Brother, I Love You
220. Not a chance

After breakfast at the dinner table, Darren picked up an empty plate next to his hand. It was supposed to be for Jean's wife. But because Darren wanted to let his wife rest, making Jean did not come to enjoy breakfast with that morning. Darren filled the plate in his hand with rice and side dishes, then put it on the tray. Don't forget Darren to bring some water to Jean.

Seeing that, Papa Arya, mama Bunga and the others just shook their heads slowly seeing how Darren behaved as a husband. Too bad!, they thought. But they won't dispute that. Because Mama Bunga and Papa Arya have confirmed in the house, not to interfere in the household affairs of others.

"Ma ! Pa!, Darren love Darren's wife eat first !" pamit Darren, carrying a tray in his hand out of that dining room.

"Yes dear!, Mama's daughter-in-law should not be in the fighting constantly !. Could be later Mama's daughter-in-law dehydrated because of fatigue" mama Flower's cerocos while chewing food in her mouth.

"Darling ! don't talk while chewing!" papa Arya's Reprimand. After Mama Bunga swallowed the Food in her mouth, Papa Arya fed the food back to her mouth.

Even though he was no longer young, his wife was still his little wife. His wife was still his little girl.

"Sorry baby !"reply Mama Bunga smile.

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Arriving inside the room, Darren placed the food in his hand on the nightstand. Darren sat his body next to Jean's sleeping body. Darren looked at his wife's beautiful face, Darren covered his smile and his hands stretched out rubbing his head.

Who says women who are no longer holy are just plong in. The evidence last night Darren was initially troubled to enter his wife. And his wife was also grimacing in pain. That's because his wife hasn't touched a man in a long time. Looks like his wife's back the girl.

Satisfied with Jean's face, Darren wakes him up."Baby ! wake up !" said gently.

But his wife was still flinching.

"Jean ! let's have breakfast !" said Darren again.

Jean wriggled her body, piqued with a hand playing on her face.

Darren further developed his smile, and his hand pressed against Jean's nostril."Let's have breakfast first Mrs Darren !" said it. Seeing Jean open her eyes.

"Darren !" Jean covered her smile.

"I've brought you breakfast to get up !." Darren pulls Jean by the hand, helping her to sit leaning on the headboard by giving her a pillow behind Jean.

"You're on a bribe what's eating yourself ?." Darren picked up the tray from the nightstand, and placed it on Jean's lap.

"Has everyone had breakfast ?"jean asked, looking at Darren's face.

"It's a darling !" answer Darren.

"I feel bad for Mama, Queen and Sirin !" said Jean.

Darren rubbed Jean's head, "They must have told me that my wife was tired again, because she had tried to give me a new member in the family" Darren smiled.

Jean bit her lower lip, understanding what Darren meant.

"Come ! open his mouth !"

Jean reflexively turned her head towards the spoon that was already pointed at her mouth. Jean opens her mouth to take a bribe from Darren.

"I want your son too !. It's not fair if you're not ready to conceive my son !" darren said again, feeding food back into Darren's mouth.

Jean remained silent, and chewed the food in her mouth. She is ready to have a child for her husband.

Darren's smile did not fade as long as he fed Jean until the food on the plate ran out, and Darren gave her a drink. Darren was so happy that God finally granted his prayers to have the woman who succeeded in diverting his world.

Darren returned the tray to the nightstand. Then Darren took Jean's two hands, and kissed her back in turn." Thanks for last night. You are so happy, baby !" said it.

Jean's face immediately blushed, actually last night he was very embarrassed, because he presented himself who was not a girl anymore to Darren who was a virgin. But because of the attitude of Darren who treated him gently and persuaded him, continued to build his confidence. So that he can be sure to give up his body to Darren, without worrying that Darren will be disappointed in him.

"Why aren't you disappointed ?" asked Jean Guggub, from last night it was very stuck in her heart after their romance last night.

Jean curled her lips up, "no !" the answer.

"I love you because of God, I married you to perfect my religion. Not just to make you a place to channel my harsat. I married you to be a place where I share love and affection" Darren explained.

"Don't think I married you for lust. If I wanted to, I could've done it with a woman out there. In this day and age, many women want to be married betelih, only in return for money. But I didn't do that, 'cause I love you baby !." Darren peeped into the backs of Jean's hands again.

Unknowingly Jean shed her tears, moved by the sincerity of the man in front of her, accepting her for who she was.

"I don't like to see these tears !." Darren cupped Jean's face with both palms and wiped away the clear liquid that ran down her lover's cheeks. Then dropped one kiss on his forehead.

"Darren !" jean sobbed, scattering her body hugging the body of the good-natured boy." I love you too Darren!, if only I had the strength to say that" he cried in the chest of Darren's field." If only I had deserved to say that !" crying again.

Darren returned Jean's embrace tightly, and kissed the tip of her head. Darren's glassy eyes hear Jean's love. Jean also falls in love with him. Darren was very happy to hear that.

"Is that true Jean ?"asked Darren with a heavy voice.

Jean nodded her head.

Darren took off their embrace, distanced his body slightly, looked at Jean's face. Without aba, Darren immediately kissed Jean's lips.

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Bilal parked his car in front of his food stall. Just as he was about to open the door, Bilal undoes his intention of seeing Hani walking towards his stall. Bilal also looked at Hani's face from behind the glass of his car. Bilal smiled, not in his side, if he also liked Hani. It's just that he has to keep his image as Ustadz who teaches in the pesantren.

