Brother, I Love You
Friend Forever's

'My brother. Alfred Arshavin Frederick.'

That statement kept ringing in his mind. Disturbing his brain who wants to get rid of the expression far away. All of this really tormented Edward's mind often times his ears kept buzzing.

"Aarrayarghh!!!!" Frustrated scream.

He spilled all his current annoyance over the abyss. Where below there is only a rock that continues to be hit by waves that are so swift to thump.

If only he did not remember his family, especially his mother Deana who loved him very much, maybe this moment also he had killed himself. Haifa.. What kind of crazy thought is this? How could he dare to do that? As close as he was, Edward would at most just hang himself on his favorite tomato fruit tree. But alas, he would not tarnish his beloved fruit by committing suicide there. Haifa.. Edward still had the brains not to do that crazy useless thing.

Yes, he was disappointed. But at least he's told everyone he's liked all along. At least he also knew how the blonde girl felt about him all this time.

'Even though I want to be loved by you, but you can't see my overflowing feelings for you, Bella. Before I had a feeling that I would never be with you again. And this is the truth.' Edward laughed bitterly.

'I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I couldn't find the right word. Maybe it's good for me if from the beginning I lied, but I can't tell you to 'don't go'. Edward is back in the monologue. Regretting his actions.

He still remembered, his conversation with the blonde girl in their teacher's room. The teacher who included the older brother of the person he liked was at once his toughest rival. Honestly, he still did not expect. Accepting a statement that really surprised him.

Flashback...

"But he's your brother, isn't he?" Edward unconsciously made his protest. She still does not want to accept the fact that Bella will really like her own sister.

"I knew. But he's not my real brother." Bella's answer certainly made Edward gasp and hit his heart. Edward did not believe. Yes, he admitted. Both have very contrasting differences. Even so, it could be that her brother inherited the gene from one of their parents, right?

"Our prices are different. And he's my father's adopted brother. The man my father found when my brother was accidentally stranded on the street." Obviously Bella, tell me the truth. He took a breath before continuing. "Edward, I like you too. But just–"

"I know." Cut Edward in a hurry. The young man did not want to know the continuation because he knew it would hurt his feelings even more deeply.

Edward smiled again. Laughing at her own tragic love fate. Apparently, not everything he can get like he is popular among girls and women.

Flashback...

He wanted to go home, ask his mother about all this. And what he should do. Although he is closed and rarely open with his family members, it does not mean he can solve his problems alone, does it? He needs his mother's back. Be as sweet as ever again even though his age is considered inappropriate. Bodo is very prestigious. Her thought.

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Bella can only reflect on the balcony of her apartment. Looking at the dark, starless sky tonight. Like his heart at the moment. Darkened.

He was still thinking about Edward's statement. Still feel guilty for hurting the feelings of the young man who was different one year from him.

Alfred himself could only sigh tiredly at the sight of his sister suddenly becoming moody. What exactly happened between her sister and Edward in her room when she wasn't around?

"Bella's? Why not put on a coat?" Alfred approached his sister.

The blonde girl turned around and suddenly she directly lunged at Alfred. Hugged his brother tightly. Alfred could only frown at confusion. Not understand.

"What's up, Bell? You're not what you used to be." Ask wonder.

"Sister, Edward..." Bella Lirih's words hung up.

"What's wrong with her? Is the problem not finished?" Alfred asked the question he was thinking.

"He's..." Bella's words hang back. "likes Bella." His image looked up at Alfred's eyeballs with sad eyes.

Alfred still looked calm. Not surprised by Bella's statement. He could have guessed this problem before. There was no way that there would be no problem if one of them did not have such feelings.

Alfred smiled gently rubbing his sister's chubby red cheeks dearly. "Did Bella like it too?"

"Cannot be. Bella has a sister. And forever will be like that." Hardik Bella fast. I don't like it when my sister says that kind of thing. It was as if Alfred wanted to let go of himself for someone else.

Alfred was certainly shocked and stunned. Can't believe her sister would say that to her. Of course he's happy. It doesn't matter if it's just a fantasy for him.

"Are you sure, Bella?" Ask Alfred to come back. He still wants to make sure for himself how Bella feels about him as well as Edward. If if Bella's feelings tend to be more on Edward, then he will let go even if it is heavy. After all, their age really fits. It doesn't seem like she's older than Bella.

