Calm Down's! Mr. Psychos!

Calm Down's! Mr. Psychos!
Time


Three days later


Damian Mansion


Diego took his breath in disbelief, the glass box that had such cold air became one's bed.


"Luc? You crazy?! He's dead! You should do the funeral!" say the unbelieving ones.


Her cousin did not come to the company even after her vacation ended and made her come with her own to know the thing that can not be told it.


"Not yet, he's alive. He only took a short nap then woke up again later and until then I would take care of his body first." Lucas replied flatly and blankly.


Diego was at a loss for words he threw away his face until it caught the clear eyes peering behind the door.


"Estelle? Then what do you want with her?" ask Diego who knows if his cousin's son is peeping.


Lucas turned his head to hear the name of the wife's favorite son who had just been mentioned.


"Him? He'll still be the same, anyway I gave him all the facilities enough right?" answer Lucas who knows even though he does not love his biological son but he also does not hate him at all.


"You sure what he needs is your money?" ask Diego to repeat.


"If he grows up without money he won't be anything, don't be a hypocrite" said Lucas, who knows everyone needs money to survive.


"He needs his parents too, you think everyone here can be sane if you keep a corpse? And again the boy had to see his father who kept waiting next to his dead mother?" ask Diego who, although he was surprised, he still wanted to hold a proper funeral for Anna.


Lucas did not answer, although he had told her a short chronology but her cousin still forced her to bury the woman who of course later he would not be able to see her again.


"Get out,"


Diego was silent for a moment when he heard that one annoying-sounding word.


"I'll be back next week to JNN, so now you can go." lucas said coldly and a gaze that was still staring into the icy glass box so as not to make the meat rot.


Diego didn't say anything, he went outside and certainly pulled the little boy who was peeking behind the door.


...


The tiny hand was in the hand, there was no rejection or crying.


"Is there anything you want to ask?" his words that stopped his steps and crouched in front of the little boy who looked kept silent but with a face that held a million questions.


"Well, you're cold, why did you put your mom there?" ask the one who doesn't understand.


When he touched his mother's hand, he knew that the temperature was too cold but the father still put his mother in a box that was also so cold.


Diego was silent for a moment and did not answer because he was still looking for answers.


"Your mother's color is sick so she's where she used to be" Diego said as he looked at the round eyes that seemed to be able to believe her words.


Estelle was silent no longer asking as she understood.


"What is Dead Telus? Why did your name turn into a corpse?" ask her confused.


She felt her mother had changed her name twice because before her who knew the name of the woman who gave birth to her was Varsha Arsene but after her biological father came to eat turned into Maurenne Arianna and now?


Anna Maurenne turns into a corpse without her knowing that 'Corpse' is not someone's name.


Diego again difficult to answer, the question of a quiet child is not easy.


He held onto the tiny shoulder and looked at the gray eyes that were very similar to his father.


"So Uncle said that Mama was sick, right?" her question repeated her statement.


One nod was visible, with a plain face that looked trying to understand.


"Mama's color is sick so Mama's dead, and dying means not waking up again. Because Mama won't wake up again then someone else says she's a dead body." Diego said, staring at the little boy.


Estelle was still silent, for her quite strange and suddenly heard her mother would not wake up again while she still did not know what it meant to die.


"Why doesn't Mama want to wake up? Kalna Estelle's? Kalna Estelle for Mama to cry? When Estelle still can not react Estelle always with Mama cry to ask Estelle to wake up.." said her innocently like not knowing.


Diego is silent once again, he knows the boy once entered a vegetative state and went into a coma and realized without any disability at all like a miracle.


"Have you heard what your mom said?" ask Diego to cringe.


One nod became the answer of the tiny little boy.


"Mama says that if Mama wants Estelle to wake up and Papa says if she wants Estelle to die, it's the same death as Mama?" ask her with a face like she does not understand.


Diego answered nothing, looked at the little boy and then stood up.


"You want to eat cake?" ask her who is back holding a tiny hand next to her.


Estelle shook her head, she wanted to eat the sweet food but she wanted to make her mother.


"You Mama.." answered briefly who only wanted her mother because she still could not quite understand what the word 'dead' meant.


...


23th June, 2031


Luc's?


I don't know why I'm doing this, maybe I'll look like the one in the movie.


It would be usual if there is a speech that can not be said always send from a message or letter.


But I didn't know how to make a time message so I wrote a letter...


It feels weird to know, make a letter like this, but it's nothing.


Because there's something I want to say but I can't tell you directly.


Actually I make you sick, I always love you tea that I have mixed other chemicals that can make you sick.


I want to see you suffer, I want to see that you're really sick and die so I can calm down with Estelle.


Let Aunt Camilla calm down because I made the man who killed her die too.


