Casanova Dipinang Sholeha
Prejudice to You

That afternoon Alex walked out of his room to go home. The burden on his shoulders is so heavy. It was like it was overflowing and almost spilling. Alex looks cold. There is no smile at all. The contents in his head seemed to want to break. Alex kept going. Accidentally overheard the conversation of some employees.

"I heard the company is going bankrupt."

"Yes, the stock plummeted, the shareholders might sell the stock."

"Oh, we're going in PHK dong."

"Dapet severance isn't it?"

Alex continued walking despite the voices that were heating his ears constantly being heard and imagined in his mind. He knew something like this was natural. If he was in position, the employee would probably think the same.

Alex out of the lobby. He walked to the car park in the front yard. Special parking for company officials. Alex got into his car. Ask the driver to leave the company quickly. The car drove into the street. Alex stared at the glass all the way. He felt that God was testing him with a hard test.

"Why does God test me like this, when I repent, is this fair to me?" inner Alex.

"What a good man should be tested this weight," inner Alex.

Prejudice after prejudice continued to dance on his head. As if God was playing him. God is unfair. When he died, Alex was on a cloud but when Alex repented, it was as if God had dropped him into a deep abyss.

Alex continues to be prejudiced. Maybe because of his bad mind. Alex was hit with a heavy pinis. Until he was unable to defend and avoid the snare of iron.

Alex stared at the streets filled with the busyness of every person. From people coming home from work, trading to people who are still struggling to survive by working anything. His eyes were fixed on the disabled man who was offering a tissue. His feet no longer exist. Only the upper part of the stomach remains. He was sitting on a board with wheels. Offers wipes to four-wheelers, two-wheelers and pedestrians. The man looked unyielding even though no one wanted to buy the tissue.

"Astagfirullah, why do I complain O Allah, as if in this world I am the most difficult," said Alex. He's starting to wake up. The precept was not true. There are still many people in this world whose lives are much more difficult than his. He should be husnudzon to Allah SWT instead of suudzon. We never know that behind trials there is wisdom in them.

"Sir Amat, move to the edge of the nearest parking lot!" Alex pinta.

"Okay sir" said Mr. Amat. A private driver who has worked with Alex for a long time.

Alex's car pulled over. Parking in the public parking lot in front of the shophouse. Alex got out of his car. Approaching the disabled man.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Alex.

"Wa'alaikumsallam."

"Can I help you sell it?" ask Alex.

"Can it be, isn't it a hassle?"

"No," Alex said.

The disabled man gave some of his wares to Alex. Then Alex started offering the tissue to every street user.

He approached the driver who was stopped by a red light. Alex knocked on the windshield. Before long the car's glass went down.

"What's wrong?"

"I'd like to offer you a tissue sir, maybe you need it" Alex said.

"There's nothing better, ask for in the name of tissue sales."

"My father does not beg, just sell tissue, you want to buy, if not need to insult" said Alex.

"More expensive than the store."

"The kiss is only 5 thousand, will not make the father's pocket go broke" said Alex.

"Don't fake tissue, or have it expired."

"Thank you sir, you're a friendly buyer, next time take care of your words, don't see today you're in the car, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow you're on the road like me, too," alex said to the owner of the car. He left the car. Back offering tissue to the others. Until adzan magrib summons none of his tissue can be sold by him. Alex approached the disabled man earlier.

"I'm sorry I haven't done anything" Alex said.

"It's okay sir, maybe not my windfall today."

Alex just woke up. Life is not easy for some people. Even to survive for today. Complaining does not make our lives change but trying and accepting things sincerely is the best attitude.

"Let's pray magrib in the mosque Tuan!"

Alex nodded. Magrib prayers congregate at a nearby mosque. He sat down and prayed. Asking forgiveness for his prejudice against Allah SWT.

"God turns out my life is so much better than some people out there. Forgive me for complaining about your little trial, forgive my servant O Allah."

Prayers are offered by Alex. Ask for the mercy of Allah SWT so that the problem can be solved well. After that Alex sat on the terrace of the mosque with the disabled man.

"Whose name is Mas?" ask Alex.

"Ngadino Mas, from Central Java," answered Ngadino.

"I'm Alex Sebastian" Alex replied.

"It deserves a neat appearance, it turns out to be a big guy," said Ngadino who knows who Alex is.

"Every day trade a tissue?" ask Alex.

"Yes, sir, for a disabled person like me it is difficult to get a job, which is important whatever work I live," replied Ngadino.

"God, I am far below the gaze of life." Alex cries to see Ngadino and his life.

"The key is to be sincere and to try, to live only briefly in the world, let alone be sought," answered Ngadino.

Alex was crying. She's shy. His life is full of sins. The wealth made him forget the land. Living in the worldly glitter. Following his lust which continued to plunge him into the valley of sin.