"of course. I'm pretty sure of that. Moreover, I didn't feel anything at all for Edward if I really liked him." Reply firmly.

Honestly, Alfred was quite happy to hear that. "Then how did you feel with Edward, like what?"

"none. I don't feel anything like being near my sister." Bella glanced sheepishly at Alfred with a red tinge on her cheek as she said that. Alfred grinned, making Bella shudder in horror and gulped her hard-earned saliva.

"really?" Alfred asked Bella.

"I-yes, brother." Bella replied in reverse. Afraid to see her brother's grin turned scary.

"What-like?" Alfred asked back. This time he stepped forward to approach Bella as the girl stepped back. Bella kept stepping back.

"What do you want?" Bella asked groggy. Alfred's cornered himself more and more now. 'Lord. Why am I so nervous?' Batin Bella nelangsa's.

Alfred trapped Bella's cornered body on the wall between her hands. Lock it up until Bella can't escape. He further narrowed the distance until their faces almost stuck. Their breathing roars collided with each other, Bella could only open her mouth shut without being able to make a sound.

The girl stared at Alfred's iris in turn. So did Alfred who stared intensely at the beautiful sapphire eyes of his sister.

His gaze descended onto the thin lips as red as Bella's cherry. The girl gulped more and more nervously as Alfred drew his lips closer to the girl's lips. Makes him reflexively close both his eyes. Alfred was getting more and more happy.

One kiss makes Bella instantly blush. His face was hot instantly making his breathing falter. Unknowingly, his hand extended out revealing Alfred's glasses. It shows the handsome face of her brother whom she loves so much. His gaze descended on the lips belonging to his brother. It was as if he had invited those lips to kiss her again. Both of his sapphires had even been swept away.

Seeing Bella's response made Alfred increasingly eager to pulverize the slightly open red lips. It creates such a sensual sight. To arouse his desire to love his sister.

Oh, myGod.. How beautiful your creature is in front of me. Alfred in his heart. Now he is completely enveloped in lust. He wants his sister. He wanted to have it just for her. But age.. Gee whiz...

When he was tempted and was about to bring his lips back closer, suddenly a doorbell rang. Indicates that someone is visiting. Alfred breathed a sigh of relief because his bad intentions were finally realized faster.

Wait until Bella is 17 years old, and she can express her feelings clearly and in time.

"are you, like, a guest?" Bella stammered. Alfred just nodded as he turned around to leave his sister.

"I'll see it first." Alfred rushed into the house and dragged his feet downstairs lazily.

Meanwhile, downstairs, three people who still look like teenagers were standing in a huff in front of the door of the residence that belongs to both of them.

"Are you sure this is where Bella lives?" Asked one of the young men with hair in a cotton swab.

"Bella told me, Sam. How could I be wrong?" The young man who was none other than Ken Bella's best friend was grumbling.

Chequek!!

Ken, Sam, and another girl named Gwen, were now staring at the person who had opened the door before them with a friendly smile, but their eyes suddenly opened in disbelief and the smile that was on their lips suddenly faded. They were surprised to find the host whom the three had not expected. Were they at the wrong house? Think they.

While the homeowner before them stared intently at them with an intimidating look. The person simply fell silent, without any intention of asking what was the matter. And his hands were crossed to the front of his chest arrogantly while leaning against the doorway.

Ken swallowed his dry saliva with great difficulty. My God, why do you see this killer teacher everywhere? Is there a wrong address? Just like a song. Inner Ken, miris.

"Eeeerr.. H-does he.. We have the wrong address, Mr. Alfred." Said Ken timidly. The man just raised his eyebrows.

"Yes, Mr. Alfred. We thought this was the house where Bella lived." Timpal Gwen, add. He smiled awkwardly at Alfred, feeling unwell for being annoying.

Sam just rolled both his eyes lazily. "Heaven.. It's very troubling." I think Ken had the wrong address. Add it in the heart.

Alfred only the mangosteens alone then widened the door to allow the three to enter without a sound. Ken, Gwen, Sam look at each other. Talking only through the eyes of each. Should they come in or not? Ken shook his head unnecessary marks.

Alfred who was careless began to snort heavily. "Come in. You're looking for Bella, aren't you? To the end of the world you won't meet if you don't enter." Seloroh Alfred was upset.

And success makes the three gawking do not understand. But finally they complied and entered with timid steps.

