Call Me Isha
8. Undecided

⁇ From entering the main gate the aura around me became a little strange, the person who used to meet me would sneer now just silent and even lowered his head.

In front of the classroom I confirmed my appearance through the window, there was nothing sinister that could make everyone look down like before. Maybe it was just my feeling.

I stood beside the bench that Raefal was sitting on, making the man turn his head but still indifferent even preferred to enjoy the weather while his legs were raised to the table.

"You're going through lo?" tanyakanya.

"Yes." Yeah."

After that, I sat down next to him and started reading books and memorizing some materials for later repetition.

The sound of the kuaci being opened spread concentration, through the tail of my eyes I glanced at Raefal Kak who was still enjoying the cheap festive food.

Glancing at me back then smiling disdainfully, Brother Raefal's gaze was able to upset me myself.

"Why waste your face? Are you satisfied to see it?"

"Isha. Don't be nervous, just ordinary, inget Raefal sister do not like if you keep quiet," My inner began to monologue.

I close my eyes to regulate the heartbeat that beats faster than usual.

"Lah's dumb! Do you feel like you're a pinter or how to learn?" ask Raefal .

The person next door was indeed a little crazy perhaps, obviously if he just did not learn however, now turned to advising.

"Lo bring the supplies?" the question that makes me nod "Isha denger, I don't like it if I ask or say you just nod and shake! Wrestle out? And you know the consequences!" Remember firmly.

"I-iya Brother," I stammered back.

"Here's your bag!" Brother Raefal snatched my bag, I just silently watched his every action without protest.

"Gue eat!"

I glared a little in disbelief as Raefal's hands mercilessly stuffed my provisions into the mouth.

"Don't eat anything, I don't bring pocket money."

I really want this mouth to say the sentence above, but in fact I am no bigger than ant feces.

        The break bell rang loudly, one by one the students who inhabited the seventeen room gradually left the room until now, leaving me and Brother Raefal.

"Sha lo engga ngantin?"

The question made me nervous, I was confused to answer to him. There's no way I'm not talking about the provisions this morning, it doesn't feel good, especially the provisions that have been residing in the stomach of Raefal.

"Sha, denger hing? Inget Sha I don't like lo peain, just say what you want to say, don't be spelled! North of your feelings, northin!" Sis Raefal's support made me close my eyes to get ready to say the word in my head.

"I brought provisions because I didn't bring money, but the provisions would have been eaten," I honestly took one breath at a time without opening my eyes.

"Why didn't you say, why didn't you just say that?"

I'm scared down. "I'm afraid of Big Brother, if I say, how will Big Brother get angry? I'm scared," my great-grandson.

I can hear when Raefal sighed. "Yes you will be angry, you're a strange thing, if there is something that does not match what you want to say, do not be silent and pendam, gini 'will you be your own loss."

I was glued to see Raefal's response.

"Denger Isha, gua engga likes a quiet lo. Okay maybe you are caving in for their pleasure, but you also have to think about yourself, do not always put others forward, Love your self. This does not mean that we are selfish, but sometimes we also have to love ourselves, and think of ourselves before others, so do not be too kind and always give up. Not only is life the best, but sometimes we have to protect ourselves with what? With a defense," he explained with a warm gaze.

"Yes, brother."

"We're going to the cafeteria!"

Almost every hallway we passed was chaotic because many students saw. Do not you imagine the movie scene where the male players who walk together while holding the woman's hand, here I walk behind Raefal with a distance of five centimeters but the hands are intertwined.

"Isha, remember my word. If anyone doesn't like it, tell him not to!" remember Raefal's sister.

I took off his grip. "Let me walk alone, sister, do not be pulled." I said politely, not forgetting the sweet smile that I published.

She smiled and ruffled my hair. "Well, this is Aishaku" he said.

I blushed to be treated like that, the thing that I usually only met in telenovelas now I have experienced myself.

"Lo wait here!" say goodbye to Raefal when I was just sitting in the cafeteria bench.

"Goupe! You want my words yesterday?" asked Orlin who uninvited approached with a fierce gaze, do not forget also the two men who always tailed behind.

"D-yes."

He chuckled, "It's good that you inget, so I don't need to make bully lo again like yesterday, you inget 'Is the worm I spilled on you?" Orlin paused the sentence with a laugh that made my hair stand up remembering the fateful incident yesterday.

"Gue plans to add other insects, such as cockroaches, caterpillars, ants, rats and other disgusting insects," continued Orlin who is the code for me.

I gulped with great difficulty in imagining how disgusting they were especially if they touched the body.

"Ja-don't Lin, I won't go with Raefal!" broke up without a second thought.

"Good Babe," his jade, which brought our faces closer together, made me roll back in fear. "Remember this! If you dare again, I will kill you with my torments every day!" threaten Orlin who made my eyes perfectly round.

"Ok Cupu! I pull it off and remember my eyes are everywhere, so don't fuck!" threaten her again before leaving.

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21 January 2020/16 August 2022