I'm evil, right?


Yes I know, because I'm evil I hope you hate the same I keep you can be angry with me.


But not Estelle, right?


He's not wrong, and again he can't choose who his parents are.


Indeed, he is not in your life plan, but you also do not forget that he lives also because of you.


I can't make Estelle alone, make it with you, can I?


Luc's? Actually I asked for a vacation because there's something I want to do with you, I'm the evil Luc...


I want to see you sick, but I'm weird too, because if you see the pain I also follow the pain but I can't stop too...


I don't know when to say this to you because maybe after the holidays I can't talk to you anymore.


I just bought what it is, I forgot the name but he said it can make the organs in our body become damaged, I want to give it to you.


I'm evil, right?


But Luc...


Whatever happens later I won't know, actually I want to see you go, but I think I can't stand Luc either...


I hate you so much that it makes you sick but...


You're also the first person who ever loved me, I also don't know you're really a darling or just an obsession with me?


But before I apologize, I want to say thank you.


Because you're the first person to ever say that I'm valuable, that I've also been loved by someone and I'm not sorry that I was born...


Luc's?


Maybe I'm a hypocrite but, actually, I want to see you happy, me and Estelle...


Can it be?


You, i...


We were?


Can we be happy?


*luc? If I change my mind, or something happens to me, I don't ask for much...


I'm not gonna ask you to make love to my Estelle, I'm just asking you to take care of her, don't hate her even if you can't love her...


Think of my request as our wedding gift*...


^^^~Maurenne Arianna^^^


....


At 12:30 am


The man was still sitting in the same place, waiting for someone to wake up like it was just a nightmare in winter.


The cold, clean box contained a lot of white roses and a woman who wore a light blue dress like one's eyes.


His hand squeezed the paper containing the writing he found in the usual place he took his watch.


Maybe it's easier for him to know.


"You told me to look after the kid? If I do that, you'll wake up? Answer it? Don't act like you didn't hear me?!" his question was staring at the wife with my eyes.


"You're going to kill me, right? You shouldn't have changed your plans." murmured Lucas, who lowered his voice this time.


There is no answer at all like a beautiful sleeping princess, the eyes and face that have been given makeup is just closed.


"What am I supposed to do now? You should have brought me.." he murmured softly.


......................


Two Months later.


Apart


The woman hugged the man in front of her while looking at the two lines on the test stick in her hand.


"I'm pregnant!" speak with a bright smile.


The man said nothing but smiled.


"We will go to the doctor later, for a consultation" said her who was happy even though not so showing the excitement was like her lover.


"That means you'll be Papa?" her question was staring with sparkling eyes.


"Yes" she replied with a faint smile.


"Ouch! It feels like getting married! Hiya!" her laughter was carefree which then went towards the kitchen.


The man did not say anything about the marriage invitation but he was not angry, maybe not yet but after he felt that if the marriage is not a tie that will 'separate' the couple he will do it.


"I beg you to wait a little longer" murmured her who was staring at the place where her lover had disappeared.


Maybe legally the woman is not his wife but, in terms of the life he lived the woman was already more the wife because he considers the woman as his life partner.


And before that he also did not say anything about his lover's friend who had died because he did not want to ruin the happiness that has been lived by his lover at this time.


Moreover, his cousin never registered Anna's death or never buried her.


......................


Damian Mansion


The dining table looked so quiet with only two people staring at each other at the food without even talking in the slightest.


The man put down his spoon, he glanced towards the little boy who although very similar to his physically but had almost the same habits as his mother.


Starting from how to hold a spoon or how he started eating something.


Thought that feels a little superficial with justification and absurd logic.


The man thought if he did what his woman wanted maybe that nightmare-like life would be gone.


Until now, he still could not accept the death of his woman.


If he would wake up and his wife who he loved so much, he praised what he did because he had taken care of his beloved Esttele.


"You're going to school next Sunday" he said, staring at the boy and turning the same gray eyes.


"When do you wake up?" Estelle was not happy or said a reply that was in line with her father's words.


But he asked about his mother who was still asleep.


"Pa? Mama's cold in there, Mama can't come out?" ask her with plain eyes and face even though her expression seems flat.


Lucas did not answer, his hands clasped with trembling because it made him realize that now the wife is no longer with him.


Brak!


Esttele fell silent, the man kicked the table upon waking up and then left her.


He was afraid and lonely but he did not complain or cry.


The poor handsome boy just kept quiet and then looked at his food.


"Ma? When awake? She said she'd take Estelle home?"


His murmur was soft as he looked back towards the delicious food that tasted bland on his tongue.


Time goes by cruelly without stopping or repeating, and of course like the seeds of plants someone will also continue to grow without being stopped.