They whispered to each other when Alfred closed the door again and immediately their bodies brushed in fear.

"Bella, someone's looking for you!" Alfred looked up. Where is his sister.

Ken glared, so did Gwen who ended up just looking at each other with Ken. Sam just silently flinched in his place with his own thoughts. Too tired to go along.

"Is Bella doing math lessons?" Ken whispers to Gadia beside him. The girl just shakes no idea.

"Of course."

"What do you want to drink?" Alfred asked flatly and managed to make the three jump in shock.

"A-ah, no need to bother Mr. Alfred." Gwen nodded.

"Wait ya. Bella's down, maybe."

After saying that, Alfred went straight back in to see his sister.

The three began to breathe a sigh of relief. The one who had been holding their breath was holding their breath when Alfred was among them. Gwen, Ken, and Sam circled their gaze around the corner of the room until Gwen's eyes fell on some of the picture frames that were among the trophies. He patted Ken's shoulder hard enough. Make the owner hiss and complain of pain do not like.

"Try to see that." Gwen cupped Ken in the face and turned him on the object she was referring to. So did Sam who helped turn his eyes to something that was meant by Gwen. Back their eyes glared in disbelief. Are they dreaming?

"No way." Murmured Ken shock.

"You guys?" Bella is surprised to find her three friends suddenly visit her home.

"Bella's? You're...."

"Ah, wait a minute." Cut Bella back into the kitchen to make drinks for her three friends. At the dinner table, Alfred was sitting by reading his novel. It was seen that her brother was grinning and laughing pervertedly. He rattled his waist and approached Alfred, grabbing the book of curse from his brother's hand.

"Sister Stupid!! You pervert!!" Bella screams unconsciously. His voice even echoed all the way to the living room. Forgetting the fact that his friends are visiting. Destroyed already killer teacher's reputation at his teaching school.

Brakk!!

Alfred's favorite book floated out in the living room. Three of his friends were shocked. Shudder in horror to know the wrath of the famous sweet and meek blonde.

Bella pursed her lips irritated while looking away leaving Alfred who was still sculpting with both hands that were holding the book, but the book had disappeared somewhere.

"Bella hates sister!! Tonight I sleep outside!!" Grumpy Bella is angry.

"Hey! Where can I be, Bell? I've been with your handsome brother."

"Bodo very!!" Timpal Bella ignored the man, and the labtas came out carrying a tray of three glasses of ready-made orange juice to the living room.

Ken nodded in disbelief. How could the infamous killer's teacher not be a creature to Bella?

"ahahahahah.. Bellas.. Have we had the wrong time to visit now?" Gwen laughed awkwardly because her visiting time was not right.

"It's okay. Just relax. My brother is like that." Bella said a little tighter due to the effects of anger.

"So.. She's..." Ken. Bella then nodded. He sighed for a moment and sat down.

"Gosh my god." Ken patted his head in shock. He knows what this means. If Alfred's killer's teacher was Bella's sister, it means Alfred is also..

"I didn't think Bell." Lirih Gwen clucked in amazement. Bella just smiled awkwardly scratching her cheeks that did not itch.

To be honest, she wasn't ready until her friends found out Alfred was her brother. But how else. Now avoid free. It's all been discovered.

"The photos, your picture with Mr Alfred?"

"of course. Who else." Bella smiled back. Gwen muttered in amazement at the different age photos. Moreover, the photo of his teacher who for him is very mysterious turned out to have a warm person when together with Bella.

"Drink first." Bella said to invite her three friends.

"I thought you were tutoring at Alfred's. But it turns out... Hahaha..." Gwen voiced out what she thought. Bella could only return laughing awkwardly in response.

"Eerr.. What's up, you guys here? Is there an important problem?" Bella asked in curiosity.

Silent. They can only look at each other. Making Bella who was watching them frown confused.

"This is about Edward." Gwen said carefully.

"If it's about Edward, why not just go to his house? His house next to mine. Why come to my house?" Bella's heart is astonished.

"Unfortunately there is no one. We're worried Bell. He's not heard from."

Bella's breaking up for a moment. His heart melted when he heard the sudden news. But where did Edward go?

"You can call his cell phone?" Sam shakes.

"can't. Max is currently looking for her."

"Bella, you can find him, right? Only you know how Edward is. We're worried." Ken begged Bella. He knows, all of this happened probably because of Bella's rejection. Ken was afraid that Edward might commit suicide because he was rejected. Haifa.. Too bad the young man thought. (;¬_¬)

"But..."

