Call Me Isha
59. Destinies

the rain spots made the glass windows blurry, blocking the vision of the streets that were not far from the cafe I was in.

Helaan breath escaped also when aware if, the person I was waiting for had not also revealed the nose, more than two hours I was alone in the crowd of cafes.

"Sorry for a long time, I'm stuck in traffic."

I smiled awkwardly, letting the man sit in front of me.

"What are you talking about?" ask after a long time of thinking.

The woman in front of me looked at me seriously. "Gue wants to be honest and tell a story. I'm asking, you don't cut it later."

The head nodded in response, in my small heart quite curious about the openness of that beautiful figure.

He lowered his head, making the air around feel bad. "I'm sorry for being so outrageous before."

"Maybe, you even everyone thinks I'm cruel. But, have you ever thought about why my behavior is too excessive?"

Orlin, with glazed eyes looking at me. "Lo ever thought, how do I feel after bully lo and the others?"

The woman who looked messy smiled wryly. "Maybe you don't believe it but, after a violent act, I'll cry and write a hundred sorry sentences on my bedroom wall."

I was almost pressed for spit because, Orlin's talk showed the fragile side that the woman had.

"From my story you can conclude." Orlin smiled sweetly. "Gue is declared ill and to control emotions is the hardest thing. When I see the victim screaming for mercy I like Sha."

I watched Orlin yeng recount with full expression. "I feel like I'm winning because I'm not the one who's hurt anymore."

Eagerly mouth asked however, my promise not to cut the sentence printed clearly in memory.

"Gue has a lot of secrets, maybe a little I've told you earlier and, this time I beg you very much. My story is pretty saved for yourself."

"Gue envies you. Even though his wealth already exists, you are still intact. And my family?"

Tears are moving much more. "My family broke, especially after my father got married again. To me, home is just hell."

"At home if there is no Dad, I often underlined. Fighting can also be because the woman is really sneaky. And, by torturing you my emotions channeled, even though I know it's not a good thing but still I do because, if not this body I will say for the sake of being satisfied."

Orlin as he pleased, I could not bear to wipe his fist on the table.

"Added, my half-brother by his asshole made me *****personal."

Along with the bowing of Orlin's head, the drops of tears I couldn't stand. I know what's being said is something very sensitive.

"Still fresh in memory, it was an empty house and there was only us. I tried to rebel but how much power compared to him. And, since then I've been made a complacent, wherever and whenever I have to want with the threat of my photos and hot vidio that he keeps."

"I often try to kill myself and the damn thing always fails because of my crazy stepbrother."

"After all that, I started playing with my hands, stubborn because my freedom was no longer in my own hands."

"Because I feel bad, I try to seek treatment but still, the thirst for victory controls it can not be withheld."

Orlin wiped her tears then smiled sincerely. "Gue wants to tell you about my meeting with Raefal, I hope you're jealous."

For the first time, I saw the friendly looking figure of Orlin, making me laugh.

"Gue met him that was Junior High. At that time I just came home from Palembang and picked up my brother, of course he asked for intercourse, it was the first time I refused because the body was really tired but he was still tight."

"Gue asked for help to him and finally entered Raefal's car, from where we know. And of course because he's the good one, I claim him as the property. Yup! Maybe in love, maybe?"

"Since that time we were close, he also helped me a lot and it's something that makes me feel privileged, something that is quite rare and only obtained by him."

"After graduating Junior High School, we finally agreed to enter the same High School. And that's where our friendship stretches because Raefal knows I bully people often."

"The climax when he deket same lo, between jealousy, envy and also upset my destiny mixed and finally I decided the enmity."

"Because of Raefal's problem, my focus was divided until I realized that rarely taking pregnancy-preventing pills after that, the impact I was pregnant."

"Gue probably asked my stepbrother for responsibility when he's getting married in three months. The only way, ask for help to Brother Raefal and finally he gave me a place in his house for a while because, that bastard was looking for my whereabouts."

"My plan to avoid that bastard was successful, because it was out of the country."

Orlin. "Sha you remember not the incident where you saw me and Raefal's brother hugging?"

I nodded, that painful thing I will not forget.

"At that time my stomach aches, because of panic Raefal Kak wants to carry me and at the same time you suddenly appear. Honestly, I'd even forgotten that my stomach hurt before."

"But, after that Raefal looked unusual, his spirit also did not exist. From there I realized, if at any time, I would not be able to misahin you guys and, finally I chose to step back and feel you deserve to be loved when I was pregnant with children from outside the marriage."

All this time I cursed Orlin, saying it with bad words without knowing the figure that woman was hiding.

"Because of guilt, I tried to talk to you in the school garden but instead I fell and again, make your relationship tenuous."

I remember the incident, it was me who felt guilty for almost causing harm to both.

"What do you do, right? I'm sorry, but" I said I couldn't shut my mouth anymore.

"That's what. Being in my body makes him strong with anything" he said with a sweet smile.

Orlin wiped away her tears. "Sir Raefal also told me that you misunderstood Rinta, his cousin."

My eyes dimmed, it turned out I was thinking too much about myself to forget the person who always held my hand.

"Lo was angry there, Rinta wanted to explain but Raefal's sister stopped. Because for him, your relationship was too messy back then and it took time to become whole, let alone. After graduation, Raefal must go to Singapore for school as well as Balqis treatment."

My body was squeezed, powerless to hear the words of Orlin's mouth, alluding to my own stupidity of not wanting to hear anything from his mouth.

"Gue nyampein this because I feel the need, and sorry to make you sick physically and mentally."

Orlin placed a piece of paper on the table. "Raefal's sister's address and her new phone number."

"For what?"

"Gue knows you're still in love with each other." Pause briefly. "Sha, go after what's supposed to be property."

I smiled as I looked ahead. "Whatever Raefal's decision I will appreciate. And, I'm not going after anything, because the owner doesn't have to chase what's his."

Something that is destined for you, you will not go or run.

Call Me Isha's.