Brother, I Love You
126. I'm powerless

Finished fulfilling his duty to the Khalik. Reyhan sits cross-legged on his alphabet, opening the holy book of the Qur'an directly to the surah of Arrahman. Reyhan chanted it slowly.

'Fa bi ayyi alaa 'i rabbikumaa tukazzibaan !'

(That is the blessing of your Lord which you deny).

When Reyhan read the passage of a special sentence in the surah ar rahman. Reyhan's heart trembled, his eyes glassy. Given how stupid he had fallen because he lived married by Diana, a woman who is not his right. Look ! as he learned to classify, the Lord coped him with a much better woman.

Reyhan also really meant to memorize the surah that has meaning about the blessings of God. Surahs have benefits for those who read them.

Reyhan must quickly be able to memorize the surah, so that he can more quickly marry Yumna, the girl Papa Arya chose for him.

After nearly two hours Reyhan sat cross-legged on his alphabet. Reyhan also stopped his shipment. Because he will not be able to memorize the surah for only one night, he will install it.

After tidying up his prayer equipment, Reyhan also laid his body on the mattress. With a supine position, put one arm over his forehead. Then recite in the heart, Surah Ar rahman who just read it, think it has reached what verse is attached to his brain. Until he was unconscious, he also fell asleep.

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In one of the rooms on the lower floor of Alfarizqi's family home. Darren could not sleep, he continued to turn his body to the left and to the right. Because the face of the widow who has one child continues to dance nari on the head and eyes.

Darren was deeply tormented by his feelings. I don't know?, so many women in this world. Darran dropped his heart for the first time to the one-child widow. A week ago, the first time he saw a woman selling ice candles, holding a baby. In front of the fence SD HARAPAN, when picking up Bilal his sister to the front gate. Darren's heart was pounding very fast, his heart was shaking as well. His heart was so sick and hurt to see the woman selling under the scorching sun using only an umbrella.

Oh my God ! what I should do. I was a kid, not old enough, to be in a relationship with a woman. And Papa will surely scold me if I approach the widow. But to drive that woman out of my heart and mind, I am powerless God !. Inner Darren

If he's my soul mate, bring God closer !. If it's not my soul mate, remove this sense of God. I'm really tormented. Inner Darren again, praying in the heart.

He was still fourteen years old, and still sat in the second grade of Junior High School. How could he possibly deserve to be in a relationship with a woman who already has children ?. Why do logic and feelings often fall out of line?, Darren thought.

What in bang Eagle is right huh?, I just admire him, not fall in love. But why do I feel so ?. Inner Darren again

Darren sighed, as he was confused with himself. He knew and realized, falling in love with the widow, wrong. But Darren accidentally does, falling in love with the woman far above him.

Because he could not sleep, Darren decided to come out of his room. No matter where, Darren himself was confused. He needed some fresh air to calm his mind.

"Darren ! where are you going ? why haven't you slept ?."

Daren, who had set his foot toward the side door of the house, stopped his steps. Then turn his body towards the back.

"Father !" darren.

"Where are you going, boy?, it's ten in the night. Tomorrow you have to go to school, it's not good if you stay up, tomorrow you can take a nap in the classroom" Papa Arya advised, to the child to the lima.

"Darren can't sleep Pa!, Darren wants to get some fresh air for a while Pa !" answer Darren.

"Why ? do you have a problem ?" ask Papa Arya again. Darren shook his head, slightly lowered.

"Let's tell Papa the same story, what makes Papa's child unable to sleep!." Aryan's father steps up to Darren, embracing one of his hands to Darren's neck, taking him to the side porch of the house.

"Let's tell Papa, what's stuck in your heart, so it needs fresh air?" papa Arya said again, putting his coffee glass on the table in front of them.

Darren sighed with his head down. What should he say to his father ?. Does he have to be frank about his heart falling in love with a widow ?. How will his Papa respond. And Darren was embarrassed to tell it.

"Now consider Papa your friend!, what's wrong ?." Papa Arya touched Darren's shoulder, suddenly made Darren raise his head.Shut his eyes to the face of Papa Arya who also stared intently at him.

"What did you do when you first fell in love ?" ask Darren.

Making Papa Arya instantly develop her smile. His son could not sleep because he was in love.

