mind, in the end he took off his jacket and stepped over to Hana and ...
***
“Can you listen to me now?”😟
“I'm sleepy .. I've also forgotten about it, just assume you never said it, so forget it and sleep” replied Baek Hyun as he turned his back to Hana.
Hana tightened her body against Baek Hyun's back then stuck her head against the man's back. Although she was hesitant, Hana slowly ventured to wrap her hands around her husband's body.
“It's true I'm still afraid you'll take me dead again. All those years you lived in comfort and luxury, then suddenly you had to leave it and live like this with me. Sometimes I think, if only we had never met after my adoptive parents took me maybe things wouldn't be like this.”
“You regret meeting me?”
“Not .. I'm afraid you're the one who'll regret it. You left everything, even your hard work, your hard-earned work. Everything seemed to be wasted and meant nothing. Sometimes I fear you regret, feel tired and give up on life then and now. But I never found it in your eyes, your attitude is also your words. On the contrary, you look proud and happy with what you get when the value is much smaller than you have ever gotten before. That's why I feel happy too. That's why I'm always smiling and happy until you think I'm crazy. So it's not just that I'm afraid you're taking me to death again, but I'm happy to see you forget about it and live this life with a happy spirit. I am also very happy to be able to live with you. There are probably a lot of your fans out there who want something like this. Can live with the figure they idolize, which they admire and love. The distress does not even mean anything as long as they can live with the person they love.
Baek Hyun turned around and looked at Hana. “So you're still my fan now?”
“As big as fifty percent, ah no. 70 percent maybe, but it feels more to 100 percent. I am your wife and fan too. That doesn't matter, does it?”
“Ya .. if that's your answer, I believe” said Baek Hyun as he pulled Hana's head against his chest.
“Ah ... tomorrow what do you want to cook?” Hana raised her head hoping to normally see the man's eyes.”
“Lobster roast.”
“That again? You're not bored?”
“I never get bored, tomorrow we cook on the river only. Now sleep” said Baek Hyun with closed eyes.