"Just go, Bell. Edward was your childhood friend. Entertain him. You know what you have to do." The voice of the baritone who suddenly stood up leaning against the wall.

Bella looked at Alfred worriedly. But the man smiled and nodded. The sign that he allowed Bella to leave.

"The most important thing is your friendship. Look for him." Alfred approached his brother. Provide white blend soft pink hoodie jacket. He's scrambling Bella's blonde mane, baby. It did not matter that they were the subject of his students' attention.

"Be careful on the road, okay? Call Al immediately if anything happens. Don't go alone." Alfred's sweat, possessive.

"Um, I understand brother. Thank you." Thank you." Bella nodded with a faint smile.

It was hard for Alfred to let go of Bella at a late time tonight, despite being accompanied by three friends, but Alfred was clearly still feeling anxious. Maybe if Bella wasn't a girl she could still be relieved.

"Sammy, I trust your sister. Don't leave him alone." Pinta Alfred gave Sam's word.

"Ah, Good sir. Then we'll excuse us." Alfred nodded while driving his three students and Bella out of the house. His gaze was cheering and anxious on Bella who was slowly moving away.

But before they moved away, Bella turned around and ran over to Alfred. In her heart the girl was worried that Alfred would misunderstand her relationship with Edward. Because he was also currently worried about Edward's state of affairs. Hugely.

"Sister, Bella doesn't want to sleep alone. Coming home from Edward's search I want Al's brother to accompany me as usual."

THE TEST...

A drop of clear liquid fell just like that in his eye fertilizer. Alfred quickly distanced Bella's body and wiped the tears from her sister's cheeks slowly.

"Hey, why are you crying, hm?" Alfred pinched Bella's chin gently just for Bella to look at him. He then kissed both soft eyes Bella, then both cheeks, nose, lips and lastly Bella's forehead long enough.

"So sweet..." Ken whispered softly to pay attention to his teacher who had thought that cold-hearted would be as gentle as it was when it came to dealing with his sister. He never thought they had a special relationship all along.

"Let's... Surely one school will be a scene if they see this." Timpal Gwen was swept away. Gwen certainly does not know that the two have a relationship more than just a sister.

"That's enough, Bella. Don't cry anymore. If you think I'm going to get angry, you're wrong." Tukas Alfred looked at Bella's face. The man smiled warmly rubbing the recess of the girl's cheeks.

"Hurry home. Brother's gonna make you your favorite dessert, later."

"Really?" Bella's law sparkles. Alfred nodded. He then turned Bella's body around and pushed her towards her three friends.

"All right, I won't be long brother. I'll be right back. Bye bye."

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"Dward!!" A brownish-black disembodied young man quickly rushed down from his bicycle seat when he saw Edward standing on the edge of the ravine.

He did not believe Edward would be this frustrated. To commit suicide just because he refused.

Hellows.. Who wouldn't think that if you knew that person had just broken up and was now on the brink alone? The first thought that came to their minds must have been suicidal.

But how did Max know that the young Emo had just broken up? The answer is when he accidentally passed the indoor basketball court and heard the sound of people shouting indistinctly. Max could have guessed that Edward was suffering from acute heartbreak syndrome.

"Edward, you're crazy, what. You're gonna kill yourself just because you refused, HUH?" Sweatdrop. "Came it Ed, call it... Don't be heartbroken to kill yourself." Its effects.

CTAK!!

"Argh, sick..." Ringis Max, stroking his head that was hit by the love of Edward suddenly. "Why did you hit me?! What mistake?! Huh?!" Angry Sung.

"Who would kill himself, Max?!"

"You!" Max chimps quickly, "If not to kill yourself, then why are you here at night?! Alone, again."

"Heaven.. It's hard to talk to you." Edward's grouse is melengos. He then turned around. Facing the vast ocean that lay before him. He flung his buttocks enjoying the cold night breeze sweeping across his face.

Max frowned not understanding. The young man then secretly picked up his phone and typed something to send to someone.

"Can you keep a secret, Max?" Edward asked without looking at his friend. He wanted to tell Max everything he was feeling right now. After all, the only friend who can keep his secret is Max and Sam. Although he was rarely open to his two best friends, he knew that his two best friends had eleven twelve with him.

