Calm Down's! Mr. Psychos!
Epilogues

A flowery path with fragrant grass and gently blowing air surrounded me.

The beautiful dress fluttered by the wind, the soft cloth surrounded me. Someone's warm hands are holding me.

He smiles...

Her eyes that once seemed unable to show any emotion were now looking at me gently.

The tip of his lips was attracted, the wrinkles on the cheeks of the face that came into view when the smile was broken.

If he could show me that face just once, maybe I'd be devastated.

I'll give her everything I have.

Me or my life...

The man was right in front of me, without saying anything. Her warm touch touched and rubbed my cheeks gently.

Those gray eyes were staring at the nanar, its scent was smelled. Slowly she grabbed my body.

His embrace felt so warm and soft.

But I really hate him!

Those are the words I should say, right?

But until the end I never really said if I hated her or...

Or maybe not?

She was mean to me, but she also showed me how much love I didn't know.

She once made me like a queen, she gave me a lot of love but she didn't know how to use her.

He turned that love that should be his gentle it into a sharp sword.

She was stubborn and she was filled with fear but hid in her cold face.

Why do I know now?

Now that he was staring at me again, I rubbed his sturdy jaw. He closed like he thought of my touch as the hand of the Goddess who gives affection.

What if I had said that if I really loved her, something would have changed?

If I had made her believe that I had the same feelings as her, then none of this would have happened?

"I love you..."

"I don't think it's my defense to stay conscious, but..."

"I really love you..."

Maybe this sounds crazy, if people who always consider themselves good at treating one's soul must assume that liking is something that is unreal.

But it's real!

They don't know, other than the pain I also received something that no one else had ever given me.

It was fun when I thought there would be someone who loved me.

Even if the whole voice says this feeling is wrong I will still believe what I want to believe.

I hate and love someone at the same time.

Why are you keeping quiet?

Yes, there's nothing we can talk about right now, but when that warm hand touched the tip of my eye and wiped the fallen clear patch I fell back.

Ii'm sorry...

I never really said this to you before.

Because even if I told you I also really love you then everything would seem like a lie.

What are you thinking now?

Why are those clear, dark eyes shiny like they're damming thick glass?

Unknowingly a bitter laughter rang out from me, I could see the always brave man crying.

Crying for me...

She approached, the gentle smile on her face turning into a sad look. He gently pulled my chin and kissed her slowly.

His sense of calm while making me claustrophobic.

Is this the end of us? From our story?

If time could be reworked at that time I wouldn't want to see you, I wouldn't have come to work for that company.

Or I'll let you take my eyes first.

If I knew our story would be this painful.

But...

I don't regret doing it, meeting a crazy guy, a guy who has a strong obsession, a guy who doesn't know how to show his love.

I have no regrets about my decision.

I could feel her breath coming together as she kissed me and the hand holding the back of my head made my hair strand between her fingers.

So are you learning one thing now?

What if someone's time and life were worth it?

Please please...

Free yourself, free your past...

Release your pain...

Before our light is different, before it takes me away, I hope you can be happy for now.

I'm not asking you to be a good person, but at least be a good person in our eyes.

And i'm...

Hope there will be happiness for us, if I can I want to see you keep smiling like this...

Though not a reality yet like a gentle breeze at the end of winter. Not real but so beautiful.