Call Me Isha
39 The Weak will Lose

⁇ "Yolan!"

I don't know how many times I tried to call, but the girl stayed away until I finally got her hand.

"Yolan is sorry I hurt you but you know this is what we have to get through before we're together." With a breath I tried to explain.

"But Arga, it's not gini. Try to imagine if the person you originally thought of as property rights turns out to have someone else in the heart even crazy, he is just playing with your feelings."

Yolan's nanar gaze felt piercing. "Arga's pain."

"Yolan, I know what you mean but I can't stop."

"If you don't want to end this game, I'd better get out of your life!" the breakup shocked me.

"Everything I do now is for you. We, whatever I'm going to do for this relationship even if I have to sacrifice someone else. I don't care."

I carried her palm up in front of her lips and kissed it softly. "Love you."

Yolan's cry sounded quite heartbreaking. "I know it's wrong, but I love you so much too Ga. You're selfish, you're not human, but I love you so much."

He wiped his tears. "I hate you but I love you," he continued, shaking a little and hugging this body tightly, channeling the heartache that had been harbored.

Flashback.

Orlin and I threw jokes while entering the yard to meet Mama, as well as showing the cup I just won.

"Lo's great, Aunt Nesya must be proud" Orlin said.

My cousin's sister stared at the trophy in this hand with sparkling eyes. Very understanding because Orlin really wanted my position at this moment.

"You know, I want to match our children in the future, and I'm very lucky to get a daughter-in-law like Isha, who is beautiful, kind and she has known Arga for a long time, I can't wait for them to graduate."

A voice managed to divert our attention then, with a confused face we looked at.

"Definitely Argaku is very happy to have a wife as good as Isha" said my biological mother again.

"Is my hearing in trouble? I just heard Aunty's plan to make your soul mate with Cupu?" asked Orlin who was still as confused as I was at the moment.

"Engga!" My elak quickly and then leave from there.

"Arga! Hey, why?" ask Orlin pretend to bego.

"Lo don't mind?"

"Have I been horrified, kept?" He raised one eyebrow.

"Obviously, do I want to and disagree? Because I still have Yolan who really deserves to be my life partner rather than the Cupu! Don't get to."

Just imagine it has made the body scream lazy.

"But this is your own desire, you want to make aunt Nesya sad because of her desire not granted?"

"Ouh huh?" He looked at me unsure. "To my knowledge, Cupu likes it the same lo. If he wants to wait patiently for love. Sure you're gonna melt,"

"That's gonna!"

"Many cases are like lo Ga, first deny, disgust, this is it. But after living together, it was comfortable" Orlin laughed as she clasped her chest.

Hearing that my brain immediately aired the usual thing in the telenovela.

"Impossible!"

Flickering sounds are heard. "Where if you playin Cupu feeling from now on, I'm sure he will refuse you because of heartache!"

"You mean?" I did a little with that plan.

"Lo deketin him, convinced that you've changed. Then, you make a baper tuh the Cupu, if you have, you shoot him, manage him, anyway he must feel seneng and happy just like you. If you need to seize the time together he is with Raefal, if you have, slowly fall him, and at the right time you unload everything. If you already have Yolan, which surely he will be surprised if Nyokap you ask him to marry you, I guarantee he will not want because of heartache, Gimana?"

"Lo's a genius, but why would I involve Raefal in this plan?" my many. "It must be because of your bad sense, right?"

Orlin rolled his eyes puffed. "Swimming down and drinking water, I also want Raefal's sister."

I laugh. "Raefal, Raefal and Raefal, what a great guy he is until my brother is crazy about the same people."

"He's the perfect guy!"

"But stupid."

"It is important that he is responsible and selfish" he said, blatantly insinuating.

"Rather than lo, sneaky!"

"Not cunning but ingenious, life is like a battlefield Ga, the weak must lose."

"Whatever! Speaking of which, should I talk to Yolan about this?"

He's clucking. "You want your boyfriend to misunderstand? Yeah, I said it was a moron."

"But if he doesn't give permission?"

"Say this for you, she must understand."

"But Yollan's not the kind you think Lin is, he's different, he's special."

"Lo guess martabak times are special."

End flashback.

And so, the beginning of this drama began. All I can say in silence to Isha is sorry and thank you. Although selfish, stubborn and inhuman as Yollan said earlier, I am also a human who still has a heart.