"certain." Answer Max briefly. He then slid his butt next to Edward.

"After saying everything, I should be angry and disappointed. But.. Why do I feel like I can easily accept the reality? I don't know if I really like it or not in any more sense." Edward suddenly spoke with a long sentence.

Max is willing to bet that the first time Edward can talk that long. But he remained silent. Letting Edward spill all his teeth.

"I think you just like him as a friend. I know, you were his childhood sweetheart."

"But.. I'm jealous of every time he's close to anyone. Especially her brother." Hardik Edward fast. "I'm too scared to lose him, Max. After what I went through from childhood with her, I was afraid she wouldn't be with me anymore." Its effects.

Max is a little confused. What should Edward's fear mean? Jealousy, love, or obsession. He never experienced anything called love. Haifa.. It seems Edward this time wrongly chose a friend to confide.

"Honestly, I'm happy to see him happy. I get angry when I see people talking about it, and I don't like to see other people smiling. And it wasn't me."

"Eerr... How about you open your heart to someone else? I think that way you'll be able to distinguish your feelings of love and love." Advice Max, Mentok. The young man really had no idea. And it made her suddenly stump up from depression.

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"How's it?" Ken asks when Sam just got a message from Max saying that Edward has been found.

"Say it's on a cliff near the beach."

Bella suddenly just ran away leaving Ken as well as the others without a word.

"Bella, wait!!" No matter Sam called him. I don't know why she suddenly felt bad. He knows the place. The place where he used to spend only to see the sunrise and sunset with Edward when they were sad.

A place where they can put all their emotions out there. Bella continued to run through the quiet road leading to the beach. While Ken, Sam also Gwen followed him from behind.

Bella stopped almost to the top of the cliff. He rested his hands on his knees because he was no longer strong enough to run. "Hosh.hosh.." His breathing began to be irregular because it snorted.

"Bella?" Edward when he realized there was movement from behind him. Bella still looks breathless regulating her breathing. While wiping the sweat that pours on the temple is quite swift.

"Stupid!! You're making us anxious Edwa–"

"Dward!! Hix.. Hix.. Thank God, you're okay." Gwen immediately lunged at Edward and hugged the young emo tightly. Not feeling guilty for cutting Bella's words, Gwen cried as she pleased in the young man's arms.

Edward was surprised. But something is strange. His heart beat twice as fast as Gwen suddenly hugged him. Whatisthis? His inner.

"Gwen. Off." Unwillingly, Gwen finally released her embrace from Edward's body slightly embarrassed by still sobbing.

Edward looked at Bella who was still pecking with an expression that was difficult to understand.

"Bella, you..."

"Edward, you shouldn't have to do anything unimportant here. Especially if you're alone. You think I'm not worried?" Bella's fizzle. He smeared his lips. Makes Edward grin.

He walked over to Bella who looked angry at him. And..

Greepp!!

Edward held Bella in his arms. His right hand held the nape of Bella, and the left one hugged the waist of the blonde girl gently. It made Bella's body suddenly freeze for a moment, but then turned a little relaxed and smiled understandably.

"I'm sorry, Bell. Maybe I'm jealous of your brother who is now always by your side." whispered Edward softly. And only the blonde girl could hear. Sapphire Bella is breaking up. Until he made her teary.

"Maybe I'm just afraid you'll go far without ever seeing me again. Because as long as I'm with you I can be myself. And when you walked away, it felt like all my happiness was gone. Sorry, because I've been too selfish." Bella shook her head hard. I disagree with Edward. All this time he felt they were still the same even though things were different.

"Edward, you're my best friend, my childhood friend. You were also a brother to me when my brother was not next to me. You're the one who always accompanied me. I don't want it to end just because of a feeling. L'm.. I-i.hiks.. Huuaaaa.." cries broke out instantly in Edward's arms. He really didn't want to lose his childhood best friend just like that.

"Std... I was wrong, Bella. Ii'm sorry. Please, don't cry. Your face is so ugly." Edward sneered deliberately.

"Stupid! You want to cheer me up or make fun of me?!" bella's murmur wiped her rough tears with still a whim. And Edward laughed occasionally. Making the three people not far from them gawk.

All three of his friends could only watch a very rare drama. Between Edward the flat face, and Bella the sweet. Rarely see Edward who is irrit expression so much expression when close to Bella.

"We will forever be friends. That's our promise." said Edward.

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