Casanova Dipinang Sholeha
You Want to Die

Alex drives his car. His eyes focused forward while driving his car. While Marisa's mother looks unwell to her son. What he heard earlier must have hurt his heart. Alex was born out of an extramarital relationship. He was raised by Mr. Ferdi who never loved him at that time. Growing up without knowing who his father was. And now he just found out at the wrong time.

"Alex," said Ms. Marisa to melt the atmosphere.

Alex was silent. Makes Marisa's mother even more unwell. I want to be afraid of being wrong. Not afraid of getting misunderstood.

"Alex me and your father, our relationship, your birth." All the words that came out of Marisa's mother's mouth were disjointed. He hesitated to continue.

Alex just increased the speed of the car. It was as if his mood was almost the same as the car he was driving.

"Alex stop, put your car down!" tell Marisa's mother who starts to get scared when the car goes faster.

Alex did not speak to his mother. He kept driving his car fast.

"Alex! Stopit! We can die" cried Mother Marisa. His heart is beating unbecoming. He's really scared. Alex was not like himself when he was driving his car.

Alex is stupid. It was as if the pain in his heart was greater than his mother's request.

"Alex!" shouted Mother Marisa.

Alex drove his car faster and out of control. Almost hit a roadblock. Fortunately he swerved in the opposite direction and then braked it.

Striiiit ....

The car tires are turning. Swiped on the asphalt because of that impromptu brake.

The car stopped. Marisa's mother immediately held onto her chest. His heart almost fell. His breath was still running. He tried to catch his breath. Alex just slapped his hand at the wheel of his car. Then drown his head in his wheel.

"Alex you know we're almost dead!" exclaim Mother Marisa.

Alex was silent. Still in the same position. Not talking to Marisa's mother.

"Alex!" peekik Marisa's. He really didn't think his son was doing anything stupid. What he did could have taken the lives of both of them.

Alex is silent. Not shouting at his mother.

"Your wife is pregnant, you want to die? I'm not papa but you?" mother of Marisa.

"Astag." One word that was said from Alex's lips when she heard the word Sophia was pregnant. She forgot that she had Sophia who was pregnant with her baby. If she had died from her stupidity earlier, Sophia would have been very sad. Alex also cannot forgive herself for her absence when Sophia gives birth and takes care of her child. Alex is too short-thinking. Precede emotions.

Alex wakes. Massaging forehead. The burden seemed to come suddenly. He makes himself unable to think clearly.

"I'm sorry, Lex. I know my past doesn't deserve you to hear and you know" said Marisa's mother.

Alex is still massaging his forehead while adjusting his breath that had been tight to strangle his neck.

"It wasn't a good woman, it was a mother who framed your father to sleep with me, it was a selfish me who ruined your father's life and made it this way," mother Marisa explained at length. Eyes glazed. Guilt and regret began to fill his mind.

"Why is it now, Mom? I just found out that the old man who wanted to kill me was my father" Alex said. The person who wanted to kill Alex the most was his own father.

Marisa's mother fell silent. The tears she was trying to hold back were dripping down her cheeks. He could feel what Alex was feeling.

Alex fell silent. Hands clenched.

"Mother agreed to marry your father to get the Sebastian Family property so that mother can be worthy of your biological father" replied Marisa's mother. Everything he did in the past by marrying Mr. Ferdi was only for a treasure. He wanted to be back with Harry at the time. Anything is done to make it seem worthy of her.

"So-so all this because of money? Love me for money?" exclaim Alex.

Marisa's mother fell silent. He was wrong. Greedy and want to win by yourself. Selfish, sacrificing Alex for his own sake.

"Jawab Ma'am?" ask Alex in a tone that starts high.

"Yes, I did everything for the money, for the sake of being with your real father" replied Marisa's mother.

"Heh .a mother and a woman do dirty things for money. Humiliating himself and sacrificing his son for his own ambition" said Alex. His sympathy for his mother all this time seemed to fade. He only saw a selfish mother and a crazy treasure.

"I'm sorry for my mistake, son, that was it, I want to fix everything" said Ms. Marisa.

Alex swept his face with his right hand.

"Mom, you and the old man are the same. You were never there when I missed my parents' love" Alex said. She remembers well when she was lonely and alone in the Sebastian Family palace. Thankfully, there was Grandpa David who always loved him..

"Alex I'm sorry, mom is not a good mother for you" said Marisa's mother while crying sobbing.

Alex didn't answer Marisa's mother. Back to driving his car. He just fell silent. Letting her mother continue to apologize along the way.

Arriving at the Sebastian family home, Alex walks ahead of his mother. He went inside the house. Didn't say anything to her mother. He immediately walked up the stairs to the top floor.

Alex laid his body on the soft and comfortable king-size bed. Alex doesn't know what to do at the moment. He had to cancel his plans to go to work. His heart and mind are already in turmoil. If forced to worry he can not control his emotions. Alex was silent. Pensively. Looking ahead without saying anything.

Meanwhile, Marisa's mother looked helpless. He walked to his room. Turning the doorknob, straight into his room. Inside Mr. Ferdi was sitting on the bed leaning against the headboard of the bed in the room. Seeing Mother Marisa looking lethargic and limp she was curious.

"What's wrong?" ask Mr. Ferdi.

Marisa's mother didn't answer. Sitting next to Mr. Ferdi. Just speechless. Looking forward.

"Darling is there a problem?" ask Mr. Ferdi. Unusually the haughty, confident, and cheerful Mother Marisa looked as sad as losing her entire life.

Marisa's mother was silent. Her tears fell on her cheeks. Things rarely happen to him.

Seeing his wife who kept quiet. He grabbed both of Marisa's mother's arms. Look at the eyes that started to sink in.

"What happened to Marisa? Tell me!" pinta Pak Ferdi's. He wanted to know what had happened to his wife. Not usually Marisa's mother to cry and grieve.

"Alex already knows who his real father is" replied Marisa's mother. Her tears falling down her cheeks were unbending. The tightness in his chest had already piled up he needed a release.

Deg

Mr. Ferdi was surprised. All this time it was very secretive to keep Alex's feelings. But all of that was revealed after all this time.