"Thank you to which girl Papa's son fell in love with ?" papa Arya asked, patting Darren on the shoulder.

"The problem is that she is not a girl, but a widow" Darren answered honestly.

"Uhuk uhuk uhuk uhuk...!" straight away Papa Arya choked on her own saliva. Shocked by the statement of his teenage son.

Darren lowered his head.

"Before Papa fell in love with your mother, Papa was in love with another woman. Papa is also experiencing what you are feeling now.."

"Trus what was Papa doing back then ?" cut Darren straight out.

"Papa didn't do anything. Papa just let the feeling go, without revealing it to the woman. Because according to Papa it is common to feel everyone. Everyone has experienced falling in love, even many times experiencing falling in love. Even after having a partner and getting married, people can feel in love. Do each of us feel in love, should we reveal to that person ?. Or do we have to be in a relationship with him?, no !. Because according to us, we fall in love, not necessarily we fall in love. We can just admire it, or just like it" explained Papa Arya.

Papa Arya was silent to the look on Darren's face that was almost crying, telling the woman in his tribe. Papa Arya sighed, watching her son's eyes save the love for the widow.

"Where do you know that woman is a widow ?" ask Papa Arya.

"Darren asked the other seller Pa !" answer Darren.

"But you're a little boy!, it's not worth your relationship with that woman. Open the point Papa does not allow it because of his social status. But because you are not yet the time to be in a relationship with any woman. And it is also impossible for you to invite women who already have children dating open?, what will people say. And also such women, need adult men, not teenage men. Ignore your falling in love, and focus on learning" advises Papa Arya.

"But Pa.."

"Nothing but no!, listen to Papa Darren !. Focus on learning, so you are smart, and later become a successful person. If you are fooled, God will bring you together in front of the ruler. And when you succeed, you can get it out of trouble. If you are now in a relationship with him, you can only increase the burden of his mind." - Papa Arya.

Darren lowered his head." Oh, Pah !" his fault.

"Yes!, let's go to sleep, it's late at night, don't stay up anymore."

Papa Arya stood up from his chair, walking into the house. His feet went into his room and the queen.

So did Darren, step inside his room.

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Dawn

Reyhan awoke from his sleep, hearing his HP ring. But not the sound of Alram but the sound of incoming messages. Reyhan grabbed his phone from the nightstand, with his eyes closed. Then opened his eyelids, then opened the incoming message to his HP.

📩Assalamu aleikum aki !, is aki awake ?. Sorry to interrupt, ten o'clock I'll be back in town B. May our do'a be granted, to meet in front of the ruler, amen !.

Teyhan developed his smile reading messages from his future paradise. Then reply to that message.

📨walaikum hail zamila!, if allowed, I will meet you later at the airport.

Yumna immediately read the reply to the message from Reyhan with a smile, and immediately replied to him.

📩Please aki.

📨Trank !.

Reply Reyhan.

Yumna who was beside her cousin sister, immediately hugged her, and immediately screeched in excitement.

"Yumna ! it's still morning blind, what's wrong with you, squealing like that ?" irked Shahia.

"Bang Reyhan later said he'd meet me at Kak!" airport !" answer Yumna.

"Have you fallen in love with that man ?" ask Shahia again.

"Astagfirullohal enzyme !" yumna said." It's not time I fell in love with him, later after we got married !" said again.

"You are in front of people, God !. But in front of the family, you are no different from a five-year-old boy. Brother, the Reyhan's taste has not known your true nature that often sucks, and has a very high level of toughness like Om Yudhi !" Shahia.

"Hehehe....!"grin Yumna, tightened her embrace to her cousin's brother.

"Let's pack quickly, that time will not be felt later. An hour before the flight we have to be at the airport" Shahia said again.

"Yumna is still lazy Kak!, Brother yes who finish the goods Yumna !" wheedled.

"What if your husband knows your true nature ?. I can't imagine, he must have shok !." Shahia shook her head, looking at her cousin's sister.

"I'm this beautiful my dear sister!, she must love me !" yumna reply.

"As much as you are!, you are slalu to make Brother's head dizzy. Hurry to get married, so that you no longer need to accompany you where" said Shahia, the daughter of her Mother Brother.

"In a moment, brother Shahia take it easy" replied Yumna. Putting her body back on the bed. Let his cousin's sister clean up their stuff.

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