"How many days can I get?" ask Alex.

"Alhamdulillah, sometimes 30 thousand sometimes up to 70 thousand, enough to support my children and my wife" said Ngadino.

"How long has it been working like this?" ask Alex.

"Since I was hit by a truck, maybe 3 years" answered Ngadino.

Alex Miris heard Ngadino's story. He learned a lot from her. How great is the meaning of sincerity and unyielding. Even though your life is difficult.

"Thank you, sir" said Ngadino.

Alex stands. Walk towards the daycare of sandals and goods in the mosque. He took Ngadino's merchandise. Alex took out his wallet. Took all his hundred thousand dollars put in Ngadino's plastic.

"Hopefully this could be a venture capital for him," inner Alex. Then go back and give plastic trading to Ngadino.

"I say first Mas, hopefully the trade is getting better and better" said Alex.

"Amin, thank you, sir" said Ngadino.

Alex walked out of the courtyard of the mosque with a radiant face. Now he knows God loves him in a different way. Each person has a different test but how to stay in His way.

Alex is back home. With a radiant face excitedly opened the door of his room. That door is open. Alex in. Surprised to see Sophia so beautiful with a white mini dress. Her hair is a favorite of Alex. She smiled sexyly at her faith.

"Assalamu'alaikum dear," said Alex.

"Wa'alaikumsallam Mas" Sophia said.

Alex's gaze was fixed on Sophia from top to bottom. All problems seem to disappear. His breath went up to the crown looking at the beautiful body exposed in front of him.

"The gift that I always miss when tired of whack," inner Alex. He walked over to Sophia. Kissing red lips of pomegranate. Enjoying sweetness. Forgetting all the burdens that had happened to him.

"You're always flirting with my faith, baby" Alex said.

Sophia who had her hand draped around Alex's neck smiled spoiled. The smile this time teasingly made Alex want it more.

"I know Mas, it needs liver vitamins, so I prepared all this for Mas" Sophia said.

"Bless you, love you more" said Alex.

"I also love the same Mas" Sophia said.

Alex kissed Sophia's forehead. Inhaling the fragrance from Sophia's hair. Merilex is like a therapeutic scent.

"You want to go straight or eat first?" ask Sophia.

"It was immediate but the worms were protesting" Alex replied.

"If so let's eat Mas, Sophia has cooked Mas's favorite food" said Sophia.

"Eat it in the room yes, let Bi Siti interracial," said Alex.

Sophia nodded. Then call Bi Siti to bring food to her room. Not long food in between Bi Siti. Alex and Sophia eat together. Alex spoiledly asks to be fed Sophia. While playing with her long hair.

"Honey every day rich gini, it feels rich in heaven," said Alex.

"Alhamdulillah, means God gives more favors for us Mas" said Sophia.

Alex stroked those blushing red cheeks.

"I want to be like this forever, until jannah later," said Alex.

Sophia's tears are falling. He has the same expectations as Alex. Forever together until jannah later.

"Don't cry, my Sophia is always beautiful when she smiles" Alex said, wiping Sophia's tears.

"I'm crying because I'm happy" Sophia said.

Alex smiles. That smile was so much enjoyed by Sophia. The pain seemed to disappear. There is only happiness left.

After eating. Alex and Sophia pray the prayer. Pray, pray and teach together as always. Then Alex lay on Sophia's lap still wearing a mukena.

"Today I learned a valuable lesson, baby" Alex said.

"What lesson would you like?" ask Sophia.

Alex recounts his encounter with Ngadino. He told me how hard it was to make money in Ngadino's position. When Alex tried it out for himself it turned out that he felt how difficult it was to live as Ngadino.

"That's why we should be thankful, because God gives pleasure from even the smallest things" Sophia said.

"You're right. I'm not afraid of the worst with the company anymore" Alex said.

"This is just my husband God's chosen priest for me" Sophia said as she stroked Alex's hair gently.

"Tomorrow I will meet with all the company officials to solve this problem" said Alex.

"Tomorrow I also want to surprise you, Mas" said Sophia.

"What surprise?" alex asked in surprise from Sophia.

"Tomorrow, the name is also a surprise" replied Sophia.

Alex wakes. Look at those sparkling emerald eyes. Emitting a soul-soothing coolness.

"I'm waiting for a surprise from you, baby" Alex said.

Sophia nodded. Smile sweetly at him.

"But I want this surprise, can't I?" ask Alex flirting.

Sophia nodded. Her cheeks are getting red. Shameful but likes the same things as her husband.

Alex took Sophia. Stand up. Walk towards the bed.

"Mas I released Mukena first," said Sophia.

"Don't wait a long time, I'm impatient" complained Alex spoiled.

Sophia smiling. It was nice to see her husband so spoiled wanting to be given love and affection by her.