Call Me Isha
58. No Heart Reunion?

Two weeks I went through with longing and hatred because of the actions committed by Raefal did not make this sense fade even though the ego still controlled itself.

Tired of lying to myself until now, I stood on the stage even, for a moment I forgot my purpose and chose to sit deep with my ex-lover who today looks handsome using a graduation package.

With a glazed look I turned towards the available chair, before sitting with a guitar on my lap.

The first second when the fingers hit the guitar strings I closed my eyelids, ignoring the fact that Kak Raefal's figure did not take my eyes off me even a little.

What to do, I'll do again if you're unfaithful.

Because I'm just a human being, which you don't consider.

I'm.

Trying to understand you, but you don't care.

That's enough.

You hurt me again.

This piece of pain, I'll take it dead

I tried to give everything I had, but it was all in vain.

Free, free,

Me, don't try to understand you, but you don't care.

That's enough.

You hurt me again, this piece of pain I'm gonna take dead.

Although it was disturbed, now we actually looked at each other for a long time too, the eye drops were also increasingly flooding the cheeks.

Enough is enough, you hurt me again, this piece of pain I'm gonna bring to death.

Until when, can make you understand, make me meaningful.

In heart.

In your eyes.

Dear.

The clapping rang out, but instead of smiling because I appreciated it, I closed my eyes and sobbed in silence.

Luckily, the master of ceremony's voice rang out to make my hand move quickly wipe away the tears and move from sitting down.

"The sound is too beautiful and slashing to hear."

"Totally, let alone see there are some who until the cry, I admit that our singer is indeed the best!" praise a female MC.

"By the way, we're kepo. Who is this song dedicated to, if I may know?" Now it was the MC's turn to ask.

"If you're honest, it's someone's request."

"Well it seems like a broken heart, then. For anyone who requests this song, hopefully his ex can quickly doom yes," the joke managed to make a laugh.

           Finished by filling out the event, I just sat backstage until it was finished and now slowly approached Kak Rafif as a senior who I know enough.

"Congratulations Brother! Don't forget us too even though we're different schools."

Rafif nodded with a smile. "Thank you, I hope even if I don't exist. The walking association."

"I'm sorry that I've been mad at you all this time. My message is only one, still make our excursion in demand by children," said Rafif, making all members sad.

"We don't mellow, we don't separate nature. We'd better take a photo for a memento!" rara proposed with a bright smile showing off her phone.

When being cool taking pictures, rigid sectarian body when the vision saw the figure that makes this heart like slashed by a knife, standing not far from us.

"Sha, let's go first!" everyone's saying goodbye makes me feel the fog.

I was about to leave however, managed to stop the man by holding his wrist hostage which instantly made his eyes closed for a few seconds.

"Sha, you want to say congratulations to me? Lo know I---" the hanging remark happened because I violently pushed his body away to take off the check.

"Congratulations!" my ketus.

"Gue knows that your heart hurts. But, I ask for time, I promise this will be the last."

The request with a weak voice was powerless I refused, I just nodded in response.

"Lo engga kangen?" asked Raefal who was still laughing.

"Sha, as I said at that time miss---" Hanging it with a special ruckus. "The truth is, I really miss it. I have only met for two weeks but it feels heavy. Especially forever, right?"

Either the spell that the sentence carried up, managed to escape the water from inside the eye.

"Don't cry Sha, I don't want to see you cry, I'm also sick like lo Sha."

"Lied," my great-grandson made her laugh.

"That's why Sha, we can get this close, even we're going out----"

"former!" my swift error got the naughtiness.

"Not the ex, but alumi the heart, because the word ex is too bad to describe the person who once ruled the heart."

"Especially for handsome people like me," he continued.

As if he did not know the situation, Raefal still uttered an annoying sentence that fit reality.

"Udah brother, I'm not strong," I asked, still reluctant to stare.

"Brought easy Sha, don't nangisin bastards like me," he said which even made me sob.

"Gue hope after this you become brave to fight people who like bully lo, don't forget to be happy, and don't trust too much as humans, especially if humans are bastards like me."

"May your girlfriend be better, romantic, considerate but not beyond my good looks. Obviously I don't accept it because I want to be the most handsome person who ever ruled your heart."

"Although we are former, I always pray for your kindness because, you are the most beautiful figure who perched in the heart. Thanks for being present."

I don't know for sure what kind of facial mimic that Raefal's sister showed when she said that but, which human being would be fine if in our position.

"Lo----"

Before Raefal continued, I ventured to hug him one last time.

"I do hate Big Brother as a couple, but I can't forget that you've been my friend all this time."

"Sister is a shitty guy that I love and hate."

Raefal's brother tightened his embrace. "I'm sure I failed, and I'll never repeat for the second time."

I slowly let go of the hug, still keeping my head down, not daring to stare for fear of not being able to stand firm.

My eyes caught a small box that the man thrust out.

"Make lo, as a parting gift. Accept Sha? Or maybe, as unwilling as to in front of me you receive this gift, after that. Whatever." Pause briefly. "You want to throw away also what, I'll keep the penny because I assume you received this last gift."

Unlike earlier whose voice sounded refreshed, now the eardrum can capture a fairly clear bitterness.

"Gue pampering. Sorry, I'm not a good guy let alone the romantic you dream of."

Suddenly I held my head up, staring right where his eyeballs were.

"Speak my apologies to Papa Lo because, has made his favorite daughter heartbroken. Greetings to Mama Lo, say thank you very much for accepting my kayak."

He seemed to be laughing, perhaps imagining events all along that made me feel uneasy.

"Gue can't say it right now, so. Please say yes?" the door with a big smile.

Raefal's brother came towards me, then rubbed his wet cheeks. "Thank you and sorry for the alumni hearts that may, will not reunion."

Raefal's head is tilted slightly until, noses collide with each other before he attaches lips then********* quietly.

The first kiss that excited like in the novel does not apply, just now our lips tremble because of the crying that struck.

Raefal took off his kiss, stared fixedly at my face for a long time before wiping away the saliva splattered on the corner of my lips.

"There'll be a long day before I can get back to seeing Lo Sha's face."

"There will be no reunion for my heart."

The sentence implied that the meaning made both corners of Raefal's lips lifted freely.

"Indeed, so take care of yourself."

"So too."

"Gue will always take care of himself because it's for you."

"Gue said goodbye to Sha," she said, making crying again and sticking lips together.

Please stay with me.