"Astagfirullohal enzyme !" bilal muttered from his daydream that noticed the face and body of Hani who was getting closer to the front of his car. And swerved into his food stall.

"Assalamu alaikum ustadz Indra !" greet Hani to the manager of the stall.

"Walaikum hail ukhti Hani !" the Ustadz Indra.

"Sorry ustadz Indra, but Hani there is an important thing to meet ustadz Bilal. Because Ustadz Bilal continues to avoid Hani" Hani replied.

Ustadz Indra shook his head and sighed. Thinking that orphans always have the special nature and behavior of other children.

Yes ! Hani is an orphan from childhood. Her brother died since she was a toddler. The grandson of the owner of the boarding school, always do as he pleases. The rules of the pesantren do not apply to him. He is free to go where and meet who in the pesantren environment. Even to express his feelings to ustadz Bilal openly in front of santriwan and santriwati he will not be ashamed.

"Sorry, beautiful and cute Hani !. Stop chasing after the love of ustadz Bilal, because he has proposed to a girl, to be his heavenly angel" Indra ustadz replied with a smile.

"Can't be ! I know Ustadz Bilal likes me too !. It's just that he's embarrassed to admit it" Hani argued, confidently.

"If you do not believe it.yes already!. proof ustadz Bilal has stopped teaching at this institution" Ustadz Indra put his shoulders, back to serve the buyers who buy food.

"No way !" Hani ran from the shop crying back to his dorm.

Seeing Hani running out of the stall, Bilal opened the door next to him and went straight down. I wonder what made the owner of his heart cry. Bilal put his foot into the shop.

"Assalamu aleikum ? why is she crying ?" ask Bilal directly.

"Greetings hallow ! I said that ustadz had proposed to a girl" replied Ustadz Indra."Right ?" tanyakanya.

Ustadz Blah sighed, "but the girl refused" he said weakly.

Ustadz Indra shook his head, astonished by his friend who often played cat kelingan with Hani.

"Why does ustadz not accept Hani's ukhti application ?" tanya Ustadz Indra, scooping the rice from the flask, put it on a plate, and gave it one slice of gulai chicken and its gravy. Give it to the santri who is buying.

Bilal smiled, "After I received his application. Then he's the one who uttered our wedding banquet, is that it ?."

Bilal sat his body in one of the empty chairs. Then order food to Ustadz Indra.

"Give me food, the rice is a little, the meat is two pieces" said Bilal.

That's how he's been losing his body all this time. He will reduce carbohydrates into his body. He will eat dinner in the afternoon, so that during the night's sleep, his stomach has finished the process of burning food. And in the morning Bilal will have a makeshift breakfast.Bilal will also fast on Monday and Thursday.

"Good Boss !" the Ustadz Indra.

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In the princess dormitory, precisely in Hani and Susi's room. Hani dropped her body on her single mattress. Hani cried hiding her face into the pillow.

"Hani ! why are you crying ? who made you cry ?." Susi approached her best friend, and rubbed Hani's shoulder.

Hani flips her body, sits down and hugs Susi."Ustadz Bilal has proposed to another girl ! huuuu hicks hyxes !" crying Hani.

"Ssttt...! be patient!, maybe he's not your soul mate." Susi rubbed Hani's back to calm her down.

"And I'm sure that Ustadz Bilal likes me too ! huhuhuuuu hicks !" crying Hani again.

"Maybe Ustadz Bilal has a consideration not to choose you, even though he likes you" said Susi.

"What ?" ask Hani

"I don't know!, it's just ustadz Bilal who knows" Susi replied." It could be because he saw you who kept chasing him. She feels you are a woman with no self-esteem. And he could have thought, a spoiled girl like you can't be made a wife yet. Or many other considerations, which is the reason he did not choose you" explained Susi.

"And you too, are you ready to be a wife at your age. We haven't even graduated school. You just can't take care of yourself. Cooking, washing clothes, bedding are still a mess !" susi Cibir.

Hani stopped her crying, and wiped away her tears." I can learn !" said it.

"Slow ! Ustadz Bilal proposed to another girl" Susi said.

"So what should I do ?" ask Hani weakly.

"Surple !" answer Susi.

Hani pursed her lips.

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Finished performing magrib prayer in the mosque. Hani and Susi set their feet out of the mosque, to return to the dormitory. Suddenly, Hani's gontai steps came to a halt as Bilal passed beside him. Hani silently looked at Bilal's back. After getting advice from his best friend, Hani will stop bothering Bilal.

"Come !" take Susi, leading Hani's helpless body, into the gate of the dormitory.

Hani nodded his head.

Bilal stopped his steps and turned his head briefly towards the back. Bilal was astonished, how come this time Hani didn't bother him anymore ?.Did Kiayi Husen not convey it to Hani, if the one who proposed it, I?, asked Bilal in heart.

Bilal again continued his steps, after Hani and Susi disappeared from his view.Maybe Kiayi Husen forgot to convey it!, Inner Bilal again.

Completed the Isya prayer, and listened to the study of Religion from one of the Kiyai in the pesantren. Bilal decided to go home to his parents, because the night was also difficult to start late.

Bilal got into the greetings of his car, and immediately drove him, leaving the pesantren area.

Do I see Kiayi Husen again tomorrow?, Bilal's mind, and then he sighed, thinking of Hani who doesn't understand him anymore.

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