Calm Down's! Mr. Psychos!
I'm sorry, I love you (END)
17 Years later.
Men with a tall body and also a handsome face because it inherits the genes from both parents who do have a beautiful face it comes.
The camera bag is on his shoulder with a printed photo already in his hand.
His eyes stared at the face that still looked as beautiful as the last time he remembered. Not aging at all even though time has passed very much.
Whether the sophistication of what is given but the woman's body does not rot, not destroyed and also does not smell or destroyed.
An ice-cold glass box with white roses always inside always looks clean.
He opened it and then gave me all the printed photos he had taken.
"Ma? The last place I went to was good, we'll be there, Ma?"
"Later I'll take Mama there, because if indeed the next life is there."
"I will still ask to be born of Mama" said his thin smile because he always gave all the photos taken to his mother.
Like showing a lot of places in the world that are still so beautiful.
He did not know what the word death means, but as time went on he knew all of it himself.
He grew up and saw his father who very rarely spoke to him but always waited and looked towards his mother's corpse.
Like waiting for something that might not come, the man he used to fear but never hit him.
"Ma? Sorry..."
"This time I will not be a good child for Mama, it's okay if Mama wants to be angry because this time I no longer want to see Mama here..."
"It hurts here, doesn't it Ma? I want Mama to go to a warm place." she said softly with a faint smile.
Although he was a child who did not understand anything but now he knows, he knows, and he certainly did not want to see his mother continuously in a place that little ice with injections that make his body durable because it was like hurting his mother.
No affection, he was raised with money and indifference and a cold gaze.
He did not hate him but of course he could not love a father like that.
...
At 08.45 pm
The footsteps that were heard entering the room did not make her turn, her eyes only looked towards the same place as waiting for someone who would not come.
"I beg you..."
"Stop, he won't wake up and you're just waiting for something to go to waste."
There was no answer, the man who was half a century old enough to be a survivor of liver disease and still survive was just staring at the cold glass box.
"Go," a short word sounded from the man who looked to remain handsome.
There was no answer but the crowbar behind the handsome man's back hit and broke the glass box so cold.
Prangs!
Lucas flinched, he turned around and hit the child he raised even without his affection at all.
Bugh!
"You want to die?"
He stared angrily and looked at the newly grown child.
"Stop, see him? He won't wake up, he..."
"He's been gone a long time, I beg you..."
"Don't keep torturing him,"
There was no resistance even when the father pulled the apes tightly.
Lucas replied, he was still staring angrily but his son's hand seemed to give him something.
"You know? It's the same kind of drink he's been drinking, he's gone and I want you to accept that..."
Lucas released her slowly and looked towards the small ampoule in his hand.
"I can take care of myself, and I'm grateful for what you've given." He said it with standard and formal words.
And although he gave an ampoule containing the same poison but he did not do it for revenge, he did not hate but also did not love his father.
Children who grow up with emotional deficits and also without affection certainly have a different mind path and intelligence.
All he wanted was to see his mother's body no longer tormented and the father who was free from the long wait that would not end.
"That's your choice, whatever you do later. But please stop hurting my mother and stop waiting..."
"He's not here anymore, he's not gonna wake up, you see for yourself, right?" connect her who looks towards the mother who fell from her glass box.
This time he did not wait for an answer again and went out to let the father think about what he said.
"You fell? He's a bad boy, how dare he do that to you?" tanya who went to hold a body that is no longer heavy like before.
Lucas was silent, waited almost 18 years and rejected reality certainly not a short time.
The words sounded like magic to her, and made her realize the little reality she was rejecting.
"Tell me it's just a nightmare, tell me it's gonna be okay..."
"I've done everything you want, let the boy live and get therapy, please..."
"Wake up..."
The deg!
The woman's hand would be shattered if she grasped it so tightly.
As much as any effort he does but still the dead body has shortcomings.
Tests...
Conscious of the real reality, maybe if the glass box is not broken he still thinks with the reality he rejected.
"AGRISH!"
His voice boomed, this time not a soundless cry but a bursting cry.
Something that was stored for dozens of years just to wait in the current time.
He held the shattered hand, not waking up from his nightmare but realizing that he was not dreaming.
"I'll sleep, this time I won't give you that cold place again." said his shriek who then lifted and opened the ampoule.
After the broken cry, even a thin smile was seen.
Her mind went blank and then drank what her son had just given her.
Puk!
His hands patted and hugged the lifeless woman's back, the bed that was never slept together for almost 18 years is now back in the owner's seat.
The man pulled out his blanket and then hugged her like he did the last time before their honeymoon 18 years ago.
"I'm sorry...''
"You must be feeling sick..."
The man's eyes seemed to not stop watering even though they were closed and also he who continued to pat the wife's back gently.
His throat was burning and his entrails were torn apart but he did not complain at all.
...
...I've been waiting for a long time......
...I did what you wanted, she might not get the father she wanted but I gave all I could to raise her....
...Then why don't you wake up?...
...Oh yea......
...I just realized, you're not gonna wake up......
...It must be too beautiful to make you feel comfortable and do not want to go from there right?...
...Then I can? ...
...Can you enter into your dreams?...
...Can I sleep with you?...
...I know I'm not a good man and I'm not asking to live like this......
...But I can't count on him either......
...Anna?...
...I hope later, at a time when I don't even know when......
...I can be the man you want to be, not the man who will make you drink that excruciating liquid......
...It's not the man who will give you a cold look and a face that has no expression......
...I want to be the 'normal' guy you want to be......
...Pardon me......
...I never said it once, but I always said I loved you......
...But that word I never mentioned......
...Ann?...
...I hope that I can see you again after I know the feelings that can make other people say sorry, accept and please......
...And I hope I can meet you with all the emotions that I haven't even felt until now, I'll meet you again and......
...You don't have to teach me anything......
...I'll teach you everything, let you know that you're the most loving being......
...I never regret ever knowing you, even if you did kill me I would not regret it......
...To me you stay the same......
...You are the most precious world......
...I loved you......
...And forgive me for choosing to love you......
^^^~Lucas Alessandro Damian ^^^
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...The End's...